Description: Jungkook admitted the truth. You were on your way to fly across the world until Sung Yoon confesses something. And it just makes everything 10 times worse.
Pairings: Jungkook x Reader
Warnings: Sexual Content, mature language, underage relationship, age gap!!! A LOT OF ANGST AND SCREAMING RAGING and use of light alcohol.Â
Authors Note: Mkay, so i apologise for promising you guys that i would post the next chapter soon. i feel this chapter is so so bad, having to rush but i kinda twisted the story a little and left it at a cliffhanger ahaha. Im sorry, but enjoy!
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âSung Yoon! Son, please. I-iâm sorryâ Jungkooks fists collide into the wooden framed door. This was the 15th time he tried to apologise and it felt like he was on repeat. It had been 2 days since he had confessed to Sung Yoon about Jungkook having an affair. He couldnât take it anymore, you wouldnât talk to him, he had no one to cry to. The words just suddenly slipped out of his mouth.
âSon, before i regret saying this. I just want to say iâm so sorry, and i love you. Iâll always treat you as my real child.â
âDad, whats going on? What are you sorry for?â
âI cheated on your mother.â
âSung Yoon, how many times do i have to say. Iâm sorry!â Jungkook shouts through the door that he had locked. He was worried for him. Sung Yoon hadnât come out of his room ever since the words filled his ears. Jungkook hears a rattle noise, knowing that the door had been unlocked. He barges through his room and sees Sung Yoons eyes all puffed and he falls onto the bed with his hands on his face
âWho are you to call me your own child? Youâre not even my real Father.â Sung Yoon spits with pure hatred venom in his voice.
âPlease, forgive me. I feel disgusted myself and i shouldnât ha-â Sung Yoon stands up and shoves him against the wall, cutting off Jungkookâs words.Â
âY-you never even loved my Mom, did you?â Sung Yoons eyes were welling up with tears again, and he shakes his head several times as he looks dead in his eyes.
Jungkook takes a breath before replying âN-no, i didnât.â Sung Yoon lets out a horrid cry and grabs his hair and tugs on it harshly, hating to hear the words his so called âFatherâ was saying. Â
The aroma around them was thick, stuffed with sweat, tears and guilt. Jungkook flinched a little as Sung Yoon yelled âTHEN WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU STILL HERE!â he shouted in front of his face.Â
Jungkook kept a calm face and took a deep breath. He couldnât believe Sung Yoon had just shouted at him, he broke him âBecause youâre my Son. And your Mother isnât here to look after youâÂ
Sung Yoon scoffed âWho are you to call me your Son? Youâre not my real dad. Youâre so fucking lucky Mom is in another countryâ Sung Yoon hisses âJust wait till Mom knows, youâll be out of our family for goo-â
A big slam was heard from downstairs. Sung Yoon stops his sentence and the room was filled with heavy panting coming from both Jungkook and Sung Yoon. Sung Yoon scoffs and screams in anger as he pushes all his work equipment on the floor. Jungkook sighs frustratingly and rushes down the stairs to open the door to see you in front of his door, full of rage and vexation.
âY/NâŚâ Jungkooks breath hitches as he sees you after a few weeks, his eyes stunned.
You slapped him. Right across the face. His head turned the other way. Your emotions felt like pain and pleasure. Jungkooks tongue ran across the inside of his cheek and sighs.Â
âH-how could youâ You choke out âHow could you tell him!â You shove him on the shoulder but he doesnât budge.
âY/N, the fucking guilt was killing me. Did you think we couldâve kept this a secret?â He looks at you dumbfounded, his cheek now slowly swelling in all sorts of colours. Red, Blue, Green, Purple.Â
Was he stupid? You couldnât believe it. âY-yes! Yes Jungkook! You had one simple job, not to open your fucking mouth!âÂ
Jungkook scoffs âWhat? I didnât tell Sung Yoon it was you though! I didnât tell him that you were the one i had an affair with!â
You argue back âStill Jungkook! He knows. He fucking knows! Are you asking for a death threat right now?âÂ
Jungkook roughly pulls you inside your house and you wince at how tight his grasp was. You trip over your feet and land on the floor. You hold up your hands in front of your face, afraid Jungkook would collide his fist into your face or something.
