09. my time

i’ve been inactive for more than a year now and i think it’s finally time for me to address the very obvious elephant in the room.

to be honest i simply forgot about tumblr and this blog for a while and then personal life problems were added into the mix and i just kind of distanced myself from pretty much everything i enjoyed/loved and that also included this. the past one and a half year has been very eventful for me and honestly i’m a very different person than i was in may of last year. the “rebrand” i’ve been going through also made me dislike a lot of the things i posted on here and i honestly cannot take most of the stuff i’ve posted seriously because to me, they’re now either very badly written pieces or just a cringe fest (looking at you protection).

another reason i haven’t really showed any sign of life on this blog is because i associate this blog with a version of myself i am not particularly a fan of. i was a very broken, confused and insecure girl who used this blog to escape my reality. i’m not that girl anymore and don’t want to be reminded of something i’d rather just move on from. that is why i ultimately made the decision to leave this blog and, perhaps even deactivate it. one thing i have noticed though is that i still adore writing and so while i did decide to delete every trace of writing from this blog i will not stop writing entirely.

i will be creating a new blog! there are a few pieces that i genuinely enjoyed writing and want to pick back up because i really love them and so i thought creating a new blog and posting them there will be the best decision. this won’t be the case for all of the pieces i have posted on here, but some of the stuff here will probably be found on my new blog in a revamped form. regarding the new blog, i am not quite sure if i will be using an alias or just continue going by smile but this will be the place you’ll find me from now on (:

another thing i also regret is distancing myself from some of my favorite mutuals/friends during the past year and a half, so if we were close, know that i never ignored you, life just decided to become very overwhelming for me but know that i still love you. ♡

this might be a lot but i think it sums everything up quite nicely! with that being said, it was good while it lasted and see you (maybe) on my other blog.

with love,

› summary. unnatural events start occuring after jungkook’s long lost best friend, kim taehyung, reappears, with the first one being jungkook’s sudden transformation.

› pairing. jungkook/reader and a teensy tiny bit of jungkook/oc

› genre. devilman au, track runner au, best friends to lovers, angst, horror/gore, smut, some fluff

› word count. 12,710

› warnings. demonic possession, graphic depictions of violence, blood, (mass) murder, gun usage, minor character death, mentions of drug & alcohol abuse, a non-consensual kiss, body transformation (?), sexual harrassment, blackmail, non-consensually filmed masturbation, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it!), fingering, oral (f receiving), rather soft-ish sex, creampie, multiple orgasms, jungkook does a 360 and becomes the cockiest mf out there

› a/n. i’ve talked about this so many times and here it finally is! this is the first out of three total parts to the series. first and foremost, if you’re a strong religious person that gets easily offended, this definetely isn’t for you. if you get easily triggered by violence and gore then this definitely isn’t for you either. secondly, the original stories (both, devilman & devilman crybaby) are heavily influenced by the bible and thus, a lot of those symbols/elements will be mentioned in this. secondly, if you’ve seen devilman crybaby, you’ll already have an idea on how this will develop and end, however, i added a few twists of my own so this won’t follow the entire plot. if you haven’t seen devilman crybaby, stop what you’re doing right now and go watch! (heartbreak will follow) lastly, jungkook, oc, taehyung, namjoon and seokjin are all the same age (18)!! 

also i haven’t really proof read this but fixed the mistakes i saw so if you see anything, shhh you didn’t (;

› chapters. i need you(01)  | chaos (02)  | apocalypse (final)

i’ve been inactive for more than a year now and i think it’s finally time for me to address the very obvious elephant in the room.

to be honest i simply forgot about tumblr and this blog for a while and then personal life problems were added into the mix and i just kind of distanced myself from pretty much everything i enjoyed/loved and that also included this. the past one and a half year has been very eventful for me and honestly i’m a very different person than i was in may of last year. the “rebrand” i’ve been going through also made me dislike a lot of the things i posted on here and i honestly cannot take most of the stuff i’ve posted seriously because to me, they’re now either very badly written pieces or just a cringe fest (looking at you protection).

