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hi guys! this is now an archive, i've moved lillian here!
i think! i'm nearly ready to move lillian to her new blog! in terms of threads i'll probs just go through and make a list of ones i want to keep and make a post about them on the new blog. kind of excited !
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working on my carrd for lillian and i went to publish to a url and for some reason it won't let me have a url with the word amazon in it?? which is so weird?? i experimented with adding random letters and hyphens to the url and the moment i changed amazon to like, amazn, it was fine hsjkf i am confusion

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fortislumenā:
@amazonluthorāĀ said:Ā ā could⦠could you just hold me, a while? ā
sheĀ doesnāt Ā say Ā a Ā wordĀ atĀ first, Ā just Ā watches Ā lillian Ā for Ā a Ā moment.Ā Ā jane'sĀ still Ā on Ā high Ā alert, Ā angry.Ā Ā angry Ā that Ā she Ā canāt Ā take Ā a Ā nap Ā herself Ā and Ā leave Ā someone Ā guarding Ā the Ā woman Ā that Ā something Ā happens.Ā Ā well, Ā ALMOSTĀ does.Ā Ā she Ā spent Ā half Ā her Ā life Ā being Ā an Ā assassin, Ā she Ā wasnāt Ā going Ā to Ā fail Ā lillian Ā easily Ā like Ā that.Ā Ā taking Ā a Ā deep Ā breath, Ā she Ā does Ā another Ā sweep Ā of Ā the Ā room, Ā looking Ā out Ā every Ā window Ā there Ā before Ā she Ā makes Ā the Ā way Ā towards Ā the Ā other, Ā but Ā not Ā before Ā leaving Ā her Ā gun Ā aside.Ā Ā the Ā woman Ā has Ā seen Ā enough Ā tonight.Ā Ā Ā ā Ā are Ā you Ā alright? Ā āĀ Ā standingĀ atĀ theĀ edgeĀ ofĀ bed,Ā sheĀ waitsĀ forĀ theĀ womanĀ toĀ giveĀ herĀ spaceĀ toĀ sit.
Thereās a peculiar mix of guilt and anxiety twisting in her stomach, the adrenaline from recent events leaving a faint tremor in her hands. The guilt comes from knowing how hard Jane works to protect her, and that she must be exhausted. Of course someone had to make an attempt on her life when sheād finally managed to convince Jane to take a break, even just to nap, and now she doubts Jane will risk that again. She swallows tightly, shifting across the bed to make room for Jane, and murmurs,Ā āplease donāt feel like you have to, if youāre not comfortable. I... you already do so much for meā.Ā
annelistreā:
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Oh ā ! Relief floods Anneās senses, flowing over her like soothing balm, or the embrace of a warm bath after a dayās long, hard labour. She snuggles close, sighing with relish as anxiety eases its iron grip on her heart, and offers her forehead gladly to Lillianās kiss. Her grasp finds the gentle hand caressing her cheek, fingers twining intimately around her wifeās softer ones. How her spirit rejoices at so generous and so honest a gift of affection! She catches Lilyās resplendent gaze, rather perplexed at the ease with which the womanās glowing devotion burns away her long-harboured melancholy. Almost, she finds herself objecting to the power of Lillianās governance over her temperament ā but THEN, to love is to deliver oneself truthfully to anotherās mercy, hoping to fall into benevolent hands. Whom else to trust, if not this kindest and sweetest of women? She can envision none better suited to the care of her heart. A smile plucks coyly at the corner of Anneās mouth. She hides it in a kiss against the warmth of Lillianās palm.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā ā It ⦠ā Again, she swallows, unaccustomed to such hesitance in her self-expression & somewhat vexed at the inelegance of the words tumbling across her tongue. ā ⦠Might not always ā be like this. Itās not - it isnāt you. Iāve no aversion to your touch. But ⦠from my first conscious thought, Iāve shied away from ā mm. ā Disquiet tightens her features, makes her gaze skitter away for a moment. ā It isnāt in my nature to receive. Not very readily, anyway. But it might change, one day. For you. ā A deep, chest-bursting breath. ā I just need time. Thatās all. ā
Lillian lifts her hand, touching her fingers to Anneās chin to tilt her head up so that she can lean down and kiss her sweetly. She slides her fingers along the line of Anneās jaw to curl around the back of her neck, and rests their foreheads together when she pulls away.Ā āAnne... you donāt have to change anything about yourself for me. If you never want that, I wonāt be upset. It wonāt... change how I feel about youā. She runs her hand over Anneās shoulders, her nails raking lightly over her skin. Her brow furrows, her stomach twisting oddly, and sheās not quite sure why she feels so unsettled by the thought.Ā
