★ My irl name is not actually Cloud, contrary to my misleading username. I merely get gender envy from Cloud Strife, from FF7. You can call me Enbi, and my pronouns are they/them. I'm 18.
★ I'm autistic (and a billion other disabilities and disorders) and have a special interest with technology and most machines in general, as well as divine things like angels, archangels, demons, devils, and other stuff.
★ I am otherkin, specifically demonkin. I am also comfortable being referred to as a person, since I see my demonhood as being within my personhood.
★ I talk a lot about intersex stuff because I am intersex. It's not that rare actually, and even if it WERE rare, we'd still need people to talk about intersex stuff. 💛🟣💛
★ I unconfidently consider myself an artist. (Banner and PFP art is by me)
★ More information about me, as well as warnings for my blog, are under the cut.
★ I'm an intersex transmasculine nonbinary man. I'm heteroflexible. My intersex traits consist of hyperestrogenism, hypoandrogenism, micropenis, vaginal hypoplasia, labial hypertrophy, mesospadias [link], gynecomastia, and more mysteries.
★ Are you wondering if you're intersex, or whether you're valid enough to count as intersex? Please consider taking a look at this post -> [link] before sending me an ask about it.
★ If you see me post about computers and random machines, please know that it IS in a weird way, and I AM sexually attracted to them. I am objectum, specifically techum, so yeah.
★ I do not do commissions as of now.
★ My other blog to talk about all things related to hypergonadism is @hypergonadism-culture-is
★ Warnings: This blog will have sexual jokes/references and mildly suggestive material occasionally, so this might not be your thing if that makes you uncomfortable. There's also lots of talk about genitalia and other sex traits, since I talk a lot about intersexuality. If I do post anything actually NSFW, or which references sexual activities too explicitly, it will include warnings, such as an "ns/ft" tag.
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Y'all know that the sex assignment/reassignment of intersex people is not based on logic, right? Like it's largely based on luck and the opinions of random doctors, for those whose natal sex is more ambiguous.
You can have two intersex people with the EXACT same intersex traits, and one will be assigned female at birth and the other will be assigned male at birth. Sex assignment/reassignment isn't based on which sex you're actually "closer" to, it's based on which sex your DOCTORS think you're "closer" to.
Yep, I had a penis and a scrotum when I was born and was assigned male first, then two days later they found out that I had a womb and they removed both and widened the tiny canal I had that lead to the womb manually.
THEN I was reassigned female.
They did this on a 48-hours old baby.
My womb is dead. And that should have been obvious from the start. It doesn't function. And they still decided to do it, just because one lady in the hospital liked girls more. So its not even what they think your closet to, its what they want you to be.
Oh, and they also don't care about the negative effects. I have issues with UTIs, the canal they made is utterly unusable and my scarring down there is incredibly bad.
They see the opportunity to play mad scientists and take it.
I had a whole ass estrogenizing puberty and everything before I was reassigned (although with the help of forced estrogen + progesterone) and they STILL reassigned me male.
I'm terribly sorry about the IGM they forced on you.
Y'all know that the sex assignment/reassignment of intersex people is not based on logic, right? Like it's largely based on luck and the opinions of random doctors, for those whose natal sex is more ambiguous.
You can have two intersex people with the EXACT same intersex traits, and one will be assigned female at birth and the other will be assigned male at birth. Sex assignment/reassignment isn't based on which sex you're actually "closer" to, it's based on which sex your DOCTORS think you're "closer" to.
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would love to do little doodle of sonas together ( intersex nonhuman solidarity wooo ! ) but sadly draw is struggle right now , so please just imagine fat little green faerie dance right here in inbox :P ~@courtkossai
And that inspired me to do a little doodle of our sonas together!!!
( this is so cute and must kick feet and giggle now , appreciation is always so hard to express because very physical about this stuff but no one can see that online XD )
would love to do little doodle of sonas together ( intersex nonhuman solidarity wooo ! ) but sadly draw is struggle right now , so please just imagine fat little green faerie dance right here in inbox :P ~@courtkossai
And that inspired me to do a little doodle of our sonas together!!!