another reason i haven’t really showed any sign of life on this blog is because i associate this blog with a version of myself i am not particularly a fan of. i was a very broken, confused and insecure girl who used this blog to escape my reality. i’m not that girl anymore and don’t want to be reminded of something i’d rather just move on from. that is why i ultimately made the decision to leave this blog and, perhaps even deactivate it. one thing i have noticed though is that i still adore writing and so while i did decide to delete every trace of writing from this blog i will not stop writing entirely.

i will be creating a new blog! there are a few pieces that i genuinely enjoyed writing and want to pick back up because i really love them and so i thought creating a new blog and posting them there will be the best decision. this won’t be the case for all of the pieces i have posted on here, but some of the stuff here will probably be found on my new blog in a revamped form. regarding the new blog, i am not quite sure if i will be using an alias or just continue going by smile but this will be the place you’ll find me from now on (:

another thing i also regret is distancing myself from some of my favorite mutuals/friends during the past year and a half, so if we were close, know that i never ignored you, life just decided to become very overwhelming for me but know that i still love you. ♡

this might be a lot but i think it sums everything up quite nicely! with that being said, it was good while it lasted and see you (maybe) on my other blog.

with love,

i’ve been inactive for more than a year now and i think it’s finally time for me to address the very obvious elephant in the room.

to be honest i simply forgot about tumblr and this blog for a while and then personal life problems were added into the mix and i just kind of distanced myself from pretty much everything i enjoyed/loved and that also included this. the past one and a half year has been very eventful for me and honestly i’m a very different person than i was in may of last year. the “rebrand” i’ve been going through also made me dislike a lot of the things i posted on here and i honestly cannot take most of the stuff i’ve posted seriously because to me, they’re now either very badly written pieces or just a cringe fest (looking at you protection).

another reason i haven’t really showed any sign of life on this blog is because i associate this blog with a version of myself i am not particularly a fan of. i was a very broken, confused and insecure girl who used this blog to escape my reality. i’m not that girl anymore and don’t want to be reminded of something i’d rather just move on from. that is why i ultimately made the decision to leave this blog and, perhaps even deactivate it. one thing i have noticed though is that i still adore writing and so while i did decide to delete every trace of writing from this blog i will not stop writing entirely.

i will be creating a new blog! there are a few pieces that i genuinely enjoyed writing and want to pick back up because i really love them and so i thought creating a new blog and posting them there will be the best decision. this won’t be the case for all of the pieces i have posted on here, but some of the stuff here will probably be found on my new blog in a revamped form. regarding the new blog, i am not quite sure if i will be using an alias or just continue going by smile but this will be the place you’ll find me from now on (:

another thing i also regret is distancing myself from some of my favorite mutuals/friends during the past year and a half, so if we were close, know that i never ignored you, life just decided to become very overwhelming for me but know that i still love you. ♡

this might be a lot but i think it sums everything up quite nicely! with that being said, it was good while it lasted and see you (maybe) on my other blog.

with love,

i’ve been inactive for more than a year now and i think it’s finally time for me to address the very obvious elephant in the room.

to be honest i simply forgot about tumblr and this blog for a while and then personal life problems were added into the mix and i just kind of distanced myself from pretty much everything i enjoyed/loved and that also included this. the past one and a half year has been very eventful for me and honestly i’m a very different person than i was in may of last year. the “rebrand” i’ve been going through also made me dislike a lot of the things i posted on here and i honestly cannot take most of the stuff i’ve posted seriously because to me, they’re now either very badly written pieces or just a cringe fest (looking at you protection).

another reason i haven’t really showed any sign of life on this blog is because i associate this blog with a version of myself i am not particularly a fan of. i was a very broken, confused and insecure girl who used this blog to escape my reality. i’m not that girl anymore and don’t want to be reminded of something i’d rather just move on from. that is why i ultimately made the decision to leave this blog and, perhaps even deactivate it. one thing i have noticed though is that i still adore writing and so while i did decide to delete every trace of writing from this blog i will not stop writing entirely.

