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Whos gonna be there tomorrow who isn't when you need them? Everyone.....

Fucking hell i cant even go through a depression without being made to feel bad about how i act. I JUST WANT TO BE LEFT ALONE! Like please im doing my best what more do you want from me .

I find it mad how someone can tell you are their all but when push comes to shove they show nothing

The thing that gets me, is that people leave the second they learn your not mentally stable. Im not a bad person im not. Im not a bad person!!

Its crazy when you had someone you could tell anything to about your mental health and you loweredthe wall you put up but after a while they just dont care. Im sorry im not the stable person you thought i was, i confided in you because i felt comfortable not because i wanted sympathy. But okay if your not the person i can talk to to then the walls go back up.

I just dont understand why my head is the way it is and why people stuggle so much to understand it.

Undiagnosed mental health problems is such an annoying thing because you know how you feel and how your mind plays games on your sanity but no one acknowledges it unless some doctor tells you thats how your feeling.

Okay so imagine this...

My head feels fuzzy again urgh

It’s like a form of ptsd or something, every time I close my eyes I dream of her. I wake up in a state empty of emotions, absolutely nothing but at the same time I feel everything, I miss her like crazy. It’s been 5 years. Soul reason I smoke weed now is because It represses my dreams I don’t even enjoy smoking the stuff no more it gives me insane chest pains but I have one day without it and I’m back to Vivid dreams of a time that is no more. I can’t keeping thinking of her it’s unhealthy, it’s destroying me.

I literally cannot remember the last time I didn’t feel stressed out.

If Pegasus was a real animal do you reckon it would still just act like a horse but with wings or you gonna wake up one morning and there’s 30 on your roof

Mentally and physically struggling recently

Urgh end my life