Ivans dreams

"is that any way to tell me that you're gonna be a terrible friend?"

Hello world. This is a Bad things inspired BAH (& headspace) blog! (Theme HEAVILY inspired by grace-bah.. check them out!)

While I focus on Roblox horror sources, I do many other medias as well. Hopefully we'll get along.

TEMPLATES . . .

SOURCELIST . . .

ANONS: 🎀✨💉, ♠️🐾, 🌳🧬

TAGS:

> Rejected scripts . . : Completed requests

> 1000 Steps behind . . : Rejected packs

> Violent fantasies . . : Self indulgent packs

> Muttering . . : Talking.

🎀✨💉

"You really didn't have to do all this."

(Hospital themed headspace)

(i can feel him vaguely but bro knows nothing but his age n source help 😭) - @lilacdreamlover

Make a name for yourself, Michael.

credits ?, 2, 3

Scene 1 (Prelude)

> Names Michael, Benedict, Mike, Eggs, Micha, Michelangelo, Mikhail, Terrence, Aaron, David, Matthew

> Age 21-26 Range

> Species Human

> Source / Altertype Yumetive; Michael Afton (FNAF)

> Pronouns He/him, hie/hiem, hy/hym, night/guard, night/shift, sur/vive, panic/panics, tired/tireds, eggs/benedict, ro/bot, auto/mation, fear/fears, sar/casm

> Gender Cis (male), spiralmasc, boylike, cealokaic, gloomynightgender, darkcitycoric, horrorpixic, john doe, tiredgender, panicgender

> Orientations Straight, bisexual, monogamous, visceric

Remnants of the past

> Roles Night guard, insomnaut, advocate, assidumate, barbed wire, companion, debugger, dear

Yumetives are introjects sourced from the system or specific headmates yume! Usually they form with a predetermined relationship with the system or headmate (often romantic, although it can be a different type of relationship too). Just fyi : )

Michael Afton - Yumetive (Scene 1 with roles)

Violent prey - Conceptive (Scene 2)

Hospital themed headspace

Any human from IHNMAIMS (Scene 2)

The Ram - 99 nights (Scene 2, 13, 14)

Palworld - Gametive (Scene 1, roles, 13, 15)

Make a name for yourself, Knuckle.

credits 1, 2, 3

Scene 1 (Prelude)

> Names Knuckle, Gritt, Climb, Musk, Chase, Azzam, Everett, Will, Bernado, Imre, Arnost, Draven

> Age Ageless, presents as late thirties

> Species Human

> Source / Altertype Gametive; White Knuckle

> Pronouns Mirror prns, any, he/him, she/her, they/them, it/its, dey/dem, gritt/grunt, hope/hopes, crawl/crawls, climb/climbs, blood/bloods, bleed/bled, deter/mination, gut/guts, fall/falls, strength/strengths

> Gender Masc-appearing, genderlessboy, wyrundeadic, cruirestic, bloodcovic, melanarmy, nixvir, staticgender, horrorbeing, doomedprotag, survivorrecluse

> Orientations Aroacespec, synergetic, caidéisspec, unlabeled

Make a name for yourself, Dust.

credits 1, 2, 3

Scene 1 (Prelude)

> Names Dust, Duster, Dustin, Powder, Murder, Slaughter, Mutter, Whisper, Pastence, Mortum, Morgue, Reaper, Gray, Essence

> Age Late twenties to thirties range

> Species Skeleton monster

> Source / Altertype Fictive / Mixtive?; Dust Sans (Dusttale), Murder Sans (Murder!Sans)

> Pronouns He/him, h[ ]/h[ ]m, hx/hxm, hhe/hhim, no pronouns, cold/colds, freeze/freezes, mur/der, frost/bite, dust/dusts, mut/ter, whis/per

> Gender Cis (male), demiboy, hemonix, dullboy, hazeboy, nebumasc, sorrowgender, quoiselfian, cryvoiric, moonthedralgender

