I don t understand why I love Karl Urban so damn much when the man doesn't even know I fucking exist and he never will. I see him...in pics.. in films....and I m stuck here in a nursing home rehab center because I can t walk and I've just had surgery. . Yeah. ..he makes me smile when he smiles and is just him but....he ll never know me and he never will. So if you ever read this which I doubt you will because....that s the kind of luck I have...I just want you to know that...for 61 years, I ve been on this planet and I existed for a while and loved you since your Xena days and and....well... you ll always be my Starfire and hey...maybe our souls ll meet in the next life if you believe in that.I m not sure what s going to happen when I finally get out of here, but when and if I do....yours is the last face I want to see before I do what I should ve done before I ended up in this rehab place. You played a despirited Johnny Cage in MK2 but he had nothing on me. See ya round the galaxy Karl. Don t let them exhaust you too much. Cheers.