âI-iâm not going to h-hit you Y/NâŚâ You peer in-between your hands to see his eyes soften. As you back away from him, slowly pushing yourself against the floor to distance yourself from him. It looked like you were about to lose your mind.Â
âJ-just, get away from m-meâ You felt as you were asphyxiated, you couldnât hold in the excruciating tears that pricked out of your eyes
âY/N, Iâm so sorryâ Jungkook goes to grab your hand but instantly you sit up and look at him as you hear a thud coming from upstairs
âSung YoonâŚ.SUNG YOON!â Jungkooks eyes fade away from yours as he rushes upstairs. A few seconds later you gather yourself together and follow him. The bedroom door already open and you gasp, traumatised to see Sung Yoon passed out on the floor.
You nonchalantly drink the water bottle that the Hospital had given you, your body lifelessly sitting on the chair outside the room. You snap your head to the other side and see Jungkooks face all distended and pale. You had no courage to confront him anymore, your tears were no longer coming out. His body looked bone-tired as he slumped himself on the seat that was next to the empty space between you.Â
âHow is h-he?â You hiccuped, shutting your eyes tight and gulping the water down your throat again
There was silence. It took a couple of seconds for Jungkook to answer âHeâs okay, just emotional trauma happened.â
His voice was yet again raspy, sore and hoarse. Yep, he was broken.
You bit your lip as he spoke again âI-iâm sorry i lead you on like that. Youâre a student, you had dreams and now i made you a Home Wrecker.
 I-it really is my fault Y/N. You made me realise how much of a sick person i am. I deserve all the pain i get.â
Before you could say anything back, Jungkook had beaten it to you and continued to carry on talking.
 âSo, i called Sung Yoons Mom, sheâs on her way back here to Seoul. I told her everything on the phone just now. And guess what?â Jungkook pauses before letting out a sarcastic laugh âSheâs filing divorce papers tooâ
âA-already?â You look at him, shocked and speechless. You bit your lip, holding back the tears again. You were shamefaced and mortified at how your human being could affect another lifeâs family.Â
âYep, and i agreed with her. We were having problems before ourâŚthing anyways.â He frowned sadly. You knew he held back from saying the word âaffairâ because it would both emotionally and physically pain the both of you.
âIâ-im sorry too Jungkook. I ruined your family. I shouldâve known better. If i didnât come into the picture, you wouldâve lived happily with Sung Yoon and your umâŚWifeâ You confess, running your fragile hand through your hair
âMy family was already ruined anyways. Ever since my brother had gone to jail, my family just spiralled out of control. Its okay, this was my mistakeâ
âOur mistakeâ You correct him, he turns to look at you and gives you a sad smile.
âMaybe its best that Sung Yoon doesnât know that you were the one who i had an affair withâ He says and you nod lightly âIâm just doing this to protect you Y/N, because i know youâre a girl with big dreams and ambitions. I donât want to wreck you future because of meâÂ
For the first time, you felt thankful. You felt like you were being selfish, but at the same time you knew it was the right thing to do âAre you sure?â
âPositive. Look, i wonât pester you anymore. We can stop this whole thing we had. It was a blur in the moment, we were both stupid at the time.â Before you could protest, he again interrupts you
âBut it wonât stop me from loving you, Y/NâÂ
The stinging pleasure filled your ears. He said it. But this time he actually meant it. The way the words left his mouth was soft and gentle. Unlike the other times he confessed to you with such rage and uncontrollable anger.
Both your and Jungkooks head snap towards the Nurse âHi, Mr Jeon we had just finished doing tests and he is running under tracheostomy that will help him breath. He needs rest so he will be sleeping for a little whilst the Doctor examines the tests fully. For now, you can come inside and wait till he wakes upâ
Jungkook immediately stands up and generously thanking the Lady before walking inside the room, with you following. You quietly close the door behind you and see Sung Yoons body laying peacefully on the bed. You hear Jungkook sigh and you walk over to place a hand on his shoulder. He turns to look at you and rests his head on your shoulder. You could feel his cheek and ears so cold and damp against your exposed neck. The dampness from how much he had been crying had now been stained on his fair skin.Â
âI donât know what iâm going to do when i lose him Y/Nâ His stare gazes onto Sung Yoons body and a permanent frown on his faceÂ
âHeâs fine, Jungkook.â You were a little uncomfortable with his head resting on your shoulder but you ignored it. Right now you were focused on whether Sung Yoon was going to wake up anytime.
