Keeps me humble

God, he hated saying Amaro was right.

                  “ rafael? ” he wasn’t sure if him not saying anything was a good thing, or a bad one but.. he needed him to say something here. sonny shifted his weight on the crutches. “ say something. ”

Breathe. Breathe. Breathe. 

“No one here is contesting your loyalty, Detective.”

           “ what do you want from me, rafael? i did what you asked me to do and it BACKFIRED – that wasn’t my fault. ” nick spat angrily, feeling like he was taking something out on him that he shouldn’t be. “ i got the whole squad pissed off at me, thanks to you. ”

He laughs under his breath, a bitter sound as he reaches up to dig the heels of his hands against his eyes. 

“Lo siento, Detective. For thinking I could trust you to have my back.”

❝ you told me you were ready. ❞

❝ send my love to your new lover. ❞

❝ treat her better. ❞

❝ we both know we ain’t kids no more. ❞

❝ now every time we talk we say a little less. ❞

❝ and every time we kiss it ends up in a mess. ❞

❝ you can’t fake love. ❞

❝ there’s gotta be somebody for me like that. ❞

❝ but dreams just aren’t enough. ❞

❝ she walked in the club like nobody’s business.  ❞

❝ she murdered everybody and I was her witness. ❞

❝ a little bit dangerous, but baby, that’s how I want it. ❞

❝ a little less conversation, and a little more touch my body. ❞

❝ i’m so into you i could barely breath. ❞

❝ i made too many mistakes. ❞

❝ so what are you waiting for? ‘cause someone could love you more. ❞

❝ i’m just a lost boy, not ready to be found. ❞

❝ and i know this isn’t enough, i still don’t measure up. ❞

❝ maybe it’s me, maybe I only see what I want. ❞

❝ i know that I’m running out of time. ❞

❝ watch this madness, colorful charade. ❞

❝ no one can be just like me any way. ❞

❝ just like magic, I’ll be flying free. ❞

❝ you and me together, forever and ever. ❞

❝ slept all night for the first time in months. ❞

❝ and all my dreams are coming true. ❞

❝ so how does it feel to know you messed up? ❞

❝ bet you feel so stupid that you played with my heart. ❞

❝ i’m leaving you behind but it’s not the end. ❞

❝ don’t you feel alone, you can always find me. ❞

❝ i been doing stupid things. ❞

❝ you make me make bad decisions. ❞

❝ i’ve been thinking about all the things i never said. ❞

❝ you bring me joy.  ❞

❝ you bring me sadness. ❞

❝ so forget all the madness. ❞

❝ i’m done with all the pain. ❞

❝ it’s hard to love someone who can’t be loved. ❞

❝ ‘cause you got me bound to you. ❞

❝ there’s only so much i could do. ❞

❝ so why don’t we just play pretend? ❞

❝ hold me like I’m more than just a friend. ❞

❝ i don’t wanna be cruel or vicious. ❞

❝ and i ain’t asking for forgiveness. ❞

❝ i could taste her lipstick. ❞

❝ it’s like i’m kissing her too . ❞

❝ you are my moonlight. ❞

❝ don’t you stop loving me. ❞

❝ i’m tired of being played like a violin. ❞

❝ 'cause i know you got a bad reputation. ❞

❝ what’s it gonna hurt if they don’t know? ❞

❝ just as long as you know you got me. ❞

❝ i hate you. ❞

❝ i love you. ❞

❝ i hate that i love you. ❞

❝ give me your forever.  ❞

❝ or at least just for a while. ❞

❝ i’m a sinner in a church. ❞

❝ we ain’t gotta label, we’re just rollin’ with the punches. ❞

❝ i think i’m in love. ❞

❝ i didn’t think it could be true. ❞

❝ they don’t love you like I love you. ❞

❝ can’t you see there’s no other man above you?  ❞

❝ what a wicked way to treat the girl that loves you. ❞

❝ who do you think of when you’re lonely?  ❞

❝ i always come right back.  ❞

❝ always come to where you are.  ❞

❝ you know i’ll always be on my way. ❞

❝ this love tainted. ❞

❝ i need you and i hate it. ❞

Just two straight guys looking at each other like straight guys do.