i will be creating a new blog! there are a few pieces that i genuinely enjoyed writing and want to pick back up because i really love them and so i thought creating a new blog and posting them there will be the best decision. this won’t be the case for all of the pieces i have posted on here, but some of the stuff here will probably be found on my new blog in a revamped form. regarding the new blog, i am not quite sure if i will be using an alias or just continue going by smile but this will be the place you’ll find me from now on (:

another thing i also regret is distancing myself from some of my favorite mutuals/friends during the past year and a half, so if we were close, know that i never ignored you, life just decided to become very overwhelming for me but know that i still love you. ♡

this might be a lot but i think it sums everything up quite nicely! with that being said, it was good while it lasted and see you (maybe) on my other blog.

with love,

i’ve been inactive for more than a year now and i think it’s finally time for me to address the very obvious elephant in the room.

to be honest i simply forgot about tumblr and this blog for a while and then personal life problems were added into the mix and i just kind of distanced myself from pretty much everything i enjoyed/loved and that also included this. the past one and a half year has been very eventful for me and honestly i’m a very different person than i was in may of last year. the “rebrand” i’ve been going through also made me dislike a lot of the things i posted on here and i honestly cannot take most of the stuff i’ve posted seriously because to me, they’re now either very badly written pieces or just a cringe fest (looking at you protection).

another reason i haven’t really showed any sign of life on this blog is because i associate this blog with a version of myself i am not particularly a fan of. i was a very broken, confused and insecure girl who used this blog to escape my reality. i’m not that girl anymore and don’t want to be reminded of something i’d rather just move on from. that is why i ultimately made the decision to leave this blog and, perhaps even deactivate it. one thing i have noticed though is that i still adore writing and so while i did decide to delete every trace of writing from this blog i will not stop writing entirely.

i will be creating a new blog! there are a few pieces that i genuinely enjoyed writing and want to pick back up because i really love them and so i thought creating a new blog and posting them there will be the best decision. this won’t be the case for all of the pieces i have posted on here, but some of the stuff here will probably be found on my new blog in a revamped form. regarding the new blog, i am not quite sure if i will be using an alias or just continue going by smile but this will be the place you’ll find me from now on (:

another thing i also regret is distancing myself from some of my favorite mutuals/friends during the past year and a half, so if we were close, know that i never ignored you, life just decided to become very overwhelming for me but know that i still love you. ♡

this might be a lot but i think it sums everything up quite nicely! with that being said, it was good while it lasted and see you (maybe) on my other blog.

with love,

i’ve been inactive for more than a year now and i think it’s finally time for me to address the very obvious elephant in the room.

to be honest i simply forgot about tumblr and this blog for a while and then personal life problems were added into the mix and i just kind of distanced myself from pretty much everything i enjoyed/loved and that also included this. the past one and a half year has been very eventful for me and honestly i’m a very different person than i was in may of last year. the “rebrand” i’ve been going through also made me dislike a lot of the things i posted on here and i honestly cannot take most of the stuff i’ve posted seriously because to me, they’re now either very badly written pieces or just a cringe fest (looking at you protection).

another reason i haven’t really showed any sign of life on this blog is because i associate this blog with a version of myself i am not particularly a fan of. i was a very broken, confused and insecure girl who used this blog to escape my reality. i’m not that girl anymore and don’t want to be reminded of something i’d rather just move on from. that is why i ultimately made the decision to leave this blog and, perhaps even deactivate it. one thing i have noticed though is that i still adore writing and so while i did decide to delete every trace of writing from this blog i will not stop writing entirely.

i will be creating a new blog! there are a few pieces that i genuinely enjoyed writing and want to pick back up because i really love them and so i thought creating a new blog and posting them there will be the best decision. this won’t be the case for all of the pieces i have posted on here, but some of the stuff here will probably be found on my new blog in a revamped form. regarding the new blog, i am not quite sure if i will be using an alias or just continue going by smile but this will be the place you’ll find me from now on (:

another thing i also regret is distancing myself from some of my favorite mutuals/friends during the past year and a half, so if we were close, know that i never ignored you, life just decided to become very overwhelming for me but know that i still love you. ♡

this might be a lot but i think it sums everything up quite nicely! with that being said, it was good while it lasted and see you (maybe) on my other blog.

