Tired lesbian

I am still taking time to reflect on everything that happened in my life over the last three years (my dad's declining health because of cancer, one long relationship ending, one situationship with a friend I had feelings for also ending recently, two moves, and the loss of a pet).

I have felt guilty for not being active. I have felt shameful for not showing up and not nurturing the new friendships I found in the Wolfwren fandom. The truth is, I was trying to heal from it all on my own.

I am on this journey of self-love and trying to be kinder to myself. I miss engaging and feeling like I belong to a community. I am trying to come back at my own pace—not because I feel guilt, and not because I miss feeling loved here, but because I think I belong.