> Orientations Omnirose, achillean, greysexual, aroflux

Scene 2 (Friends)

> Roles (Apathy, psychosis, depression, grief) holder, avenger, counterweight, dark angel, double agent, frostling, swordsperson, dissociation manager

> Signoffs / emojis ❄️, 🌀, 💤, ➖, 💬, 🏴, ☕️, 🌑, ⏳, 🚬, 🌭, 🦴, ☠️, 🏴‍☠️, 🌪️, 🌨️, 🧣

> Int status With some caution

> Front triggers Pos: Niche true crime cases, hiking through dark woods, physiology facts, chilli dogs, favorite foods

Neu: Bad sans' in front, practicing martial arts or self defense, severe dissociation, daydreaming for extended periods of time

Neg: Genocide routes, someone trying to manipulate the system, someone harming those close to the system, media where Papyrus dies, source in general

> Fronting signs Having hands in pockets constantly, prefering hood up, social distancing, using dark humor, making puns, hallucinating more (specifically phantom papyrus), feeling more apathetic or melancholic

> Source connection Lower than average ~20%

> Source memories - Talking to phantom Papyrus in waterfall and watching the "stars" with him

- The memories of each and every one of the genocide routes flooding into his brain all at once

- Going back and forth on his own choices, whether or it was right or not. Until deciding the pain of a thousand or more deaths wasn't worth it

- Fighting the kid over the entire underground. And feeling the hopelessness build after getting caught up to every time

Scene 3 (Games)

> Likes True crime, forensics, antiques, podcasts, ASYMM games, building snowmen, fast food, quantum physics, biochemistry, physiology

> Dislikes Summer, overheating, RPG games, controlling people, everyone, being touched, most oversaturated depictions of himself, obnoxiousness

> Hobbies Grilling, drawing, writing, wood carving, daydreaming, reading, hiking, photography

> Favorites Food: Dark chocolate Drink: Ketchup Color: Purple / dark blue Season: Winter Animal: Hares / rabbits Music genre: Black metal Media genre: Dark comedy & psychological horror

> Personality traits Cold, distant, articulate, mature, unstable, rational, logical, steadfast, antisocial

> Love language Acts of service, quality time

Scene 4 (Cleaver)

Pet bunny!

> Names Dustbunny, Rusty, Fluffball, Sneeze, Allergy

> Pronouns She/her, he/him, shey/herm, sneef/sniff, fluff/fluffs

> Traits Aloof, flighty, suspicious, anxious, thoughtful

Scene 8 (Trapped)

> Headspace room

> Room desc Dusts room is very messy and cluttered, with dirty laundry and books littered about. He does make a small effort to clean dishes since phantom Pap scolds him on it. All in all he doesn't really keep anything noteworthy in his room besides the bed, desk, and mini fridge.

> Possessions Usually Dust sticks to the basics and only keeps necessaries. Though he can't help but collect things he think Papyrus would've liked; figurines, toy cars, puzzles, etc. And after the events of Dusttale, he currently tries to engage in his past interests more than before. Since the learning keeps his mind off of the. Depression. So he has many notebooks and books on chemistry.

In his bag:

picrew

> Plants Love lies bleeding, white chrysanthemum, spider lilies

Scene 14 (Confrontation)

> Headspace abilities Has bone based magic with a higher damage rate than Classic's, still not seriously impressive though. He usually gravitates towards more tricky attack patterns and attacks (think "Worlds Hardest Game.") And he still relies more on his KR poison.

While he doesn't use magic from the monsters he killed, he still uses more inspiration from their attack patterns. Rarely he can muster some other magic when he is desperate.

Others would be teleportation, telekinesis, gaster blasters, and blue magic.

> Fear response Fight > flight > freeze > fawn

> Weapon of choice Anything practical and accessible in the moment, he doesn't have much a preferance but he will admit he finds pointed daggers beautiful in their design; and baseball bats being fun to use.

