vulnerable;

Whatever you do, do it for you

Proud ako sayo. Kahit di na tayo nagkakausap. Kahit nakalimutan mo na ako.

h u g m e

Take risks, darling. Take risks, take risks, take risks. I know how hard it can be to finally do the things you are scared of: opening up, confessing your feelings to someone, quitting that job you do not like, starting a new job, quitting university if it turns out to be the wrong path, cutting out a toxic person, leaving that relationship, moving out from home, travelling on your own etc. In the end, what you are going to regret are the things you did not do, not the things you did. Do not let fear hold you back. All of these are big steps and therefore you are going to feel anxious, unsure, maybe even heartbroken at the beginning, but it will be so worth it. Do not let fear get in the way - you might miss out on something incredibly special. And I promise you, you would regret it if you did not do that thing, my love. 

i guess it will always be this. i’m the band-aid, but never the cure. i’m someone that walks with you in the middle of nowhere, but never will be someone you can call home. i’m that warm embrace you long for when you’re lonely, but can never be your happiness. i’m that girl you can kiss like there’s no tomorrow, but you will never see someone that you can love. maybe this is why i’m still here. maybe i am really meant to be abandoned and haunted by their ghosts that used to make this lonely house of mine alive. maybe i am just someone people can throw away without acknowledging that i also get hurt too. maybe i’ll always be alone by the end of everything.

yeah, maybe. always been filling the void of people.