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•weight gain vitamins didn’t worked for me — i guess stress was truly a big factor why these supplements don’t work for me, because it sure does to others. also i considered much how expensive it was just for it not to work on me, so i decided to stop already

• butter did stay with us. but ngl, i miss the pups, especially bread :( also monchi and twinklee, my budss. always praying for the dogs safety. i can’t do anything in times like this, i hope one day i’ll get to visit any of pawssions’ centers, but for now i try to donate once a month. it’s the least i could do

• financially struggling at this point, it was hard tbh. i just want to finish my studies and find a decent job 😓 then help nanay and my brother, so that he won’t experience the same hard experiences i had, i hope he could go to school without worrying about anything

• finally had the guts to stay on my room by myself, without calling anyone to talk to me until i fall asleep. i think its one of my achievements lol. it was hard for me at first.

• breaking out badly, not gaining any weight, anxiety and depression level at this point is at its worst 💀 not having the will to study anymore, but then i keep on telling myself that i need to so that the moment ill be done on it, ill be helping nanay and tita ady

• decided to cut off toxic people in my life. this week was truly a challenging week for me, those i trust the most left me hanging while im struggling. i have my prelims and finals this week, but no one to ask for help. so im doing everything on my own now. i realized that maybe it was for the best, that maybe it was good to not depend on anyone but to stand on myself. it was the first time i decided to choose myself over anyone or anything.