> Birthday February 10th

> Zodiac Scorpio

> MBTI INTP-T

Make a name for yourself, Gorture.

credits 1, 2, 3

Scene 1 (Prelude)

> Names Gorture, Ram, Coa, Carrion, Viscera, Mary, Lastditch, Coralina, Pulse, Saw, Scripture, Tear, Scar, Scarlet, Hollow

> Age Ageless, treat as adult.

> Species Humanlike, mutant shapeshifter

> Source / Altertype Conceptive; Programming/RAMCOA, Torture

> Pronouns It/its, he/him, any, h!/h!m, sh¡/h¡r, zhe/zhim, vhe/vher, doc/tor, thing/things, drip/drips, tor/ture, pro/gram, scar/scars, cut/cuts, tear/tears, blood/bloods, maul/mauls, rip/rips, gore/gores

> Gender Masc-leaning, bigender, gorture, itthing, tortulexic, mistreatmentbodyment, sadomasobodyment, sangripped, harmfuls*x, malicious entity, nonhumanthing

> Orientations Pansexual, dreadsexual, weapjectum, ambiamorous, parasirose, obsidero

Scene 2 (Friends)

> Roles Programmed alter (Delta, eta, zeta) Brainwasher, corrupter, malignant, enforcer, watchdog, disciplinarian, sadist, dead dove, dissociation giver, dehumanization holder, internal handler

> Signoffs / Emojis 🔪, 🗡️, ⚔️, ⛓️, ⚙️, ⚒️, ⚖️, 🩸, 💉, 🪓, 💾, 🖥️, 🎛️, 🎚️, 🧰, 💊, ✂️, 💔, 🔞, ⚠️, 🌀, 〽️, ✖️

> Int status With extreme caution, and sometimes care

> Front triggers Pos: Joy pony game, ero guro, niche web horror, dead dove & whump media, medicial instruments, learning about programming / RAMCOA

Neu: Need to reinforce programming, over confident fronters, clingy / guilible outsiders

Neg: Alters avoiding commands or breaking rules, being physically or mentally tortured in any shape or form, his control being brushed off

> Fronting signs Unexplainable trembles/shivers, constant need for control, sending mixed signals, violent urges, torture fantasies, manipulating others for personal gain, craving dark media, triggering or implementing programming.

Scene 4 (Cleaver)

Pet Snake!

> Names Boris, Hunter, Spartan, Azrael, Hades, Restrict

> Pronouns It/its, he/him, hiiss/hiimm, tool/tools

> Traits Loyal, obedient, protective, quiet, contemplative, reserved, efficient, recluse, hostile towards everyone besides hiisss owner.

Scene 11 (Staircases)

> Typing quirk / style Types with correct punctuation and capitalization usually and speaks formally. Progressively uses more l33tspeak with stronger emotions, until they type in all caps. Sometimes replaces the letter "d" with 🩸

> Typing example "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy 🩸og." "7H3 QU|CK BR0WN F0X JUMP5 0VER 7H3 14ZY 🩸0G."

> Usernames p1erceyour3Y35, BloMaryx3, your1new1home, ATTACKKDOGG, drG0RTVRE, Sir-vant

> Titles The Handler, The Programmer, [prn] who is Mangled, [prn] who shall Maul, [prn] who shall bring Order, Structure through Blood, Organ filled Program, The Apathetic Automation

> Nicknames / petnames RT, Gorey, Bloody Mary, Tortor / Tartor, Tart, Grammy / Gram, Stabby, Prickly, Red, Doctor

> Quote " Open your eyes, Ambrosio, and be prudent. Hell is your lot; You are doomed to eternal perdition; Nought lies beyond your grave but a gulph of devouring flames. " - Matthew Gregory Lewis, The Monk

Scene 15 (Andrew)