with love,

i’ve been inactive for more than a year now and i think it’s finally time for me to address the very obvious elephant in the room.

to be honest i simply forgot about tumblr and this blog for a while and then personal life problems were added into the mix and i just kind of distanced myself from pretty much everything i enjoyed/loved and that also included this. the past one and a half year has been very eventful for me and honestly i’m a very different person than i was in may of last year. the “rebrand” i’ve been going through also made me dislike a lot of the things i posted on here and i honestly cannot take most of the stuff i’ve posted seriously because to me, they’re now either very badly written pieces or just a cringe fest (looking at you protection).

another reason i haven’t really showed any sign of life on this blog is because i associate this blog with a version of myself i am not particularly a fan of. i was a very broken, confused and insecure girl who used this blog to escape my reality. i’m not that girl anymore and don’t want to be reminded of something i’d rather just move on from. that is why i ultimately made the decision to leave this blog and, perhaps even deactivate it. one thing i have noticed though is that i still adore writing and so while i did decide to delete every trace of writing from this blog i will not stop writing entirely.

i will be creating a new blog! there are a few pieces that i genuinely enjoyed writing and want to pick back up because i really love them and so i thought creating a new blog and posting them there will be the best decision. this won’t be the case for all of the pieces i have posted on here, but some of the stuff here will probably be found on my new blog in a revamped form. regarding the new blog, i am not quite sure if i will be using an alias or just continue going by smile but this will be the place you’ll find me from now on (:

another thing i also regret is distancing myself from some of my favorite mutuals/friends during the past year and a half, so if we were close, know that i never ignored you, life just decided to become very overwhelming for me but know that i still love you. ♡

this might be a lot but i think it sums everything up quite nicely! with that being said, it was good while it lasted and see you (maybe) on my other blog.

with love,

i’ve been inactive for more than a year now and i think it’s finally time for me to address the very obvious elephant in the room.

to be honest i simply forgot about tumblr and this blog for a while and then personal life problems were added into the mix and i just kind of distanced myself from pretty much everything i enjoyed/loved and that also included this. the past one and a half year has been very eventful for me and honestly i’m a very different person than i was in may of last year. the “rebrand” i’ve been going through also made me dislike a lot of the things i posted on here and i honestly cannot take most of the stuff i’ve posted seriously because to me, they’re now either very badly written pieces or just a cringe fest (looking at you protection).

another reason i haven’t really showed any sign of life on this blog is because i associate this blog with a version of myself i am not particularly a fan of. i was a very broken, confused and insecure girl who used this blog to escape my reality. i’m not that girl anymore and don’t want to be reminded of something i’d rather just move on from. that is why i ultimately made the decision to leave this blog and, perhaps even deactivate it. one thing i have noticed though is that i still adore writing and so while i did decide to delete every trace of writing from this blog i will not stop writing entirely.

i will be creating a new blog! there are a few pieces that i genuinely enjoyed writing and want to pick back up because i really love them and so i thought creating a new blog and posting them there will be the best decision. this won’t be the case for all of the pieces i have posted on here, but some of the stuff here will probably be found on my new blog in a revamped form. regarding the new blog, i am not quite sure if i will be using an alias or just continue going by smile but this will be the place you’ll find me from now on (:

another thing i also regret is distancing myself from some of my favorite mutuals/friends during the past year and a half, so if we were close, know that i never ignored you, life just decided to become very overwhelming for me but know that i still love you. ♡

this might be a lot but i think it sums everything up quite nicely! with that being said, it was good while it lasted and see you (maybe) on my other blog.

with love,

i’ve been inactive for more than a year now and i think it’s finally time for me to address the very obvious elephant in the room.

