i just saw your post about reader who canât make themselves cum and ugh i love it, especially because i feel like no one ever talks about or includes it. anyways i would love to hear your thoughts on reader who has a hard time cumming, especially during sex no matter how good it feels
I fell that itâs honestly really important to talk about it to let people know that they arenât alone. And Iâm so glad you liked it :)
It is scientifically proven that men can cum easier during sex than women. Itâs mostly because women have complex bodies, what works for one person might not work for the other. So when figuring out your own body, itâs important to keep in mind that your body is unique compared to others.
this wasnât the first time that youâd been sprawled out in bed with Simon pleasing you. He kissed up and down your body, caressed every inch of you, even stopped for a little to rest his head on your chest and make sure you were nice and relaxed. You two had been on this journey together for a little while now, trying to figure out what you like and how he can make his pretty cum. He had tried many things, using his tongue, light pressure on your clit, firmer pressure, no pressure and just stimulating your g-spot, stimulating your g-spot and your clit, adding nipple play to see if that made you more sensitive; but even if it felt good, your body wouldnât let yourself go.
at first, Simon thought it was because he wasnât good enough. That he just lost his touch and that he wasnât doing enough for you. But when you comforted him and explained how youâd been like this since you could remember, it made him feel better and worse. Alright, he wasnât a complete failure and could still make you cumâŚbut why hasnât he? Every time you two had sex or just did foreplay, he would make sure to take all the time in the world to get you really nice and wet for him. He would use his fingers to curl inside you and touch that spot to make you mewl and arch your back off the mattress. But you still couldnât cum. You were in the middle of him thrusting into you, feeling how his cock would twitch gently inside you, his fingers working your clit. Left side, right side, hood of it, right on it, pinching it gently, but all it would do is make you feel more pleasure that lead to nothing but a dead end.
you buried your head into his neck and let out small whimpers as he kept his movements steady. After another 15 minutes, thatâs when the whimpers turned into silent sobs. Your body jerked a little as you cried, tears gliding down your cheeks and onto his bare shoulder. His head leaned down against yours and held you tightly, gently sliding your of you to hold you in his lap. You cried softly, neither of you talking, but both knowing what was wrong. âI donât like being brokenâŚâ you said through little cries, voice soft and hoarse. But you were cut off by Simon shaking his head and cupping your face to press small kisses against the apples of your cheeks.
âYer not broken, love. Yâjust different. Just because we donât know how tâmake you cum just yet doesnât mean my sweet girl is broken.â His words were soft against your ear as he caressed your head, another time failed.
as time passed, you began losing hope. Itâs fair, thinking you just canât do it because something inside is wrong or maybe you just werenât cut out to be able to feel that pleasure everyone talks about. You started to notice how Simon even began refusing any type of pleasure. Handjob? No thanks, love. Maybe a blowjob cause you had a stressful day? Nope, but I do need cuddles, sweet girl. He was refusing your love. While he sat in his home office finishing some paperwork, you walked in quietly, staring at him as he stared down at the paper, pushing up his glasses. The glasses that you finally got him to buy because he kept complaining about the television being too hard to see and the news on his phone is too small. Thank god you did though, he looked bloody hot in them. Scooting your way into his office, you stood in front of his desk, catching his attention. âSomethinâ ya need, love?â
your cheeks burned as he looked at you, but you couldnât get distracted! âWhy are you refusing my love?â
it was clear the question caught him off guard by the way he paused, mouth slightly agape as he looked at you. âIâm not refusinâ your love. What makes you say that?â
âWha-âŚ? Yes you are! Every time I offer you a blowjob or a handjob, you say no. Am I doing something wrong? Does it not feel good? Do youâŚdo you not like me anymore?â
he could hear your little heart shatter in that last question, standing up from his chair and walking over to you. He grabs you hands and sits on his desk, pulling you towards him. âI fucking love you. Neve think for a minute that I stopped loving you. Iâm refusing to let you do any of thaâ because I donât think itâs fair to ye. Not fair that my sweet girl has to endure not beinâ able to cum, so mânot gonna either.â He says while looking straight into your eyes, his thick and calloused fingers pushing some hair behind your ear. âWonât cum until you can.â
while you thought he was refusing your live, he was actually doing it because he didnât want you to feel left out? This man looked like a scary man, but he was the most thoughtful and caring teddy bear ever. âWhat if I never do, though?â
âThen neither will I.â He spoke seriously. âUnderstand?â
the small nod you give him is enough acknowledgement for him, pressing a gentle kiss to your lips. âNow, I was doinâ some research, and I found that most women canât reach an orgasm without some help. So, what do ya think âbout lookinâ for some toys with me, eh?â