★ My irl name is not actually Cloud, contrary to my misleading username. I merely get gender envy from Cloud Strife, from FF7. You can call me Enbi, and my pronouns are they/them. I'm 18.
★ I'm autistic (and a billion other disabilities and disorders) and have a special interest with technology and most machines in general, as well as divine things like angels, archangels, demons, devils, and other stuff.
★ I am otherkin, specifically demonkin. I am also comfortable being referred to as a person, since I see my demonhood as being within my personhood.
★ I talk a lot about intersex stuff because I am intersex. It's not that rare actually, and even if it WERE rare, we'd still need people to talk about intersex stuff. 💛🟣💛
★ I unconfidently consider myself an artist. (Banner and PFP art is by me)
★ More information about me, as well as warnings for my blog, are under the cut.
★ I'm an intersex transmasculine nonbinary man. I'm heteroflexible. My intersex traits consist of hyperestrogenism, hypoandrogenism, micropenis, vaginal hypoplasia, labial hypertrophy, mesospadias [link], gynecomastia, and more mysteries.
★ Are you wondering if you're intersex, or whether you're valid enough to count as intersex? Please consider taking a look at this post -> [link] before sending me an ask about it.
★ If you see me post about computers and random machines, please know that it IS in a weird way, and I AM sexually attracted to them. I am objectum, specifically techum, so yeah.
★ I do not do commissions as of now.
★ My other blog to talk about all things related to hypergonadism is @hypergonadism-culture-is
★ Warnings: This blog will have sexual jokes/references and mildly suggestive material occasionally, so this might not be your thing if that makes you uncomfortable. There's also lots of talk about genitalia and other sex traits, since I talk a lot about intersexuality. If I do post anything actually NSFW, or which references sexual activities too explicitly, it will include warnings, such as an "ns/ft" tag.
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Just coincidental circumstances! Kinda like a broken clock, this time the biased medical system actually managed to hit the right number and found An Man to give An Man Hormone ™️
(/not sober so words are ??? Am trying to be of the Support)
Lmfao ?? Thank you, I think I know what you mean to say. I'm gonna be adopting this into my intersex manhood.
Honestly I feel kinda guilty for loving testosterone as much as I do. Because I'm intersex and it was prescribed to me, and I didn't ask for it. If I were a different person who didn't want to have an androgenizing puberty, that would be considered CIMI. So I feel like I'm betraying the intersex community by loving testosterone. I love my life and I love living so much now, but there are so many people out there who would feel the opposite if they were in my shoes.
Someone should make an ISIG-culture-is blog or RSAB/RGAB-culture-is blog because I really want to talk about all the weird gritty emotionally complex shit that comes with all that. I don't want to be the one to make it, though, cause I already run a different intersex based culture-is blog ( @hypergonadism-culture-is ) and I don't have the energy to run two.
I have yet to see much talk on tumblr about how crazy of an experience it is to one day be pressured societally to be female and the next day be pressured societally to be male. Yeah I'm still begging to have any sort of interactions with people who have similar experiences when it comes to RSAB/RGAB and ISIG because I hate feeling alone in this. Thank you to everyone who has shared their experience with me in this, I'm very grateful to know I'm not the only one.
Please, let's remember that intersex people are not the only ones who can have "mixed" sex traits or variations in sex traits. HRT and various surgeries exist!!
Sometimes I'll see definitions of intersexuality that say anyone with any variations or atypicalities in sex traits are intersex, but that's not quite it. If that were the case, perisex people could simply "turn intersex" by using forms of HRT or getting certain surgeries. A more proper definition of intersexuality (and this definition can be fluid and far more detailed) would be anyone with NATAL variations or atypicalities in sex traits.
Forgetting about perisex people who have "mixed" or atypical sex traits in your varsex advocacy isn't cool. Intersex people aren't the only ones who can have bodies that don't quite fit into "male" or "female" ideals.
AND, perisex people can and will face aspects of intersexism for these sex traits!! Being perisex doesn't mean you're magically exempt from intersexism, ESPECIALLY if you're trans or nonbinary or GNC or etc.
(Perisex people, PLEASE don't see this post as an intersex person sucking up to you. I think a lot of you could do a shit ton more to support your intersex siblings for the record. This post is just me being a little picky about definitions and a FEW interactions I've noticed between perisex and intersex people.)
It has been brought to my attention that I did not quite properly define intersex people here. When I said that anyone with natal variations or atypicalities in sex traits are intersex, I meant to include people who develop atypical sex traits during puberty, (without HRT) since the genes to have these atypical sex traits are present at birth.
