babby/112kg/ACTIVE

5kgs at a time. I can’t rush this process. Just 5kg at a time. It’ll come before I know it.

long time no see. feeling utterly *disgusted* by my own reflection i want it all gone. i ended up back here! years later! weirdly comforting?

why do i feel powerful when i’m hungry and why does eating feel like i’m giving up

looks like i’m back on my bullshit 👌🏻 hello ed tumblr ;-; it’s been a while

i was so good for months why am i sad again

i don’t know what to update my weight to because scale shows 85.6 but i do not believe it.

i have never appreciated my friends more 🥲 at a party - met a few guys and sat with them for hours. my friends kept coming out every 10-20 mins to check that i was okay and still safe. i love them so much. you have no clue how well girls stick together and look out for eachother when we’re drunk. it really made me appreciate them sm more bc they were inside dancing but took the time to come out and check up on me :’) love my friends. this is an appreciation post to my friends. even though they won’t see it 👀