> Cisids Programmed, evil, semi-verbal, mutant, traumatized, savior complex, edgelord, intimidating

> Trisids Harmful, harmed, programmer, superiority complex, nocturnal, hypnotist, manipulator, controlling, violent

> Transids Hypnoeyes, emotionless, lycanthropy delusion, mad scientist, religious trauma, ratioactive, snuff creator, torturer, kidnapper, failed experiment, immortal, cannibal, embalmed, albino

> Permaids Bloody, problematic, perverted, bruised, asshole, dirty, coldbody, hungry, dehumanized

> Nullids Emotions, pain, footsteps, sleep, breathing

Simply say you're asking for a headspace, then tell me the concept / idea! Then I'll find the best matching pictures and describe the headspace in as much detail as I can : )

I keep forgetting basic things... Earlier I forgot to open my asks too..

im so embarrassed T. T

Make a name for yourself, Travis.

credits 1, 2, 3

Scene 1 . . (Prelude)

> Names Travis, Rapid, Tempo, Heartrate, Aaron, Theodore, Tristen, Trent, Mateo, Leo, Zachery, Flake

> Age 18, age apathetic

> Species Robloxian

> Source / Altertype Fictive; Travis (The Moon I Rot Behind)

> Pronouns He/him, it/its, h?/h?m, h-/h-m, rot/rots, decay/decays, snow/snows, win/ter, snow/storm, cold/colds, empty/emptys, for/got, [ ]/[ ]

> Gender Cis male, agender, faux-boy, deceasic, apathian, numbgender, filoneutral, dullagender, sanguisnowmortic, sichoret, hemonix, fricaedic, deathpurine, abandonedcorpse, sangnixic

> Orientations Gay, demirose, monogamous, esoterimantic, egonian, fictorose, fictopraefere, crow bi, snake

Scene 2 . . (Friends)

> Roles Ableguard, avoider, (anxiety, cotards, dream, flat affect, incompetence, insecurity, & psychosis) holder, dream experiencer, black sheep, lifeline, night guard, coiled wire, coin purse

> Signoffs 🧢, 🌀, ❄️, 🌨️, ♣️, 💭, 🔇, 👁️‍🗨️, ✝️, 💔, ♥️, 🏳️, 🏴, 🏁, 🚩, ❓, ❗️, ❌, 🚫, 🔫

> Int status With extreme care

> Front triggers Pos: Lucid dreams, hot chocolate, christmas presents, safe people, situations where unmasking is safe, campfires & fireplaces

Neu: Lonely nights, periods of low income, writing down dreams, feeling like an outcast, melancolic / depressive episodes

Neg: Snow storms, anxiety before christmas, persieved abandonment or hatred, psychotic episodes, anxiety at night, suicidal thoughts, ableism / saneism

> Source connection High connection, yet not necessarily positive ~78%

> Source memories - Remembers going to church with his brothers, and praying for a different family.

- The cold air kissing his face as he walked for hours. With not a single thought behind it.

- Praying for forgiveness each night before bed, for whatever he done to deserve the card he has been dealt.

- Watching TV with Devin. Even if he couldn't physically react, he still enjoyed watching Devin laugh.

Scene 7 . . (Tumor)

> Mental disorders Schizophrenia, GAD, depression, seasonal depression, amnestic disorder, avoidant personality disorder, cotards delusion, selective mutism, dissociation, depersonalization, imposter syndrome, C-PTSD

(Auditory hallucinations, visual hallucinations, tactile hallucinations, somatic delusions, surveillance delusions, persecutory delusions, religious delusions.)

> Physical disorders Muscle weakness, lethargic, situs inversus, asthma

> Phobias Agoraphobia, autophobia, claustrophobia

> MUDs Abyssal alienation syndrome, alternative awareness disorder, atypical amnesia, burnt commitment disorder, disorganized train of thought disorder

> Stims Banging his head against a wall, smacking against skin, scratching arms, biting lip or inside of mouth, pulling out eyelashes, fidgeting with hands, squeezing his fingers.

