I don't know where to put all these rage, I can't let it out, and I'm tired of suppressing it, I'm tired of focusing on my breathing movement to tone it down , now it gets on my nerves , I'm tired of being my mother's calm child, I'm tired of being my father's quiet kid, I'm tired of being my sibling's comprising sister, I'm tired of being understanding friend to my friends,
For once i want my rage to come out violently and terribly, for once I want to be the violent child of my mother and screaming child of my father, for once i want be the one to compromised for, for once i want to throw tantrums without being called toxic to my friends...
I don't know where to put all these feelings without getting hurt, without being my mind at stake , without having throbbing headaches, I don't know where to put all the rage without killing myself, without hurting anyone, i don't know where to go to cry, to scream my heart out without being heard by anyone, I don't know, i don't know, I don't know ...