hehe hoho

Exactly, like it's so disheartening :( I don't want to to get too deep into this, unless i want to get really upset, but it's actually so bad how much shit she has to put up with always. Out of anyone ever, she has the most right to complain, and yet she barely does because she feels bad about it

Like, even as a viewer, as you've said, it's so frustrating, and it might seem like it's pointless to get mad on her behalf, but it just gets to a point, man. I don't get how casually they make youtube content the priority, while constantly ruining her streaming content. She is always fighting tooth and nail, putting in so much time, sacrificing her personal time and more for all of this, and yet she never does get the credit she deserves because she's always taken for granted :/ (and obviously when she stops logging on, things just die)

She was already panicking and stressing in general, the subathon was already draining in the first place. And I do not blame her in the slightest for ending stream, I honestly wouldn't even blame her if she doesn't finish the subathon and never logs on for lsw again.

Like you can always make a different video bro, I don't know. This has been as issue since forever, and I'm honestly so proud of her for managing to keep all this up for so long. And this is all coming from someone who obviously only ever experience it second hand, but it just sucks so bad, and I can't imagine all the stress and pressure she is under constantly to keep everything running.

Not a single other person on this server can say that they have put half as much effort into their time on the server, and I really don't want to put down any members, but it's true. There's a reason she always has the most playtime, and it's not spent afk.

Like,, I don't know. There are 50+ guests in this event, and it had to be her and her base? I get, and I understand why she always gets the short end of the stick: it's because they know that she will always power through it all, but it's so horrible to have to see her suffer because of it, time and time again. And it really just seems like,, no one cares. And even those that do, just don't really do much about it.