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It still hasn't hit me that my life has dramatically changed in the best way possible. The fact that so many people know my face and name is still very... strange? I don't think that's the right word, but I hope you understand what I mean. And people know my dog, too! Which, if you know Simon, he adores everyone he meets and loves the attention. Do you still feel like that sometimes? Not like my dog, but like you haven't grasped just how many people know of you now? @hfrpstarters

i get exactly what you mean and it's still something i've been trying to adapt with for a while myself. being a big name in london was one thing but most then such is still taking me some time and not sure i'll ever fully used to it. people knowing me and my dog as well — definitely something and how they seem to interested in how me and my dog are as well as my world, it's fascinating.

i had someone ask me how exciting it was for me to get my start in acting in the united states. i almost thought i misheard them, then i realized that not everyone knows i was a child actor in spain. i feel like you probably have dealt with the same, no? since i vaguely remember hearing about your start. @baileysjonathan

having a start outside the united states almost seems foreign to some. i'll always value being an actor with a start in london and projects based mostly around such. it's what i know but once you get that wide success, it's like you're new again, but in time you'll have strong fans learning more and even watching your old work sometimes.

a holiday abroad is a lovely when possible, just makes that holiday feel a bit different than normal as well in the best way. i'm sure i will in time, just need to plan some and i'll let you know all about it. i always love seeing them online, and they give me so many ideas of things to try. i actually might have a couple ideas so in time — it'll come alive. same for me, i feel it's the point to at least honour it all as it's the whole point. i also feel almost every party has one person who won't fully go into it. haha, yes, well i think child parties are the best as it feels there's so much you can do and they'll light up seeing it all.

well, well... i have great news for you. The weekend is here and you promised me to make me forget about work for a little while, so where are you? i am waiting for you and you can't keep a lady waiting on you. you better move your hot ass faster and come to see me. Otherwise, I will be offended and you will owe me a double session together.

well, well, as if i'd go back on my word so, hope i managed to make such happen with our weekend together ? hope the wait was well worth it as well. next time, i might surprise you and there will be a lot less wait time. though.. will say, never against a double session together, could be a good time.

I appreciate that. Given I'm about to pop any day now, pacing myself is at the point of I don't have any choice. Some days if I manage to do the bare minimum consider it a good day. Have to admit I'm looking forward to the motherhood era for a lot of reasons, but my newest one is feeling like I can breathe again. See I'm so behind that I don't even know who's touring to know who you could be talking about, unless I go ahead and google search it. I'll wait for you to come visit though, tell me all the good things. That makes sense, it's not a bad thing to take things slow, figure it out bit by bit.

i'm sure it's a lot to navigate right now, so if you need anything, let me know. i'm here for you, darling. yes, as long as you're getting your needs taken care of — that's what matters the most at this time. yeah, haha, and i also believe you'll be such an amazing mother as well. i'll just say it was nice seeing shows in a way i never imagined too. hope you enjoyed all my stories from my travels though during out hangout. i think it's also about trying to protect yourself and your heart — not wanting to jump in head first without knowing it feels right.

just having some personal fun, really. wanting to enjoy all i can before i can't. thank you, i believe so too, just need to make time to commit to doing such. yes, i'll have to give it all a go at some point. well, those are what make the best parties, just have to think theme and such and i'm sure it'd be easy to make happen. i'm definitely one to always go for a theme — even if it's a basic one. i'd also like to think i could be quite creative as well. i'm sure it's a lovely mix of bias and truth and i believe it all, i'm sure she's truly an amazing one at what she does. i plan to be there, no matter how busy.. i'll make some time.

Good, I cannot wait for the updates. Until then, I will let you and your man enjoy your time in peace. Thank you. It is insane how happy I feel and I am just unable to hide it. He really is, you guys will get on so well. I am very happy to hear that because I may love him but also willing to fight him if he takes my number 1 spot in your heart.

i assure they will be well worth it updates, i've had the time of my life with someone so amazing and getting to know them on a deeper level than i could have ever imagined. enjoy it, you deserve this so much. i'll reach out to him whenever i get the chance. love him, you say ? well, progression i hope to hear about soon. haha, he never will — that spot is always and forever yours, darling.

that is a good saying to live by. i should do it more often actually. and then have everyone talk about it while you missed out on it. that would definitely suck. oh do you? that's exciting. are there any theater pieces i those projects by any chance? i'd love to go back to london and see something on the west end.

you definitely should, what could happen will help you fully know about yourself. at one point in my life i had an experience and avoided water at all costs — gave it a try again finally, and love it all over again. yes, exactly and i know i hate missing out on something.. unless i'm not personally a fan. i have this production with ariana grande if that's at all something you're interested in. however, i'd easily be down for a london trip and seeing something on the west end with you.

So I promise I won't bug you too much for details, but please, when you are ready, I will be taking all the details. That is true. And I wouldn't change it for anything. I think he is. I am just so lucky. Thank you, I love you so much. I am sure you will both love one another. You just can't love him more than you love me.

i got you, i'll share more as soon as i can about what's going on with me, you have my word there, darling. i'm really glad to hear that and i'm so happy for you. i can see it coming right off you each time we chat how much happier you are. you're welcome and i love you too, always will. i'm sure too, he seems like a great guy. haha, i can sure that won't happen — we connected so much, no one can replace you, flo.

do you want to hear the official version or my real version? —okay, i'll go with the real one: I am literally dying a little everyday, I work out twice a day, i have to be very disciplined with the things i eat, zero alcohol and sleeping eight hours. I mean I love to be disciplined but not this much anyway, it's been a huge mental and physical challenge and i think that's cool. yes, please, come around! let's do something fun together. i need to think about something else than this new role and some good company. why don't we hang out this weekend?

can i be spoiled and have both ? alright, real one. it sounds like a lot and must be quite the adjustment and i feel like after will be just as hard as first starting. you'll start getting used to it but then can go back to whatever your normal is. regardless, i'm here for you and i know you got this as well, darling. alright, i'll be around in a few days. i can be the good company to help distract you from just being so work focused. this weekend is actually perfect for me.

Appreciate you checking in! Things are going well, I'm definitely in that stage of pregnancy where taking more than a few feet of steps and I'm out of breath, but I'm managing! I'd love to get together, say catch me now because I'm due in the next month-ish time and won't pretend I'll be attempting her to come a little early since I'm not sure how much more I can accommodate . Spending time with someone? Do I get details on that someone or is this more over some kind of food talk? Are you in NY?

of course, i'll always check in on you, darling. ah, i see, as long as you're pacing yourself and taking care. oh, then i'll be right there to give you some of my time before you're entering your new motherhood era. sending you all the best with such. it's a musician, he's touring right now and i've been getting to know him more during and those close to him. definitely going to be your way and we'll chat in person over food. keeping things on the downlow for now as we're still figuring everything out.