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wow im an impulsive, emotional, dramatic, sensitive mess

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Looking for Blogs to Follow 💕

Guys, my dash gets seriously dead at night when I’m off work, so I’m looking for more blogs to follow. Like or reblog this and follow me, and I’ll give you a follow back if you post things related to:

• BPD/NPD/HPD/AVPD • Any other mental health/psychology related topics • Poetry • Modern art/aesthetic

If your name is Eli or you post anything with that name also please don’t follow, sorry. Ok to follow if you post about eating disorders but NOT if you’re Pro Ana or post “tips” or meanspo stuff because it’s triggering to me.

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Ask me shit. c:

1) Who had the biggest impact on you while you were growing up? 2) What are your hobbies? 3) If you could have dinner with any 3 people (dead or alive), who would they be and why? 4) What sorts of things make you laugh? 5) What is your biggest goal? 6) Do you have any pet peeves? 7) What do you like to do on the weekend? 8) Have you ever had a nickname? And if so, what was the story behind it? 9) What was your favorite tv show while you were growing up? 10) What are your favorite tv shows now? 11) What are your favorite movies? 12) Tell me one thing that would surprise me about you? 13) What do you look for in a girl? 14) What do you look for in a guy? 15) Tell me about what you were like as a kid? 16) What are some of the items on your bucket list? 17) Have you found your calling? If so, what is it? 18) Do you, or have you ever had any pets? If so, tell me about them? 19) Who has been the biggest influence in your life? 20) Tell me about a challenge that you’ve had to overcome and how you overcame it? 21) If you could only listen to one song for the rest of your life, what would it be and why? 22) if you could only eat one food for the rest of your life, what would it be and why? 23) If you could only watch one movie for the rest of your life, what would it be and why? 24)If you could only watch one tv show for the rest of your life, what would it be and why? 25) Tell me about your favorite childhood memory and what made it so special to you? 26) What is your favorite commercial that you’ve ever seen and why? 27) If you were stuck on a deserted island and you could only bring one thing, what would it be, and why? 28) If you could give your younger self one piece of advice, what would it be? 29) Who is your celebrity crush? 30) Who is your favorite music artist? 31) What is your favorite music genre? 32) What is your favorite broadway musical? 33) What is your favorite cartoon? 34) What is your favorite album? 35) What is your favorite color? 36) What would you do if you won a million dollars? 37) If you could have one superpower, what would it be? 38) What would be your superhero name? 39) Which actor/actress would play you in a movie about your life? 40) What would be your dream vacation? 41) Where did you grow up? 42) If you could trade lives with anybody for a day, who would it be and why? 43) If you could be on any reality tv show, which one would it be? 44) What’s your favorite book? 45) Who’s your favorite author? 46) Who is your favorite YouTuber? 47) What’s your favorite tv show? 48) Which celebrity do you admire most and why? 49) What are some of your favorite childhood memories? 50) What countries have you traveled to? 51) What is your favorite drink? 52) What is your favorite restaurant? 53) Do you like to cook? 54) What is something you think everyone should do at least once in their lives? 55) What’s the best thing that happened to you last week?

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So, I’ve noticed one specific bit of misinformation floating around the bpd community on here for a while so I want to address it;

Needing/wanting attention from EVERYONE (including strangers), such as wanting people to always look at you, wanting notes on your posts etc, isn’t a bpd thing. There isn’t a part of the criteria that references that at all, and I can’t see why any symptom listed in there would cause this specifically.

If you need attention from everyone, in the extreme case this may be HPD. If it’s moderate, then it’s likely just who you are as a person, and that’s okay! We’re raised on a society where attention- esp online- is highly valued, so it makes sense for us to want to have notes on our posts. Also, often we want notes as it makes us feel validated and connected to others. However, this isn’t just needing attention from everyone- it’s need validation that your experiences are real, which bpd can cause.

BPD does however make you crave/need attention from those you know due to fear of abandonment- we need/want people to interact with us, message us, so we know they’re not abandoning us.

Also, bpd could interact with this part of your personality and make it more extreme- for example if you crave attention from everyone just due to how you are as a person, bpd will likely make that feeling, and reactions to it, more extreme, as bpd causes extreme emotions.