Sorry, I won't be doing duos. However I may do Devin in the future. And thank you friend.

Yes, I'm okay with any request relating to programming/RAMCOA. : )

"It needs no maxims drawn from Socrates to tell me this madness in my blood"

SOURCELIST ?

> Roblox psychological horror

Bad things, the moon I rot behind, jims computer, life purpose, let him go, ^_^ (hwwhp)

> Roblox web series / ARGs

brandonworks, recallahollowheart, IHazAFaceLULZ, SeilDirectory, CDarchives, rochas313, itzSkeet_Playz, C00lkidd0 archives, roblox house encounter

> Roblox

Regretevator, forsaken, die of death, meleeniacs, gasa4, 99 nights, animal hospital, dandys world, grace, doors, pressure, clean crew, dead rails, make a cake, work at a pizza place, admins, myths, hackers

> Other games

undertale, UT AUs, deltarune, dead plate, mouthwashing, FNAF (up to security breach), little misfortune, buckshot roulette, 60 seconds, danganronpa, sally face, ENA: dream bbq, monster x mediator, freak circus, DDLC, scarlet hollow, slay the princess, NSO, IHNMAIMS

> Other media

TADC, DDC, knights of guinevere, gaslight district, murder drones, metal family, psycho cuties, i dont want to be a magical girl, steven universe, spongebob, mlp, mha, regect, SFAWTDE, objectified comic, hfjone, creepypasta, house of puso, ENA, daria, welcome home, verity, ride the cyclone, heathers, zero day, electric dreams, FNAF movies, saiki k

> Will also do . .

Brainmades, conceptives, yumetives, songtives, gametives, foodtives, and drinktives

And don't forget that I also do headspaces!!

> Will NOT do

Steal a headmate, hellaverse, gacha games (genshin impact, CRK)

WILL be added to in the future. And yes you may order outside of this list, but I cannot guarantee it getting done.

BAH TEMPLATES . . .

You may mix and match tiers and add-ons to your liking, friend.

TIERS ?

> Scene 1 (Prelude)

2-3 faceclaims

Name

Age

Species

Source / altertype

Pronouns

Gender

Orientations

> Scene 2 (Friends)

Roles

Signoffs / emojis

Int status

Front triggers

Fronting signs

Source connection

Source memories

> Scene 3 (Games)

Likes

Dislikes

Hobbies

Favorites

(Food, drink, color, season, animal, music genre, media genre)

Personality traits/desc

Love language

ADD-ONS ?

(Up to four allowed)

> Scene 4 (Cleaver)

System pet (1-3)

Pet will have face claims, names, pronouns, and personality traits.

> Scene 5 (Storm)

Paras

X4X

Omegaverse

> Scene 6 (Rooftop)

Height

Scent

Appearance desc

Outfits

Accessories

> Scene 7 (Tumor)

Mental disorders

Physical disorders

Phobias

MUDs

Stims

> Scene 8 (Trapped)

Headspace room

Headspace room desc

Possessions

Plants

> Scene 9 (Sailor)

Aesthetic list

Aesthetic pictures

Moodboard

> Scene 10 (Falling)

2-3 Pfps / extra faceclaims

1-2 Banners

1 Userbox

3 Hexcodes

> Scene 11 (Staircases)

Typing quirk & example

Usernames

Titles

nicknames / petnames

Quote

> Scene 12 (Mad)

Handwriting

Artstyle

Voice claim

> Scene 13 (Liars)

Theriotypes

Otherkin

Character kins

Yumeships

> Scene 14 (Confrontation)

Headspace abilites

Fear response

Weapon of choice

Birthday

Zodiac

MBTI

> Scene 15 (Andrew)

Cisids

Transids

Nullids

Permaids

Ask for Scene 16 (Bad things) for Ivans choice : )