AM❤️

“To my first love I miss you. I miss the way your browns eyes would look at me with nothing but pureness. I miss our fun trips. I miss your hugs even though I would complain about them. I miss being able to be myself. It’s crazy that you were the only person that actually felt like home. But it’s over now. I don’t think I will see your smile again, or your bright brown eyes. It will be too absurd if I asked you to try it again. We broke each other, neither one of us were ready. I just hope your life is filled with nothing but happiness, because you deserve it, even on days you think you don’t, you do. I don’t think you will ever see this but sincerely from the bottom of my heart, I am very happy I got to meet you. I just wish we didn’t hurt each other like we did and I wish we could’ve met when we were both ready. And maybe we were nothing, but I promise you, it meant everything to me.”

my cat was sleeping and i played this

“i’m hiding what i’m feeling, but i’m tired of holding this inside my head.”