I don’t want to come across as rude or invalidating! I can see how the current ideals on social media, crossed with a big bpd community can have lead to this, so please don’t see this as me attacking anyone. I’m sure I’ve contributed to this misinfo in the past as well, and I’m not blaming anyone.

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BPD

did you mean: feeling so much the emotional pain becomes physical and all u want to do is rip your soul and mind out of your body to finally feel at peace

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How many other mentally ill people sleep on couches to cope??

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“your mental illness is all inside your head.” okay…but… how do i get it….. o ut

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people saying “it’s okay, I understand you have problems, it’s fine” and then getting uncomfortable and saying “jesus wtf is wrong with you??” when you show symptoms are the reason why i don’t trust anyone

BPD feels.

Me: so yeah I have borderline personality disorder. I struggle with rational thought and emotional regulation so sometimes I may seem a little moody. I'm just all up in my head, yanno?

Person: ahh that's cool, I'm here for you!

Me: *gets comfortable enough to display symptoms*

Person: jeez you're so moody wtf is up with you?

Me: 🙃🙃🙃

having bpd feels like

significant other: *says something to upset me*

me: *splits* *screams* how could u hurt me like this!!

me, 1 hour later: i hate myself i am so sorry. this is all my fault. even your flaws are somehow my fault.

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US Helplines:

Depression Hotline: 1-630-482-9696

Suicide Hotline: 1-800-784-8433

LifeLine: 1-800-273-8255

Trevor Project: 1-866-488-7386

Sexuality Support: 1-800-246-7743

Eating Disorders Hotline: 1-847-831-3438

Rape and Sexual Assault: 1-800-656-4673

Grief Support: 1-650-321-5272

Runaway: 1-800-843-5200, 1-800-843-5678, 1-800-621-4000

Exhale: After Abortion Hotline/Pro-Voice: 1-866-4394253

Child Abuse: 1-800-422-4453

UK Helplines:

Samaritans (for any problem): 08457909090 e-mail [email protected]

Childline (for anyone under 18 with any problem): 08001111

Mind infoline (mental health information): 0300 123 3393 e-mail: [email protected]

Mind legal advice (for people who need mental-health related legal advice): 0300 466 6463 [email protected]

b-eat eating disorder support: 0845 634 14 14 (only open Mon-Fri 10.30am-8.30pm and Saturday 1pm-4.30pm) e-mail: [email protected]

b-eat youthline (for under 25’s with eating disorders): 08456347650 (open Mon-Fri 4.30pm - 8.30pm, Saturday 1pm-4.30pm)

Cruse Bereavement Care: 08444779400 e-mail: [email protected]

Frank (information and advice on drugs): 0800776600

Drinkline: 0800 9178282

Rape Crisis England & Wales: 0808 802 9999 1(open 2 - 2.30pm 7 - 9.30pm) e-mail [email protected]

Rape Crisis Scotland: 08088 01 03 02 every day, 6pm to midnight

India Self Harm Hotline: 00 08001006614

India Suicide Helpline: 022-27546669

Kids Help Phone (Canada): 1-800-668-6868

FREE 24/7 suicide hotlines:

Argentina: 54-0223-493-0430

Australia: 13-11-14

Austria: 01-713-3374

Barbados: 429-9999

Belgium: 106

Botswana: 391-1270

Brazil: 21-233-9191

China: 852-2382-0000

(Hong Kong: 2389-2222)

Costa Rica: 606-253-5439

Croatia: 01-4833-888

Cyprus: 357-77-77-72-67

Czech Republic: 222-580-697, 476-701-908

Denmark: 70-201-201

Egypt: 762-1602

Estonia: 6-558-088

Finland: 040-5032199

France: 01-45-39-4000

Germany: 0800-181-0721

Greece: 1018

Guatemala: 502-234-1239

Holland: 0900-0767

Honduras: 504-237-3623

Hungary: 06-80-820-111

Iceland: 44-0-8457-90-90-90

Israel: 09-8892333

Italy: 06-705-4444

Japan: 3-5286-9090

Latvia: 6722-2922, 2772-2292

Malaysia: 03-756-8144

(Singapore: 1-800-221-4444)