I should have specified, especially considering how I consider my own gynecomastia (which developed during an estrogenizing puberty) to be an intersex trait of mine. I'm sorry I didn't use the right terminology.
Thank you to everyone who brought it up, as it is very important to me to not exclude intersex people!!
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every time i see your art i think about golan the insatiable and then i get bummed about how that show got handled after the first season
anyway in my head you sound like golan im sorry goodbye
Let me look that up hold on
Okay wait yeah why does he kinda look like me. I also watched the pilot just now and I liked it. I can't say that he sounds like me but maybe if my voice were more gravelly, then yeah.
Hi... does your pfp/banner guy have a ref sheet... just wondering for no reason :p
Whipped up a ref sheet real quick just for you!
This character is me, like they are how I see myself as someone who is demonkin. And yet I can't even draw my own hands and feet. Like I have five fingers per hand and all, I just don't want to draw them. Whatever, who cares if I struggle with drawing.
I tend to simplify myself quite a lot for ease of drawing, so keep in mind that a lot of the details shown here are optional. Like, for example, I haven't gotten top surgery yet and idk if I want to keep my nipples when I get it, so the nipples are optional.
Clothing style description under cut.
I'll wear a lot of shit if it fits my style. As long as it's not feminine and there's no skirts or dress features.
Here's some examples of outfits I like to wear using actual pictures of me:
I like a lot of masculine Victorian era style outfits and masculine formal attire. I also like wearing Hawaiian shirts and dressing like a surfer dude. I also love anything Cloud Strife wears (except for his dresses). So go off of that.
HOLY SHIT IT HAS BEEN OVER A YEAR!!! AND I JUST REALIZED THIS HAS A BIG FUCKING TYPO!!! I'M SUPPOSED TO BE THE GRAMMAR AND SPELLING BOY WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME????
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The other day someone told me that I can't be a trans man because I'm intersex and have a penis, so I said, "Doesn't that mean that trans men who have had phalloplasty also cannot be trans men?" And they, without even blinking, replied, "Correct, because then they'd just be cis men because they would be men with penises."
Hi, it's hyperestrogenism anon :o the sequel! Thank you so much for responding, I really appreciate it and learning about your experience made me think about myself a lot more. I sought out other intersex experiences and read them too, and maybe I'm finally putting together the dots.
Whenever I've got a physical done by my hospital's nurses (I have the most base insurance, on account of my homeless disabled bio-mom), they never seemed to acknowledge the black dot, EVER. It made me feel crazy, how is no one else seeing this?!?
Following the experience of other intersex folks discoveries, I (tmi) watched myself use the bathroom and realized I might actually have. Two urethral openings? I know that's a rare condition, but I don't know what else to call it. I always felt strange compared to my peers, and have difficulty feeling anything inside my vagina using my fingers, so now I'm REALLY suspicious.
Would it be okay for me to call myself intersex? I know you aren't the end-all, but I'm nervous that because I don't know everything about my potential conditions, I don't have a "claim" or something...
Okay, that dot being a urethral opening actually makes a LOT of sense! On my end, before, when you described this black dot, I had thought that it could either be melanoma (which is why I recommended you get it checked out) or a freckle. But it being a second urethral opening would explain why it was ignored. Urethral variations are often ignored and brushed under the rug.
Urethral variations are actually more common than you'd expect. Especially considering all the gaslighting and ignorance that the intersex community can face from doctors and nurses, urethral duplication seems like it's more prevalent than previously thought.
With your potential urethral duplication and highly likely hyperestrogenism, I don't see a reason you shouldn't call yourself intersex if you feel the label fits.
Sorry for the dumb question but if you're intersex and you grow tits without outside hormone inference, how do you know if its gynecomastia or regular breast development? Like if one has/had at some point an estrogen-dominant system, and they grow breasts as a result, when does that get classified as perisex breast growth and when does it get classified as gynecomastia?
Not a dumb question!!
I personally think the difference between gynecomastia and perisex-typical breast development is whether or not you are expected to naturally develop breasts. Like with me, for instance, there was a point when I was a teen where my estrogenic puberty was considered disordered, freakish, and an anomaly. And a doctor specifically referred to my breast development as gynecomastia, so that's how I know I have it.
I wouldn't really gatekeep gynecomastia much, though. Since perisex doctors shouldn't be the authority of intersex traits and all.
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ridiculously self indulgent comic of my character richie and their computer, ill post more stuff if anyones interested i have a lot of random sketches of them
I think me and my girlfriend might have been the first people to ever use the word "transheteroerotic." If so, good for us. We're literally the best. We invented transheteroerotic situations.
