fat piggy

i literally cant blame anyone but myself because i suck 

I got so fat because after i recovered and lost weight  i forgot i was a stress eater and boyyyyy have i been stressssed like im thr biggest ive ever been its so disgusting and i know its not the dysmorphia talking im the ugliest thing walking the earth 

okay im done being dramaticcccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccccc                                                                   wtfffffffffff am i doinggg 

like for the last couple of months i’ve been on the verge of a break down daily idk kinda wanna die 

im a piece of shit it aint hard to fucking tell

tbh hope i somehow die on new years  even tho im staying in so i dont have to deal with any of this 

yooooo omffgggggggggggggggggggggggggggg 

kinda wanna jump off a building face first \\

im literally the dumbest piece of shit