She closes her eyes, taking a deep breath as she tries to steady herself, and whispers,Ā āI... youāve been so considerate of my... fears, and of the fact that sometimes I... sometimes my memories get the best of me. You accept me as I am, no matter how scarred, and I... I would never want you to feel like you can be anything less than yourselfĀ with meā. She pulls back slightly, meeting Anneās eyes with a soft smile.Ā āI would not have you be uncomfortable even for a moment, simply because youāre concerned about what I might think. Does that... make sense?āĀ
velvetippedā:
āĀ iāveĀ gotĀ toĀ say,Ā myĀ loveĀ lifeĀ hasĀ beenĀ prettyĀ muchĀ non-existentĀ forĀ asĀ longĀ asĀ iĀ canĀ remember.Ā āĀ Ā sheāsĀ aĀ littleĀ bashfulĀ asĀ sheĀ glancesĀ towardsĀ herĀ halfĀ -Ā emptyĀ glassĀ ofĀ merlot,Ā Ā fingerĀ comingĀ toĀ absentmindedlyĀ brushĀ againstĀ theĀ sideĀ ofĀ theĀ glass.Ā Ā sheĀ isnātĀ usuallyĀ soĀ nervousĀ butĀ itāsĀ herĀ firstĀ dateĀ inĀ overĀ aĀ yearĀ andĀ lillianĀ isĀ .Ā .Ā .Ā Ā breathtakinglyĀ beautiful.Ā Ā god,Ā Ā sheāsĀ Ā Ā justĀ herĀ type.Ā Ā Ā Ā āĀ soĀ forgiveĀ meĀ ifĀ iĀ seemĀ likeĀ aĀ novice.Ā Ā iĀ donātĀ putĀ myselfĀ outĀ thereĀ tooĀ muchĀ anymore.Ā āĀ herĀ gazeĀ finallyĀ liftsĀ toĀ meetĀ withĀ theĀ otherĀ womanās.Ā Ā āĀ butĀ iāmĀ gladĀ thatĀ iĀ cameĀ tonight.Ā Ā youĀ reallyĀ areĀ goodĀ company.Ā āĀ
starter callĀ Ā Ā ,Ā Ā Ā @amazonluthor
Lillianās more than a little surprised by the statement, simply because she canāt imagine that Abby would have trouble finding someone whoās interested in her. And yet she finds something about the admission settles the anxiety bubbling in her chest, and a small, but genuine smile curves her lips.Ā āIf it helps at all... youāre not alone thereā.Ā
She hardly thinks a first date is the best time to talk about the misery thatās been her love life, so instead she leans her chin in her hand, her gaze roving slowly over Abbyās face. She really is so beautiful.Ā āI... really only worked out Iām interested in women recently. So this is all... quite new for me tooā. She lifts her glass to lightly clink it against Abbyās, her smile warm.Ā āIām glad I did too. Iām having a lovely timeā.Ā
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ā iād follow you to the ends of the universe, if you asked me to. ā | @amazonluthorā
This is unbelievable, she thinks.Ā How could someone possibly treat her like this in the most gentle way through words that had her shuddering at the slightest. And by the Gods, Hela had never felt so vulnerable like this in her life. All because of a human, so beautiful that she had grown to adore each day.
Her beloved Lillian.Ā
āAh, my dearest,ā Chuckling softly, Helaās delicate but cold fingers brushes over Lillianās cheek. A small but affectionate gesture she offers.Ā āIām not going anywhere when Iām stuck with you. Where else could I possibly be, mhm?ā
Lillian's eyes flutter closed as Hela's fingers brush over her cheek, the touch soothing. She lifts her hand, catching Hela's in her own before the woman can pull away, and holding it against her cheek. She tilts her head slightly to press a kiss to Hela's palm, and murmurs, 'oh, I don't know. I can think of a few places a goddess might wish to go'.
There's still something so surreal about this. About the idea that a goddess might be interested her, might care for her, perhaps even love her, a thought she tries not to indulge in too much. 'You could go anywhere', she says softly, trying to hide the quiet, unspoken fear that Hela might do just that, someday. 'You could have anyone and anything'. She presses another kiss to Hela's palm, lips brushing along the crease of her wrist, and wonders if it would be too much to tell her she thinks she loves her.

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Referring to a canon character as "my oc" because I put more work into them than the author
There is one thing that I wish for. There is one thing without which my happiness in this world seems impossible. I was not born to live alone. I must have my wife with me & in loving & being loved, I could be happy.Ā
A N N E L I S T R E  ⢠  Selective, Independent ANNE LISTER from Gentleman Jack    ⢠  Loved, cherished & romanced by FreddieĀ Ā ā¢
characters who continuously tell themselves theyāre okay and even start to believe it until someone says their name very gently and asks if theyāre alright, at which point the facade crumbles completely
danviersā:
ā WAYS TO REACT TO AN INJURY Ā ā
@amazonluthorā asked: Ā ā here, let me help you. ā
Yielding a sharp and involuntary breath, a knee jerk response to the first attempt sheād made to drag her limp, awkwardly angled left arm in and across her soot-stained armoured chest, Ā Alex lifted her chin to meet her unlikely saviorās eyes with grit jaw and taut, tense shoulders ; Ā a glower, locked somewhere between hesitant and dubious, that began to wane just as quickly as itād flourished.
