Axel_Is_Online

What’s it like being a trans man in gay spaces?

You are not doing anything for your trans sisters by pushing yourself and your brothers down. It is not transfeminist, and it does nothing to combat transmisogyny. In fact, hating any group of trans people ENCOURAGES people to hate on every other group of trans people as well.

You can't call it transmisogyny, because you're not transfem.

You can't call it transmisandry, because misandry isn't real.

You can't call it transandrophobia/transandromisia, because you're not oppressed for being a man (alternatively: because Saint coined the term).

You can't call yourself a tranny, because that's used against transfems.

You can't call yourself a femboy, because that's used against transfems.

You can't call yourself a faggot, because that's used against transfems.

You can't describe your relationship as t4t, because that's for transfems."

Silencing transmasc people and talking over them, not acknowledging their experiences and pretending that their oppression does not exist, is bigotry. And it causes harm.

Bodily autonomy (like abortion, anti draft, etc) -> “The government shouldn’t be able to force anything on my body I don’t want.”

Anti surveillance -> “I don’t trust big government/big tech (big brother if you’re feeling frisky) with the ability to spy on me and my family.”

Immigration -> “Next to all of us immigrated at some point, I don’t see why the elites get to decide who’s allowed to be where. What’s to stop them coming for me?”

Climate Change -> “Big oil shouldn’t get to determine whether or not I get to go places. I don’t want to be dependent on some big business to survive.”

State Violence -> “I don’t want the goddamn secret police breathing down my neck! I trust my community a whole hell of a lot more to help me than I do the state!”

Being a woman

Being a feminist

Being a trans person

Being a trans ally

Partaking in kink

Being nice

Respecting people's pronouns

Hating men

Reading feminist theory

Being angry at men

Some of these actions are morally neutral but portrayed as Good, and some of these are morally wrong but are portrayed as Good

Your actions do not make you inherently good and immune to criticism. If you are genuinely trying to do good, you must be willing to accept criticism.

She accused me of lying about my diagnosis and then discarded my doctor's diagnosis and physical evaluations and said she would not consider them. She used all of the testing we did to rule out other diseases as proof that I was ablebodied rather than proof that I had been seeking extensive care and help for my constant pain. She accused me of being drug seeking when I have never had any history of drug abuse or even use outside of a Marijuana dependency to help with my chronic pain, of which I have consistently followed my doctor's recommendations for use and breaks.

THIS BLOG IS 18+ AND WILL DISCUSS NSFW TOPICS.

Good Evening, one and all. My name is Axel, and in order to keep my main blog clear and focused on my original characters rather than me loving on my boyfriend.

I am 22 years old, I use He/They/It Pronouns. I identify as a transgender man, and I am very, very gay.

Yumeshipping is a form of coping for me. I have been diagnosed with PTSD, Depression, Anxiety, Bipolar (Which is most likely misdiagnosed Borderline Personality Disorder). I am stuck in an emotionally abusive home with a mother who was once physically abusive towards me.

This is how I deal with these this issues, and how I feel normal and like an actual person.

Portraying myself as a demon is a demonization of me, and how I view myself as born in sin and unworthy to be called "good" or "rightous" not a demonization of my mental issues.

MY F/O

My F/O, as you can probably guess by the blog title, is Jamil Viper from Disney's and Aniplex's Twisted Wonderland, created by Yana Toboso of Black Butler.

Jamil Viper is 18 years old within the game. He turned 18 within the first few weeks of the game, as within Twisted Wonderland, Night Raven College, the main location of the game, starts in September.

It is stated that once somebody turns 18 in NRC, they are an official adult. NRC is a technical school. Fight me.

WHAT WILL BE ON THIS ACCOUNT?

Loveposting, My art and fanfics/oneshots, my headcanons and takes on Jamil Viper and Twisted Wonderland. Pretty much anything involving my Yumeship and general hyperfixation.

If you are apart of the greater Twisted Wonderland Fandom and do not want to constantly see my posts, block this account.

If you are nonsharing/voidsharing, block this account.

I do not want to make anybody uncomfortable, and harassment and cyberbullying gets nobody anywhere. Just Block and move on.

Asks are on, along with anonymous asks. I have the power to revoke this at any given point. Your anonymity is not an excuse to be an asshole.

Boundaries

Pay attention, this is important. I can block whoever I please, and whoever violates these boundaries, You aren't slick don't try it.

I am a sharing yume, with a few exceptions (I don't know what to call this, as I am fine with other Yumes, it's more so a problem with specific ships in the fandom).

Do not Bring JamiAzu, JamiJade, or JamiFloyd (or any variations) onto my blog. While I am aware that it is heavily implied that Azul as a crush on Jamil, it is not a ship or dynamic i care about. I think Azul is an interesting character on his own, keep him away from my snake.

Do not tag any roleplay blogs you see related to my f/o. The people behind those blogs probably have no interest in my Yumeshipping and will most likely be uncomfortable.

Paras and Darkshippers, please do not interact. I understand that you probably mean no harm, and that this is most likely a coping mechanism for you, but I am not comfortable with several of the topics I see discussed in your circles. we can exist in our own spaces and that's fine. I am generally anti-censorship and a part of the "ship and let ship" and "block and move on" crowd. Just please, do not bring those topics here. I am a victim of sexual harassment, abuse, and grooming and those are things I do not want to be confronted with.

if you are under the age of 18, please block me and move on. I will be discussing kinks, sexual fantasies, and other NSFW topics. There will also be dub-con, and abuse of power. These are not things minors should be exposed to. I will block you if I discover you.

If you support, use, or defend the use of Generative AI for writing, art, and other creative pursuits. Get out. Do not feed my work into your disgusting, environment destroying, brain rotting, machines and pick up a pencil. It won't kill you, I promise.

Transphobes, Homophobes, Anti-Transmascs, Detrans Fetishist, Trans chasers, leave. My identity is not up for debate. It is not something to be "fixed" or "shunned". I am not a pariah or monster, I am just a gay, trans guy in love with a fictional character I am literally hurting nobody.

Additional Links

My AO3 Account, where you can find my Yumeship fics and oneshots: https://archiveofourown.org/users/AxeltheKing

My main tumblr account: https://www.tumblr.com/blog/axelisonline

Tags to Follow:

#jamiaxe (General Ship Tag)

#jamiaxe art (Art Specific Tag)

#jamiaxe story (Fanfic/Oneshot Specific Tag)

#the demon and the snake (Relationship/Main fanfic tag)