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not to sound traumatized, but it feels unreal that someone can just miss you and want you around so often. I feel like every worry within me keeps repeating, “until when? until when?” and the people I love and that love me confirm, “as long as you’d like.”
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Berharap dunia mengembalikan investasi perasaan, waktu, serta tenaga yang kita tanamkan ke orang lain atau kegiatan yang spesifik; Seringkali kita dikecewakan karena buah hasilnya tidak manis.
Wishing the world pays back feelings, time, and effort investation that we plant into others or specific activity; Oftentimes we are disappointed because the fruit (as the result) is not sweet.
Saat ditanya tentang hal-hal yang membahagiakan, teman-teman Hindia memberikan respon video yang relative sederhana.
When they got asked about things that make them happy, Hindia's friends gave video responses that are relatively simple.
Mungkin selama ini semesta telah membayar ke masing-masing manusia, hanya saja dalam wujud atau bentuk dan wujud yang tidak kita sadari, karena sibuk mencari yang lain. Terekam dalam memori, tersimpan di depan mata.
Maybe, so far the universe has paid it to each humans, just not in the shape or form that we are aware of, because we're busy searching for the others. Recorded in (our) memory, stored in front of (our) eyes.
Berikut adalah serpihan-serpihan memori milik lebih dari seribu teman-teman Hindia.
The following is memory fragments of more than a thousand of Hindia's friends.
Song:
Selama ini
Kunanti
Yang kuberikan datang berbalik
Tak kunjung pulang
So far
I'm waiting
For what I gave to come back
It hasn't come back home
Apa pun yang terbilang
Di daftar pamrihku seorang
Telat kusadar hidup bukanlah
Perihal mengambil yang kau tebar
Whatever it says
On my very own list of calculated deeds [somekind of covert contract; wishing to be paid back]
I have realized it so late, that life is not
About reaping what you sow
Sedikit air yang kupunya
Milikmu juga bersama
I only have little amount of water
Yours too, it's ours together
Bisakah kita tetap memberi
Walau tak suci?
Bisakah terus mengobati
Walau membiru?
Can we still give
Even if it's not holy? ['it' ambigously refer to both the intention, action, and/or the person]
Can you continue to treat (or nurse [implied 'others']) ?
Even if it turns blue? [ambiguous it, but can be interpreted as we / our wound]
Cukup besar 'tuk mengampuni
'Tuk mengasihi
Tanpa memperhitungkan masa yang lalu
Big enough to forgive [Big referring to 'bigger person]
To love [not exclusively romantic - more to selfless, gentle affection]
Without considering the past
Walau kering
Bisakah kita tetap membasuh?
Even though it's dry*
Can we still wash [implied, 'others']?
Kita bergerak dan bersuara
Berjalan jauh tumbuh bersama
Sempatkan pulang ke beranda
'Tuk mencatat hidup dan harganya
We move and speak
(We) walk far and grow together
Take time to return to the veranda
To record life and its prices
Bisakah kita tetap memberi
Walau tak suci?
Bisakah terus mengobati
Walau membiru?
Can we still give
Even if it's not holy? ['it' ambigously refer to both the intention, action, and/or the person]
Can you continue to treat (or nurse [implied 'others']) ?
Even if it turns blue? [ambiguous it, but can be interpreted as we / our wound]
Cukup besar 'tuk mengampuni
'Tuk mengasihi
Tanpa memperhitungkan masa yang lalu
Big enough to forgive [Big referring to 'bigger person]
To love [not exclusively romantic - more to selfless, gentle affection]
Without considering the past
Walau kering
Bisakah kita tetap membasuh?
Even though it's dry*
Can we still wash [implied, 'others']?
Mengering sumurku
Terisi kembali
Kutemukan
Makna hidupku di sini (2x)
My well dried up
It refilled back
I found it
The meaning of my life here (2x)
Bisakah kita tetap memberi
Walau tak suci?
Bisakah terus mengobati
Walau membiru?
Can we still give
Even if it's not holy? ['it' ambigously refer to both the intention, action, and/or the person]
Can you continue to treat (or nurse [implied 'others']) ?
Even if it turns blue? [ambiguous it, but can be interpreted as we / our wound]
Cukup besar 'tuk mengampuni
'Tuk mengasihi
Tanpa memperhitungkan masa yang lalu
Big enough to forgive [Big referring to 'bigger person]
To love [not exclusively romantic - more to selfless, gentle affection]
Without considering the past
Walau kering
Bisakah kita tetap membasuh?
Even though it's dry*
Can we still wash [implied, 'others']?
Wash
Membasuh
Mengering sumurku
Terisi kembali
Kutemukan
makna hidupku di sini (4x)
My well dried up
It refilled back
I found it
The meaning of my life is here (4x)
Notes:
This is my first draft, I will revisit this later and revise it. The bold, italic, and underlined parts are ones that I'm not sure about
As for context for the this:
Even though it's dry*
Walau kering
Can we still wash [implied, 'others']?
Bisakah kita tetap membasuh?
From what I can infer, it refers to well of life, salvation, love; and the act of washing as act of service or humility or love. So dry well can mean there's no love remaining from the source. So they wonder whether they can be of service without love / when they run out of love
Aside from that, I'm still understanding the song and discussion is welcomed!
no one tells you how much of life takes practice. not just writing, painting, running, singing, etc, but practicing how to make friends. how to make the right ones. getting practiced at how to be a good friend, a good sibling, a good person. practice identifying when people haven’t earned that. learning to recognize your right to rage and, eventually, how to offer mercy. so much of life is muscle memory, and i’ve begun to realize there are so many more parts of ourselves to flex and stretch and strengthen than those we’re taught in anatomy lessons
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