You feel his breath blowing against your neck, it was warm and it made your body all fuzzy inside. Nope, not today. You walked away from Jungkook, and notice his head fall off your shoulder. He clears his throat and adjusts his posture as you idly plop yourself on the seat that was placed in front of the window. You feel Jungkook walk closer to you, the beeping of the machine that was currently keeping Sung Yoon alive was heard in the background.Â
The foggy window had reflected your face a little, it was hard for you to see what you looked like but you probably looked like a crying mess. Your fingers dragged along the window, creating various shapes and letters. The night sky that you could see looked so beautiful.Â
Jungkook slowly sits beside you, very close to your body and he draws something on the window too.Â
Your eyes widen and your breath hitches.Â
Before you could wipe it off the window, he catches your wrist in time and you turn to look at him. A tear escapes his eye and he closes his eyes before attaching his wet lips onto yours. You choke out a sob and kiss him back, slowly and painfully. What was worse, you were kissing him in front of Sung Yoon who was laying there on the Hospital bed. What is he woke up? Shit. Â
The kiss only lasted a few seconds and Jungkook pulled away first. He cursed out loud âF-fuck, why do we keep making mistakes Y/N?â
You blatantly wipe your mouth and snap your head to see Sung Yoon groan. âYoonie!â
âY-Y/N?â You run up to him, gently grabbing his fragile hand and sighing in relief that he was okay.
âSung YoonâŚyouâre awakeâ Jungkook sighs in relief and walks over to the other side of the bed. You glance at him and look back at Sung Yoons face.
âWhy are you here, Y/N?â Sung Yoon furrows his eyebrows a little
âYour Father had called me forâŚemotional supportâ You quickly lie, and cup his face. It was the first time Sung Yoon had genuinely smiled since you saw him.Â
âI thought you hated me.â He looks down, his eyebrows still in confusion.
âNo no no, iâd never hate youâ Your eyes widen. He mustâve misunderstood. All the times you had pushed him away and ignored him were because of Jungkook.Â
âYou didnât talk to me for ages Y/N. I was starting to think you forgot about meâ He frowns and Jungkook secretly rolls his eyes, which you caught. It made you angry, he was being stubborn again and his fucking Son was right here.
âSung YoonâŚâ Jungkook speaks up before you could reply
âDonât touch me, donât look at me. JustâŚstopâ Sung Yoon spits, quickly changing his expression into a snarl. Your face drops and look at Jungkook letting out a long sigh
âYoonie, your Father just wants-â
âNo, Y/N. My so called âFatherâ wouldnât cheat on my Mom with some desperate slut. Its fucking disgustingâ Sung Yoon bickered
Ouch. You felt a struck of pain in your head. A desperate slut. That was a new one.Â
Jungkooks eyes widen âSung Yoon, donât you dare ever say thatâ
He shouts in acrimony âWhy! Is this woman you had an affair with more important than me and Mom?â Sung Yoon finally looked at Jungkook âThe woman you had an affair with was probably a hussy tramp living off streets, right?âÂ
Your lips parted a little. Everything Sung Yoon was describing, was about you. It made you feel sick to the stomach. Jungkook notices your distressing expression âNot here Sung Yoon, not with Y/N in the roomâ
Sung Yoons eyes soften as he looks at you âI-iâm sorry Y/N, Iâm sorry you had to know about my Fathers disgusting behaviour.â
Jungkook gave a death glare towards his Son, but through his eyes you could see the guilt and pain. âJust, get out. Leave. Now.â Sung Yoon says with his eyes shut tight, not daring to look at him.
âYoonie, heâs your fathe-â
âHeâs not my Father Y/N!â His eyes shot open âGet him out or iâll report him for child abuseâ Sung Yoon spits in venom. You look at him like he was crazy.
