‘Loserism,

playing a game of: am i depressed or having an avoidant episode? or depressed because im having an episode? or maybe im depressed and that’s causing me to have an episode? or maybe —

oh, to be a loser boy from the 2000s who permanently smells of cigarettes and weed with a group of shitty friends …

…do people still call themselves hikikomoris in 2026?

i think what really fucks me is this never ending cycle of ‘i hate this. im so alone. why do i do this to myself?’ then ‘self-isolating is kinda baller, actually’ over and over again

‘i don’t think ur avpd is that bad—‘ i havent talked to a single person outside of family or work in almost 3 years :D