Baby Harper

“it’s okay…if we all had a dollar for every time i’ve freaked out in front of people we’d all be rich. don’t worry about it.”

“Sadly they don’t give money for freaking out in front of people though - but I’m still a little embarrassed - you know? “

Shit happens, Elodie. are you okay though? 

Yeah.. Yeah I’m okay - just a little.. shaken I guess.

“You can’t explain it, or you don’t want to?”

“Well.. kind of both I guess.”

“Don’t apologize, El. Just as long as you’re okay.”

“Yeah - I’m okay. I just - its hard to explain but I promise I’m okay.”

It’s a harsh reality. Yep, it’s a totally real and gross thing, I don’t understand how some dudes can be into it but to each their own.

Okay, no football. You’ll find something, though. Maybe Gabby has better recommendations? You’re still in the New Directions, right?

Maybe. I’ll have to ask her -  And yes of course I am. New Directions is like.. highlight of my every school day really - I’d be lost without it.

Well, duh surprise visits. seems like everyone will think once im in new york i’m not gonna wanna come home.

That has officially made my day. It’s going to be so lonely if I don’t get to see you often, but you better come home sometimes - I can only speak for myself but, as proud as I am of you I will miss you Will.

↳ INSTAGRAM: babyharper uploaded a new photo ft @purplella & @willajade

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWINSIES!! I can’t believe my favorite bestie-twins are now actually Eighteen! Yet again you are both more beautiful at this new age and are gonna rock it. I can’t wait to see what the next Eighteen years with you two in my life will bring! I am so blessed to not have just one, but two of the most amazing friends in my life, I love you both SO much my beautiful besties!

of course. I’m gonna need bestie time before they are just skype hang out and me surprising you when im back on a random weekend 

Good! I’m going to need to absorb all the time I can with you before you go off into the scary world - ooohh wait, I will get surprise visits from you?!

My plan is too hope the year passes quickly.. Even if the idea of growing up for real is sorta terrifying. 

A year for you Mikey, but I hope this year doesn’t go by too fast - I can’t imagine school without you! It’s weird enough not having my brother and sister there AND Will and El too. Growing up is scary..

Why do we even bother with it?

Because apparently its kind of mandatory - and our parents want us to graduate - thats also a thing. 

“Not everyone, but most people… You have to be careful with who you trust. The people you think would never hurt you, they’re the ones who will fuck you over the most.”

“Yeah... I guess that does make sense. Trusting people - does leave them able to hurt you more than others - but without them is worth really worth it? I love my friends dearly, even they could hurt me - I couldn’t imagine not having them because they always have my back too.”

Because that takes tons of effort and then you risk potentially no one watching your videos or content anyway. Some people get off on feet so people sometimes pay for feet pics. It’s weird, but I guess some people like it.

McKinley most of all, though. I know it’s my thing, but it made high school suck a little less for me, so… if you want to, I could teach you the basics, maybe pull some strings to get you a try-out.

That is a little concerning, to be honest - but no, no.. I don’t think I want to play that. I mean - I appreciate the thought and the offer to help but n-no.. no I can’t.

Got grounded last week because I snuck out of the house to buy hair dye. This week, I’ll probably get grounded for using said hair dye. On the plus side, purple is the new choice. On the negative side… don’t look at the tub for the next few days. 

Ella!! You look amazing though, does that help at all? The purple looks simply amazing, do you think my Mom would kill me if I dyed my hair?