Bad Ass Babe

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Heart to hand

I don’t understand why you would choose me

I’m trapped.

Lost in a cycle

As if kidnapped.

I plead for freedom-

Yet no answer,

Just the voice in my head

It’s spreading like cancer.

Let me free- leave me be!

Still no answer

Still I plea

The bars are thick

It’s getting tough,

But I must be strong

I must stay tough.

Drouwning I’m silence

Anxiety comes in.

The door is open

But you can’t escape your own skin.

I can taste the freedom

So I try to fly,

Walking to the ledge

It seems too high.

Losing the mental battle

I just sit and stare.

Where does recovery start

And is it too much to bare?

Im blinded by a hoax,

Be thin it croaks!

But I want to be free,

But how can that be?

When all I can do is stand and stare,

But you pushed me away,

Even when I know all you were seeking was attention,

Something I myself was deprived of,

Yet I tried to be forbearing,

To keep you from fading away,

You didn’t really want to die, did you?

But you wanted people to acknowledge your pain,

Oh, how do I explain you, how painful it was to observe that you hadn’t acknowledged mine?

Love is a funny thing,

You made me fall in love,

And disappeared in a way,

That I knew you were around,

But it was agonizing to stay,

Not for you but for me,