to be honest i simply forgot about tumblr and this blog for a while and then personal life problems were added into the mix and i just kind of distanced myself from pretty much everything i enjoyed/loved and that also included this. the past one and a half year has been very eventful for me and honestly i’m a very different person than i was in may of last year. the “rebrand” i’ve been going through also made me dislike a lot of the things i posted on here and i honestly cannot take most of the stuff i’ve posted seriously because to me, they’re now either very badly written pieces or just a cringe fest (looking at you protection).

another reason i haven’t really showed any sign of life on this blog is because i associate this blog with a version of myself i am not particularly a fan of. i was a very broken, confused and insecure girl who used this blog to escape my reality. i’m not that girl anymore and don’t want to be reminded of something i’d rather just move on from. that is why i ultimately made the decision to leave this blog and, perhaps even deactivate it. one thing i have noticed though is that i still adore writing and so while i did decide to delete every trace of writing from this blog i will not stop writing entirely.

i will be creating a new blog! there are a few pieces that i genuinely enjoyed writing and want to pick back up because i really love them and so i thought creating a new blog and posting them there will be the best decision. this won’t be the case for all of the pieces i have posted on here, but some of the stuff here will probably be found on my new blog in a revamped form. regarding the new blog, i am not quite sure if i will be using an alias or just continue going by smile but this will be the place you’ll find me from now on (:

another thing i also regret is distancing myself from some of my favorite mutuals/friends during the past year and a half, so if we were close, know that i never ignored you, life just decided to become very overwhelming for me but know that i still love you. ♡

this might be a lot but i think it sums everything up quite nicely! with that being said, it was good while it lasted and see you (maybe) on my other blog.

with love,

› summary. unnatural events start occuring after jungkook’s long lost best friend, kim taehyung, reappears, with the first one being jungkook’s sudden transformation.

› pairing. jungkook/reader and a teensy tiny bit of jungkook/oc

› genre. devilman au, track runner au, best friends to lovers, angst, horror/gore, smut, some fluff

› word count. 12,710

› warnings. demonic possession, graphic depictions of violence, blood, (mass) murder, gun usage, minor character death, mentions of drug & alcohol abuse, a non-consensual kiss, body transformation (?), sexual harrassment, blackmail, non-consensually filmed masturbation, unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it!), fingering, oral (f receiving), rather soft-ish sex, creampie, multiple orgasms, jungkook does a 360 and becomes the cockiest mf out there

› a/n. i’ve talked about this so many times and here it finally is! this is the first out of three total parts to the series. first and foremost, if you’re a strong religious person that gets easily offended, this definetely isn’t for you. if you get easily triggered by violence and gore then this definitely isn’t for you either. secondly, the original stories (both, devilman & devilman crybaby) are heavily influenced by the bible and thus, a lot of those symbols/elements will be mentioned in this. secondly, if you’ve seen devilman crybaby, you’ll already have an idea on how this will develop and end, however, i added a few twists of my own so this won’t follow the entire plot. if you haven’t seen devilman crybaby, stop what you’re doing right now and go watch! (heartbreak will follow) lastly, jungkook, oc, taehyung, namjoon and seokjin are all the same age (18)!! 

also i haven’t really proof read this but fixed the mistakes i saw so if you see anything, shhh you didn’t (;

› chapters. i need you(01)  | chaos (02)  | apocalypse (final)

i’ve been inactive for more than a year now and i think it’s finally time for me to address the very obvious elephant in the room.

to be honest i simply forgot about tumblr and this blog for a while and then personal life problems were added into the mix and i just kind of distanced myself from pretty much everything i enjoyed/loved and that also included this. the past one and a half year has been very eventful for me and honestly i’m a very different person than i was in may of last year. the “rebrand” i’ve been going through also made me dislike a lot of the things i posted on here and i honestly cannot take most of the stuff i’ve posted seriously because to me, they’re now either very badly written pieces or just a cringe fest (looking at you protection).

