Azraaaaa:(

The lower the gaze, the more intense the love

"I’m still coughing water up from the last time you let me drown. I’m still weeping the tears you gave me. I’m still cleaning the mirror the stain you left on my face."

My heart’s core is kind of intense if you look too close, you might get tense.....

My mind is macabre a museum of midnight, where memories rot but refuse to die.......

My eyes are showering, lips are begging, and my mind keeps creating delulus to be with him. People called it madness , I called it love.....

I will find a new guy. I will impress him the way I did with you. And when he comes closer to me, I will tell him, "I still love him, so stay away from me." Then I will leave him The way you left me. But I will leave him for you, Because I still love you.........

how do i forget him, when he lives in my every breath? do you mean i must forget to breathe????

The pieces of him that still live quietly in my soul. It hurts

yes, it does. But it’s not empty

It’s full of love, of memories, of prayers........

Sleep can’t fix anything, not this kind of ache, Not the quiet regrets that keep me awake.

And it isn’t regret , it's just something unclear

The body lies still, the mind runs its race, Looping old memories I cannot erase.......

My eyes cry what my lips can't say the ache of love that slipped away. Each drop a whisper, soft and small, each one a prayer You’ve heard through all.

Ya Allah, You see what no one sees, the silent storms inside of me. You know the name behind my pain, the one I say, then hide again.

I trust You with what breaks my chest. I know Your plan. I try my best. But some nights, all I do is cry and even that, You sanctify.

Soon we’ll meet, I trust my prayers, No distance dims the love we bear, It lives in every whispered prayer. Your path will soon be crossed with mine.Our souls will meet, in love’s own rhyme.🕊️

Beyond the walls of where I live,

there's another place I call home.

Distant, unseen, but deeply felt.

One day, I hope to stand there.......

The story has not ended yet

I know, we will meet again

May you remember my face

May you remember who I was when we first met

May the memory never fade

I truly pray that we meet again

The time is near to see your appearance

I’m eager to embrace all those blessings

Until then, I must wait

And yes, I am waiting for you, My Bae......

Get to know yourself more.

Your pain won't be as bad.