#1 Belly Fan

to all ye who enter, be warned: some freaky shit lies ahead

but for those most of you that find yourselves here, I’m sure you know what you’re getting yourself into…

anyways, I thought I’d introduce myself—you can call me Nettie ˖ . ݁𝜗𝜚. ݁₊

I’m 21 and use she/her pronouns 🧚🏻‍♀️

Notorious possessor of soft belly, even bigger lover of bellies on others 🥺

For the longest time, I’ve known that I was interested in big bellies and weight gain (shoutout to that one totally spies episode…and lordstormcaller’s fan art on deviantart 🧎🏼‍♀️😩). However, due to some struggles with a ED it has taken me a while to fully come to terms with my penchant for pudge.

I’m particularly fond of:

Outgrown clothing

transformations (fit to fat aughughgggghh)

exercise vids

BIG tummy

I’ve always been a lurker on tumblr until now—I think it would be interesting to have a little place to share my musings and maybe some drawings on the aforementioned subjects.

On the chopping block tonight is…. Jalapeño popper quesadillas 🤤🤤🤤🤤

pronounced: ZYE-guh-REE-uh-FOH-bee-uh preface: in one of my uni courses a couple years back, I had to use my knowledge of Ancient Greek root words to create a new term. while I didn’t submit this one, zygariaphobia literally translates to a fear of scales :3

SO, I thought I would harness my love of writing and make a little teasing scenario about the prompt. Enjoy! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ It's been a while since you last stepped on the scale, dear. 

Nervous, are we? Hmm? I don't think you have anything to be afraid of. 

I mean, with the way you've been eating, it’d be no real surprise that you’ve gained some weight. 

Don’t play dumb, you know exactly what I’m talking about. What size pants are you wearing right now? A sixteen? Damn babe. And what size were you when we started dating again? An eight? And that was what… almost a year ago? See…my point exactly—either companies are making their clothes MUCH smaller, or you’ve gotten  MUCH bigger (and we both know it’s probably NOT the former). 

Even then, those sixteens are looking pretttttyyyy tight. 

Can you not feel the way the waistband cuts into your soft belly? Or are they so tight, you’ve lost feeling? Don’t give me that look— I’m sure you’ve looked in a mirror lately, your body has become hard NOT to notice.

I mean, your gut is one thing, but you’ve gotten bigger everywhere: your arms and legs, your ass, even your face has a nice little double chin coming in.

Come on, the scale won’t bite. I want to quantify just how much damage you’ve done to your body.

Your gain is undeniable, so why are you still so hesitant? What are you soooo afraid of? 

It can't possibly be the number: anyone can see with a glimpse of your corpulent frame that the number is high. Much too high for a girl of your height. 

Do you even know what you weigh? I mean, I know you went to the doctors a couple months back, but I doubt you were able to see the scale, let alone your feet, over that massive gut. 

You know what I think? You're not afraid of the number, or even what it means for your health. Looking at you, I’d guess you were maybe…245 pounds. At 5'2, that's morbidly obese. You’re almost as round as you are tall. 

No, you know what I think you fear most? The fact that deep down inside, you like this. No, you love this. Outgrowing all of your clothes, giving into your hedonistic tendencies. You’re just too proud to admit it.

hiii guys! thanks for the warm welcome so far.

As I've begun to reexplore my interest in feederism, I thought I'd share a couple pieces of media that I believe were pivotal in developing a weight gain/feederism fetish

Totally Spies! Season 1 - Episode 21: Passion Patties

OKAY so, this one is a classic for me. Essentially, this show follows a group of three badass spy girls from Beverly Hills who go undercover to fight international crime and save the world, while also balancing teen life. For me, it was the quintessential girly 2000's show—I still wish I could get my grubby hands on the compact phone 😩. This episode in particular follows the girls as they try to get to the bottom of these knockoff Girl Scout cookies, called Passion Patties, that cause whoever eats them to become severely addicted and well…get fat. One particular character, Clover (the blonde one) gets hooked and quickly begins to pack on the pounds. The villainess also ends up force feeding her some of the cookies, and oh LORD that did something for my brain.

2. Hansel and Gretel (2002)

So, this one basically explains itself. The whole trope of Hansel and Gretel—being kidnapped and fattened by an evil witch—has always gotten me flustered. I know that there have been many film adaptations of the classic story, or instances where the trope has been used as a T.V. plot, but this specific version has been embedded in my brain since I first watched it. I remember being young and seeing it at a friend’s house, and at the end when Hansel is being rescued they joke that they’ll need to roll him home 😵‍💫. Of course, this became my favourite thing to watch at their house. Enough said.  3. Mario and Luigi: Bowser's Inside Story

So, I had a DSi XL growing up, but times were tough and DS games were kinda expensive. Ya know? SO, my parents got me an SD card with a TONNN of pirated games that I wouldn’t have had otherwise (hell yeah, they knew what was up). One of these games has stuck with me for the longest time: Bowser’s Inside Story. Right off the bat, the game SCREAMS feederism: the mushroom kingdom is being plagued with a mysterious disease called “The Blorbs”, which causes those infected to inflate “like a ballon” and roll around uncontrollably (okayyy I see you Nintendo). At an emergency town meeting, they realize that the common factor in each infection was that those suffering had eaten a mushroom from a salesman (Fawful - an evil scientist). Anyways, Bowser ends up unintentionally eating a special mushroom from Fawful that leads him to fully INHALING Mario, Luigi, and Peach (hence the “inside” part of the title). Anyways, the fact that he lowkey ingested them… yeah that did it for me. BUT it gets better. Sometime later in the game, Fawful ends up force-feeding Bowser genetically modified food to make him SUPERR fat and incapacitate him. Uhhh I don’t remember much else of the game play, but yeah :3

These three stick out the most in my mind, but I'm sure there are others.