another reason i haven’t really showed any sign of life on this blog is because i associate this blog with a version of myself i am not particularly a fan of. i was a very broken, confused and insecure girl who used this blog to escape my reality. i’m not that girl anymore and don’t want to be reminded of something i’d rather just move on from. that is why i ultimately made the decision to leave this blog and, perhaps even deactivate it. one thing i have noticed though is that i still adore writing and so while i did decide to delete every trace of writing from this blog i will not stop writing entirely.

i will be creating a new blog! there are a few pieces that i genuinely enjoyed writing and want to pick back up because i really love them and so i thought creating a new blog and posting them there will be the best decision. this won’t be the case for all of the pieces i have posted on here, but some of the stuff here will probably be found on my new blog in a revamped form. regarding the new blog, i am not quite sure if i will be using an alias or just continue going by smile but this will be the place you’ll find me from now on (:

another thing i also regret is distancing myself from some of my favorite mutuals/friends during the past year and a half, so if we were close, know that i never ignored you, life just decided to become very overwhelming for me but know that i still love you. ♡

this might be a lot but i think it sums everything up quite nicely! with that being said, it was good while it lasted and see you (maybe) on my other blog.

with love,

i’ve been inactive for more than a year now and i think it’s finally time for me to address the very obvious elephant in the room.

to be honest i simply forgot about tumblr and this blog for a while and then personal life problems were added into the mix and i just kind of distanced myself from pretty much everything i enjoyed/loved and that also included this. the past one and a half year has been very eventful for me and honestly i’m a very different person than i was in may of last year. the “rebrand” i’ve been going through also made me dislike a lot of the things i posted on here and i honestly cannot take most of the stuff i’ve posted seriously because to me, they’re now either very badly written pieces or just a cringe fest (looking at you protection).

another reason i haven’t really showed any sign of life on this blog is because i associate this blog with a version of myself i am not particularly a fan of. i was a very broken, confused and insecure girl who used this blog to escape my reality. i’m not that girl anymore and don’t want to be reminded of something i’d rather just move on from. that is why i ultimately made the decision to leave this blog and, perhaps even deactivate it. one thing i have noticed though is that i still adore writing and so while i did decide to delete every trace of writing from this blog i will not stop writing entirely.

i will be creating a new blog! there are a few pieces that i genuinely enjoyed writing and want to pick back up because i really love them and so i thought creating a new blog and posting them there will be the best decision. this won’t be the case for all of the pieces i have posted on here, but some of the stuff here will probably be found on my new blog in a revamped form. regarding the new blog, i am not quite sure if i will be using an alias or just continue going by smile but this will be the place you’ll find me from now on (:

another thing i also regret is distancing myself from some of my favorite mutuals/friends during the past year and a half, so if we were close, know that i never ignored you, life just decided to become very overwhelming for me but know that i still love you. ♡

this might be a lot but i think it sums everything up quite nicely! with that being said, it was good while it lasted and see you (maybe) on my other blog.

with love,

i’ve been inactive for more than a year now and i think it’s finally time for me to address the very obvious elephant in the room.

to be honest i simply forgot about tumblr and this blog for a while and then personal life problems were added into the mix and i just kind of distanced myself from pretty much everything i enjoyed/loved and that also included this. the past one and a half year has been very eventful for me and honestly i’m a very different person than i was in may of last year. the “rebrand” i’ve been going through also made me dislike a lot of the things i posted on here and i honestly cannot take most of the stuff i’ve posted seriously because to me, they’re now either very badly written pieces or just a cringe fest (looking at you protection).

another reason i haven’t really showed any sign of life on this blog is because i associate this blog with a version of myself i am not particularly a fan of. i was a very broken, confused and insecure girl who used this blog to escape my reality. i’m not that girl anymore and don’t want to be reminded of something i’d rather just move on from. that is why i ultimately made the decision to leave this blog and, perhaps even deactivate it. one thing i have noticed though is that i still adore writing and so while i did decide to delete every trace of writing from this blog i will not stop writing entirely.