For what felt like eons, in her eyes, Lillian had been the devil, or close to it Ā ā a spectre of furtive infamy and terror, all hidden in the ever roving shadow ( the living, ever shifting source of so much pain ) Ā that had been Cadmus.Ā Ā To trust her now, when, in spite of her numerous attempts at proclaiming her innocence, her unwillingness to do any of the things sheād done⦠it seemed to go against Alexās very nature, her instincts, her every staunch belief in justice.Ā Ā
Still, there was a lingering kernel of Jāonnās wisdom she couldnāt block out;Ā ThatĀ people inherently changed.Ā That, whatever their past sins, people could change.Ā Ā That without giving people the room to absolve themselves of their mistakes, without giving them a chance to do better, to do the right thing, what was the point in trying to save everyone?
In contempt of her hesitation to shake off her distrust, Alex extended her uninjured hand in irresolute assent.Ā Sceptical or not, the agony radiating through her ostensibly broken arm made it difficult to discern just where the pain began and ended, let alone pick herself up off the parking lot asphalt.
ā Look āĀ I know that you are trying to convince me that you are on our side, āĀ she rebuked.Ā ā But I can take care of myself. ā
Lillianās almost surprised when Alex extends an arm towards her, the insistence that she needs help dying on her tongue. She canāt blame Alex for her hesitance to trust her, or her thinly veiled hostility. Even though sheās been assisting the DEO against Cadmus, she suspects Alex is waiting for the other shoe to drop. That sheās expecting her to turn on them, or believes that perhaps this is part of a longer game sheās playing. Itās understandable, considering their history, and sheād thought sheād have to push harder to get Alex to let her help at all.Ā
Maybe itās a sign of how much pain sheās in. Lillian grasps Alexās hand firmly, leaning down to slide arm hand around her back as she pulls the woman to her feet. She gives her a quick scan, her brow furrowing as she takes in the state of Alexās suit. The broken arm is the only obvious injury at a first glance, but she could easily have more, and despite Alexās words, she doesnāt remove her arm.Ā āI donāt doubt your abilitiesā, she says,Ā ābut accepting help hardly makes you any less capableā. She meetās Alexās gaze finally, attempting to keep the sympathy from her face. She knows all too well how painful a broken arm can be.Ā āNow, setting aside what you think of my intentions for a moment, can you walk? Truthfullyā.Ā Ā
futuressavedā:
heās desensitized enough to the phrase Iām sorry about your fatherĀ at this point that he doesnāt flinch, barely reacts at all beyond a small nod.Ā āuh, thanks.ā it never gets any less awkward hearing it, but at least itās not enough to completely throw him off anymore. he doesnāt echo the sentiment, doesnāt apologize for lex or his father. even if it doesnāt make her feel awkward, he would, and heās already awkward enough around lillian without the conversation going in that direction. something about her, how composed and shut off she is, just makes his already awkward personality that much worse. itās easier when theyāre working, at least; heās in his element here, and he can tell that she is too. itās nice.Ā ācan you pass me the⦠five-point screwdriver? medium one.ā changing the subject isnāt exactly a brave move, but thatās not about to stop him.
Itās easy to see that sheās made him feel uncomfortable, and she bites back the urge to apologise for it. Thereās always an edge of awkwardness to her interactions with Karaās friends, though she can hardly blame them. Still, things are certainly easier with Winn, and she wonders if thatās because they both feel at ease here. Thereās something undeniably goodĀ at being able to build things again, and sheās touched by the fact that Winn, at least, trusts her to help. She hands over the screwdriver after a brief glance at the tools on the table, and says,Ā āis there anything I can help with? What are you working on?ā If he wants to change the subject, sheās not going to object.Ā Ā
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Sheās been caught staring, and her lips curve in a soft smile at the question. She shifts a little closer along the couch, resting her head against Valkās shoulder, and murmurs,Ā āI was just thinking about youā.Ā
Itās a simple response, and yet one thatās entirely true. Sometimes she still marvels that theyāre here together, that they have moments like this, that theyāve become accustomed to time in the sun when they once belonged in the shadows. She turns her head, leaning up to nudge her nose lightly against Valkās cheek with a smile, and says,Ā ādoes that surprise you?āĀ
ooc. cannot stop thinking about carrie anne m*ss and how she would be such a good fc for a gf for lillian hsjkdf milfs with laugh lines and soft smiles that also look v intenseĀ