 âYouâre being ridiculous Yoonie!â You shoutÂ
Jungkook sarcastically laughs and plasters on a irritated smirk âYou wouldnât.â
âI would. Iâd get you arrested and send you to jail where you belong with your brother who is my real dad. Not. You. â Sung Yoon scoffs. Your mouth dropped wide open and you quickly turn to Jungkook to see him holding in the rage. âNo wonder it runs in the family hm?â
âSung Yoon stop. Stop threatening your Father, this isnât you. This isnât the Sung Yoon i knowâ You shake your head and stand up from the chair.Â
He looks at you in disbelief âW-what? So youâre taking his side? Do you know what hes done Y/N? He cheated on my Mom, i donât give a flying fuck how long heâs done it for but heâs a disgusting bastard. And whoever that woman he cheated on with should go rot. Shes a homewrecker, a mistress, a courtesan.â
Every word Sung Yoon had spoke was about you. How did you feel? Purely sick and light-headed.Â
You could feel Jungkook eyeing you in the corner of your eye. Before you could say anything, Jungkook speaks up âFine. Iâll leave. You wonât ever see me again. Iâve been a burden and myself, i feel disgusted. I get the message, you donât want me anymore. Sung YoonâŚall those times when i treated you like you were my real son, i meant it. I may not be your real Father, but i had so much effort to give. I just wanted you to be happyâ
Sung Yoons eyes soften but his glare was still icy and hard as steel. You could hear Jungkook shuffle to grab his car keys from the desktop and his footsteps slowly fading. The door shut.
âStay, Y/N. Pleaseâ He breathes out
Part of you wanted to stay, but you had this urge to run away and see Jungkook. It was a sign. You really did care for him.
His eyebrows furrow in confusion and he grabs a hold of your hand. You let out a long sigh âI got offered a place at Stanford Uni. Remember, i was telling you about my applications in America? Well, they emailed me yesterday.â Sung Yoons face knew where this conversation was going. He didnât want to lose you too.
âS-so, that means y-youâre-â
âLeaving. Im leaving Yoonie. Iâve decided iâm going to take my exams early and then as soon as i finish iâm heading straight out of here.âÂ
âNot you too Y/N. Why here, why now?â He pleads in desperation
You wanted to quickly end this, your mind kept lingering on to where Jungkook could be. âJust wait when your Mom arrives, okay? I need to go, iâll be back as soon as i can.â Up till know, you feel your legs move and you walked further and further away from Sung Yoon who practically eyed every move you made as he laid there on the hospital bed. You gave him an apologising smile and you made it outside the Hospital hallway. You run past nurses, doctors, other members of staff who were rushing to get patients to where they needed to be.Â
It had been 2 months. You took your exams privately, specifically in the Head Principals Office. After your parents had broke out the news to all of your School Teachers, they were amazed and proud. You, a South Korean Student, being accepted in a top class University halfway across the world.Â
You chugged down the sour liquid, burning the flesh inside your throat. âI need more Jiminâ
He clicked his tongue and looked at you from an angle âStudying mustâve been hard huhâ
You scoffed âI canât believe i still crammed 8 subjects on my exams in 2 months. And all this other Jeon family shit had been going onâ
Jimins eyes lit up âOh! I forgot to tell you! That Jungkook guy had filed a divorce with Jae Eun.â
You stopped yourself from swallowing the shot and your eyes widen and gulped âTheyâre really going to divorce?â
âMhm, i heard someone talking about it in the bread and confectionary aisleâ Jimin laughs and turns to you, noticing your stiffness âHey, donât think this is your fault.Â
 âThis is all my faultâ You muttered to yourself. You struggled to get your phone out of your back pocket, the screen brightening up your face in the dimmed light club.Â
10 missed calls from Sung Yoon.
