230505 - namjoon on weverse: hello everyone
itās been a long time
have you been well
ive been just spending time and not doing too much
im just trying to live in the present time
lately, ive been trying to confirm and discover what kind of person i am
even when i have countless words i want to say
i quickly end up forgetting
what marks our 10th year of being revealed to the world is very soon
everyone, how are you
will it be okay
occasionally
no, often, im curious
of greetings, thoughts, sadness, hope and dispair, what it is that youāre currently beliving in and want to believe in. what it is that youāre chasing
whether youre feeling the seasons well
as ive mentioned before, opening my mouth <to talk> is quite difficult
im not sure. im just
believing in the fact that im learning silence as im becoming an adult
many things are sad yet also happy
sometimes <things> can be happy but then turn sad
while watching videos of words ive said in the past i, by myself, feel shy
now, the dull things that i seldom remember feels a bit regretful, empty, and strange
i have times where i have confidence but donāt have
perhaps i just want to be like this
honeslty, after returning, im curious and scared how it will be
time flies by and everything changes
and i, too, change
i no longer want to ask for all your love irresponsibly anymore
and athough i want to cling on crying, but wonāt
rather than wandering around searching for love
i believe that if i am with love and grow myself with endeavors/effort, love will naturally come and find
its soon our 10th year anniversary
as layers of dust made of time and mind/heart pile up,
the truth that there are things that gradually grow more difficult is quite sad, but if you look at it in another way, couldnāt that be the weight of the mind and heartā?
thatās just how much how big the piece that weāve shared is
every day, i give thanks in a simple way
while recalling what my parts were
as always,
i will be well
all of you must have many times that are difficult
and <times that are> very distressing but
please take care/be well!
from time to time, iāll often be wondering again
i think my words and letters are my ways of conveying my love to all of you from time to time
i think itās something like that
be careful of the rain ! and be careful not to catch a cold !
<after some time passes> and it slowly starts slipping my mind
iāll come find <all of you> again
please be healthy !
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