I just want to say I amvery proud of myself for the amount of idgaf I have towards pretty much everything/anyone that isn’t my husband,my kids and the few friends I do have. It has made my life so much better. Definitely recommend!

Why is it so hard to find under belly athletic maternity shorts?! Old Navy is the only place and they are a little too short for my liking/I won’t be comfortable in them. I cannot stand anything over my belly and all the biker shorts go over. I just want to be comfortable! I hate jeans even when I’m not pregnant and those are the only under belly shorts I can find!

They canceled baseball for tonight. It’s 43° and rainy so I’m not complaining. Also because my husband’s stupid new leadership is on a power trip and won’t let them leave until this that and the other thing are done. His old unit was so much better and he’s been really lucky with all the leadership in the almost 20 years he’s been in. Anyway complaining on here because obviously me complaining anywhere else is not going to do anything and I’m not trying to be “that wife” haha this just makes me feel better😂 iykyk

Jonathan’s game went into extra innings today. We lost 9-8. They played so hard but my toes and fingers were numb and I was very ready for it to be over. We got home at 10:30😬

Day 3 of potty training Ingrid and she’s already going to the bathroom then yelling for me. I am so proud of her! She is so excited about her stickers and she gets two gummies every time she goes. I put her in a diaper for bedtime and she said “oh I don’t want this! I don’t like this!” Sorry kiddo but since you’re sleeping with me since Daddy isn’t home you will be wearing a diaper haha. I tried to put her in her bed but she didn’t want to. She woke up dry from her nap but overnight is too long. She is the easiest child I have ever potty trained by far! My goal was to have her doing pretty well before Kenny got home and she’s doing so well!

Miriam’s favorite thing to do when Kenny is gone is ask him to send her pictures. He sends one as soon as he wakes up so she can have one when she wakes up. Ingrid has realized this and she wants pictures too. Now they fight over who the pictures are for. Now he has to send two they could be exactly the same but as long as I swipe and they see it “change” they are happy. Now they both ask to send him pictures too. Ingrid copies everything Miriam does and we keep trying to tell Miriam she teaching her how to be a big sister and today Miriam was tired of her following her around she said “Ingrid go follow AJ she’s a big sister too and I am tired!”

Had my 20 week OB appointment today. My doctor was totally on board with everything I said to the MFM doctor which made me feel even better about not starting anything. I took Miriam and Ingrid and they love talking to the doctor about the baby. He delivered both of them so they always have to tell him that,like he doesn’t already know. Kenny left this morning too so I’m not looking forward to bedtime tonight or the next few days until Miriam is ok with him being gone and can FaceTime him regularly. I’m sure she will end up in bed with me for the next few days too. I am also so over this rain! They canceled baseball all week and if it rains all weekend I’m sure it will be canceled the beginning of next week too. That will make these next two weeks go slow.

Evelyn has her first day of work today. She is so excited! She works from 12-7. She’s done with her school/8th grade already too. I have evaluations for homeschool tonight then we will technically all be done but we will still be doing reading and science experiments for the next few weeks until summer officially starts for us. Kenny leaves for Army training on Friday which means I have to do baseball all alone. 5 days a week from 3-8 and also pick Evelyn up from work in that time too. At least it will make the time he’s gone go fast!