You sighed. A hint of regret stung in your chest. All this time you wondered how Sung Yoon felt. Especially hearing about his parents divorce. You were shamefaced. Youâve been feeling it a lot lately.Â
âShut up Y/N. Its not your fault. That Jungkook guy, he had no right to make the move on someone so innocent like you. Didnât you tell me he never even loved his Wife?â
âY-yeah, he told me that they were only together for the sake of Sung YoonâÂ
âSee? Donât hit yourself so hard. You know what. Fuck them. Jungkook hasnât even contacted you ever since you two saw eachother at the Hospital. Stop. Itâ You felt Jimin look straight through you, his words replying in your head
âI feel like shitâ You said out loud, truthfully.Â
âSameâ Jimin retorted. âBut hey, you leave tomorrow. You can start fresh, brand new life. The beginning of adult hoodâÂ
You scoff âI canât wait. Speaking of it, i need to stop drinking and get home before i wake up tomorrow with a terrible hangover and having to drive to the airport.â
You go to stand up and Jimin follows, leaving a bill on the table for the alcohol. He trails behind you and you both exit the club and walk to his car âHey, who says you were driving tomorrow?â
You raise your eyebrow, a smile tugging at your lips âIs this you implying that youâre going to drop me off at the airport?â
Jimin makes a face âEw, no. I have morning shift tomorrowâÂ
Your smile drops and you forcefully shove him against the car door âThanks assholeâ
He giggles cutely âIâm sorry. I didnât mean to be harsh. But seriously if i could drop you off tomorrow then i would take the honour, however i have work tomorrow and iâve been slacking lately from you calling me at 3 am in the morning, ranting about lifeâÂ
You pout âOh Jimin, this is why i love youâ
âYuck, stop that. Stop itâ Jimin holds up his hand in front of your faceÂ
You laugh and open the car door before pushing him inside âGet inâ
[6:10am] From Jimin: Oi, get ready. I have someone who will be picking you up to drop you off at the airport.Â
[6:10am] From Jimin: We didnât get to say goodbye yesterday properly which is sad because i miss you already. I hope you stay healthy and happy, you deserve everything Y/N. And whatever i do for you, just remember that the reason is because I love you very very much :)
You furrow your eyebrows at the text message. Strange. He never texted you so cheesy and cringey before. Thank god, you were already changed and ready to bring your suitcase downstairs. You were also a little curious as to who this person was who was going to pick you up.Â
A knock on the door was heard and you rush to the door and open it.
âUm, congratulations on passing your driving testâ You break the silence. Both of you were sitting rather uncomfortably on the seats from the silent tension in the car. He didnât reply, but you notice how his grip was clenching on the steering wheel when you talked. You were literally going to kill Jimin. No wonder his text seemed rather unusual.Â
You decided to just stop talking, but the awkward silence made it even worse. Sung Yoon didnât even bother to play music in the car. You sigh quietly and plug in your earphones into your phone and shut yourself from him.Â
Secretly you opened your messages and clicked on Jimins recent conversationÂ
[6:43am] To Jimin: I hate you. Please stop breathing.Â
Seconds later, your phone buzzed and you could feel Sung Yoons head shift at your hands. You shrugged it off and read Jimins reply.
[6:43am] From Jimin: I see he came to pick you up then?Â
You roll your eyes and reply back
[6:44am] To Jimin: Yeah, iâm not sending you souvenirs from America anymore. You can go fuck yourself.Â
[6:44am] From Jimin: Gladly. Speaking of, iâm actually on break and iâm in the restroom. You finish the story.
[6:44am] To Jimin: Youâre disgusting.
[6:44am] From Jimin: Love ya too. Have a safe flight <3
You shut your phone off and exactly, the car came to a halt. Your body collided into the seat and you gasp a little. You looked out to see the airport entrance. It was weird, Sung Yoon turned off the car and sat facing forward, not even sparing you a glance. You looked at him. Were you supposed to get out the car? Say goodbye to him?
You took the time to study him. He looked pale, weak. The face you recognised when he was in the Hospital bed. His face, so symmetrical to Jungkooks.Â
âSung YoonâŚjust say it. I know what you want to say, just say it before i leave.â
You expected him to brutally shout at you to get out of his car for ignoring him, avoiding him, purposely not answering his calls when he needed you the past months. What you promised him at the Hospital, you broke it.              But what you heard from him, you froze in your seat.
Did you hear right? No no no. You thought Jungkooks confession would hurt, but this was worse. Both Father and Son had confessed to you.Â