i will be creating a new blog! there are a few pieces that i genuinely enjoyed writing and want to pick back up because i really love them and so i thought creating a new blog and posting them there will be the best decision. this won’t be the case for all of the pieces i have posted on here, but some of the stuff here will probably be found on my new blog in a revamped form. regarding the new blog, i am not quite sure if i will be using an alias or just continue going by smile but this will be the place you’ll find me from now on (:

another thing i also regret is distancing myself from some of my favorite mutuals/friends during the past year and a half, so if we were close, know that i never ignored you, life just decided to become very overwhelming for me but know that i still love you. ♡

this might be a lot but i think it sums everything up quite nicely! with that being said, it was good while it lasted and see you (maybe) on my other blog.

with love,

i’ve been inactive for more than a year now and i think it’s finally time for me to address the very obvious elephant in the room.

to be honest i simply forgot about tumblr and this blog for a while and then personal life problems were added into the mix and i just kind of distanced myself from pretty much everything i enjoyed/loved and that also included this. the past one and a half year has been very eventful for me and honestly i’m a very different person than i was in may of last year. the “rebrand” i’ve been going through also made me dislike a lot of the things i posted on here and i honestly cannot take most of the stuff i’ve posted seriously because to me, they’re now either very badly written pieces or just a cringe fest (looking at you protection).

another reason i haven’t really showed any sign of life on this blog is because i associate this blog with a version of myself i am not particularly a fan of. i was a very broken, confused and insecure girl who used this blog to escape my reality. i’m not that girl anymore and don’t want to be reminded of something i’d rather just move on from. that is why i ultimately made the decision to leave this blog and, perhaps even deactivate it. one thing i have noticed though is that i still adore writing and so while i did decide to delete every trace of writing from this blog i will not stop writing entirely.

i will be creating a new blog! there are a few pieces that i genuinely enjoyed writing and want to pick back up because i really love them and so i thought creating a new blog and posting them there will be the best decision. this won’t be the case for all of the pieces i have posted on here, but some of the stuff here will probably be found on my new blog in a revamped form. regarding the new blog, i am not quite sure if i will be using an alias or just continue going by smile but this will be the place you’ll find me from now on (:

another thing i also regret is distancing myself from some of my favorite mutuals/friends during the past year and a half, so if we were close, know that i never ignored you, life just decided to become very overwhelming for me but know that i still love you. ♡

this might be a lot but i think it sums everything up quite nicely! with that being said, it was good while it lasted and see you (maybe) on my other blog.

with love,

i’ve been inactive for more than a year now and i think it’s finally time for me to address the very obvious elephant in the room.

to be honest i simply forgot about tumblr and this blog for a while and then personal life problems were added into the mix and i just kind of distanced myself from pretty much everything i enjoyed/loved and that also included this. the past one and a half year has been very eventful for me and honestly i’m a very different person than i was in may of last year. the “rebrand” i’ve been going through also made me dislike a lot of the things i posted on here and i honestly cannot take most of the stuff i’ve posted seriously because to me, they’re now either very badly written pieces or just a cringe fest (looking at you protection).

another reason i haven’t really showed any sign of life on this blog is because i associate this blog with a version of myself i am not particularly a fan of. i was a very broken, confused and insecure girl who used this blog to escape my reality. i’m not that girl anymore and don’t want to be reminded of something i’d rather just move on from. that is why i ultimately made the decision to leave this blog and, perhaps even deactivate it. one thing i have noticed though is that i still adore writing and so while i did decide to delete every trace of writing from this blog i will not stop writing entirely.

i will be creating a new blog! there are a few pieces that i genuinely enjoyed writing and want to pick back up because i really love them and so i thought creating a new blog and posting them there will be the best decision. this won’t be the case for all of the pieces i have posted on here, but some of the stuff here will probably be found on my new blog in a revamped form. regarding the new blog, i am not quite sure if i will be using an alias or just continue going by smile but this will be the place you’ll find me from now on (:

another thing i also regret is distancing myself from some of my favorite mutuals/friends during the past year and a half, so if we were close, know that i never ignored you, life just decided to become very overwhelming for me but know that i still love you. ♡

this might be a lot but i think it sums everything up quite nicely! with that being said, it was good while it lasted and see you (maybe) on my other blog.

with love,