Mexico: 525-510-2550

Netherlands: 0900-0767

New Zealand: 4-473-9739

New Guinea: 675-326-0011

Nicaragua: 505-268-6171

Norway: 47-815-33-300

Philippines: 02-896-9191

Poland: 52-70-000

Portugal: 239-72-10-10

Russia: 8-20-222-82-10

Spain: 91-459-00-50

South Africa: 0861-322-322

South Korea: 2-715-8600

Sweden: 031-711-2400

Switzerland: 143

Taiwan: 0800-788-995

Thailand: 02-249-9977

Trinidad and Tobago: 868-645-2800

Ukraine: 0487-327715

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bpd thing i love: the sickening feeling you get in your stomach after getting hit by an extreme emotion from one second to the next

i will literally adore you if you send me one

1. Last kiss

2. Last phone call

3. Last text message

4. Last song you listened to

5. Last time you cried

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice

7. Been cheated on

8. Self harmed

9. Lost someone special

10. Been depressed

11. Been drunk and threw up

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU:

12. had sex

13. How many people have you had sex with this year?

15. Made a new friend

17. Laughed until you cried

18. Met someone who changed you

19. Found out who your true friends were

20. Found out someone was talking about you

26. What did you do for your last Birthday

27. What time did you wake up today

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for

30. Last time you saw your all of your siblings at the same time

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life

32. What are you listening to right now

33. When is the last time you had sex?

34. Who's getting on your nerves right now

35. Most visited webpage

36. Favorite colour

37. Nicknames

38. Relationship Status

39. Zodiac sign

40. Male or female

41. Primary school

42. Secondary School

43. High school/college

44. Eye color

46. Height

47. Do you have a crush on someone

48. What do you like about yourself

49. Piercings

50. Tattoos

51. Righty or lefty

FIRSTS:

53. First piercing

54. First best friend

55. First hookup

56. First Bestfriend

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating

60. Drinking

61. I'm about to

62. Listening to

63. Waiting for

YOUR FUTURE:

64. Want kids?

65. Get married?

66. Career

WHICH IS BETTER:

67. Lips or eyes

68. Hugs or kisses

69. Shorter or taller

70. Older or Younger

71. Romantic or spontaneous

72. Nice stomach or nice arms

73. Sensitive or loud

74. Hook-up or relationship

HAVE YOU EVER:

76. Kissed a stranger

77. Drank hard liquor

78. Lost glasses/contacts

79. Had sex

80. Broken someone's heart

82. Been arrested

83. Turned someone down

84. Cried when someone died

85. Fallen for a friend

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself

87. Miracles

88. Love at first sight

89. Heaven

90. Santa Clause

91. Kiss on the first date

92. Angels

93. How would you label yourself?

94. Someone You Pray Everyday For

95. Did you sing today

96. Who From All Your Ex's have You Cared The Most About

97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?

98. Out Of Everything In The World What Do You Wish For

99. Are you afraid of falling in love?

100. Do you like the way you look?

Actually ask me something. Anon or not.

Me: i need to get over the fact that i think everybody hates me. My friends love me. I am loved.

Friend: [says something with a hint of critisism in it]

Me: i was a fool, of course my friends hate me. How could i ever let myself think otherwise. I am, in fact, no better than dirt.

Guide to Borderline

How to figure out what a borderline means in texts;

Nevermind, it is not important: It really is important as fuck but I am afraid that you are not gonna get it and I won't be able to explain.

Ok. : I am pissed off to the point of one more wrong text and you are out of my life so quick that you are not even gonna notice it for a week.

Do you really think so?: Stop joking and tell me what you really think in honesty this is important.

I am fine: I feel shit like usual but to explain you that I usually dont feel good so that is my default setting is gonna take shit ton of time so I am lying.

No I am not mad, just a little hurt: I cried my eyes out and probably still crying and blaming myself for everything even though you are the asshole.

You don't have to: I would love it if you do the thing but I am scared that you secretly don't want to do it so I am giving you an escape. But please don't take it I will get sad.

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