Whenever someone mentions "bigenitalia," my heart stops for a second cause idk if they mean "you can't have both a penis and a vagina, that's not intersex, that's porn! Bigenitalia is a porn category!" or if they mean "intersex ambiguous genitalia does not appear like just two entire unaltered perisex genitals+reproductive systems shoved together, because that does not appear in humans and would be considered bigenitalia. Ambiguous genitals in intersex people are more complicated, blended, and diverse than that."
To be clear, the latter is how it's supposed to be, but I see way too many people saying that bigenitalia is about "having both." Which is incredibly insulting, disrespectful, dehumanizing, and ignorant to intersex people like me who actually do have both a penis and a vagina.
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HI i've seen your post around, and. you're literally so awesome!!!!! i'm also autistic, angelkin, and like machines and angels(woohoo) ... love your art as well, and i hope 500 blessings befall you(okay goodbye)
You are so cool and kind, thank you times one million!! Angel to demon communication no way
i recently saw a couple of your posts and kinda learned what amab, rmab, camab mean. (and the other gender variations)
I was wondering, what the difference is between amab and camab is. what makes a gender assignment coercive?
CAMAB, which stands for "coercively assigned male at birth," refers to intersex people who were surgically assigned male through IGM, which stands for "intersex genital mutilation." IGM is always wrong, and people who were CAMAB are victims of violent medical intersexism. This label, along with RMAB, are specific to intersex experiences, which perisex people do not have and should not co-opt.
You can also have been CAFAB, which means "coercively assigned female at birth."
If you think intersex people aligning with a trans identity is invalidating to perisex trans people i’m just going to assume you don’t think we are the gender we say we are to be honest
That and you likely just don’t want intersex trans people to have gender affirming healthcare or safety or community under a varsexist system
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I'm kinda curious which intersex variations you think are more common than people think, could you elaborate on that?
I'm guessing this ask is in response to this post here: [link]
I think being intersex in general is more common than people think. PMOS is a common intersex variation, but a lot of intersexists do not consider it to be intersex, hence people considering intersexuality as having to be something super rare.
I think urethral intersex variations are more common than people think. Penile hypospadias is pretty common, for instance. And after seeing how many people online who just realized they had vulvar hypospadias, I'm pretty certain it's about as common (if not more so) as penile hypospadias. I think a lot of things about people's urethras are ignored, which leads to people thinking a lot of urethral intersex variations are more rare than they actually are.
A lot of intersex variations to do with vulvas are ignored. Clitoral hypoplasia and agenesis, for instance, are often entirely disregarded. Vaginal hypoplasia is often ignored as long as someone is still able to be penetrated. Labial hypoplasia is often ignored. Hymenal variations are often ignored. Cervical variations (not technically a part of the vulva, but I thought I'd add it here anyways) are often ignored. This has to do with medical misogyny, and how people may sometimes consider vulvas "too complicated" to actually name the certain intersex traits people may have on them.
There is a lot of shame that society puts on people who have micropenises, which makes it hard to come out as having one. We probably do not know the proper statistics of the percentage of people who have micropenises because of this. Hell, I myself was pretty embarrassed when I found out, and it took me a few months to get over it. So I think having a micropenis is more common than it seems.
Hormonal intersex variations are more common than you might think. A LOT of people don't fit into any pericis-typical ranges for where your estrogen, progesterone, or testosterone lands. Especially considering how common PMOS is, and how it usually comes with a hormonal variation of some sort. And think about all the people out there with low T.
Chromosomal intersex variations are pretty common. And they're probably even more common than statistics say! We haven't gotten a karyotype of every single person on Earth, but if we did, the numbers for each chromosomal intersex variation would go up past what might be expected.
I could go on and on about all the intersex variations that I think are more common than people expect, but to summarize my point, I think pretty much EVERY intersex trait/variation is more common than people think.
Just coincidental circumstances! Kinda like a broken clock, this time the biased medical system actually managed to hit the right number and found An Man to give An Man Hormone ™️
(/not sober so words are ??? Am trying to be of the Support)
Lmfao ?? Thank you, I think I know what you mean to say. I'm gonna be adopting this into my intersex manhood.