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@avbpdtommy
this was previously a private post but ngl I don't care anymore and I wanted to have public userboxes for everyone to see :p
this pinned post is just me keeping track of all (possible) disorders and (possible) traits I have, whether diagnosed, self-dx, or questioning. this changes every now and then as I question more or less and is overall only semi organized
you can find where I got all these userboxes by looking through the tag #userboxes
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Bpd culture is no matter how happy you may be in a specific moment, the emptiness is always there. It never goes away no matter how much progress you make, no matter how productive you are, and no matter how “normal” you may feel- it’s ALWAYS there. When you realize it’s there, it’s a sinking inescapable feeling. You realize how much everything around you was just a temporary distraction.
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Emotional SH Flag
[Pt: Emotional SH Flag end pt]
A flag for those who engage in emotional self harm. (Ex: viewing triggers intentionally, causing flashbacks, negative self-talk, sabotaging relationships, aggravating symptoms, etc.)
Sorry to abbreviate the title. Sometimes the censoring is odd on here.
Requested by: @beyondeathunsingular1ty @divergenceandvariance
avpd culture is... oh i was going to do XYZ but now people are awake and i've lost the window I was allowed to exist. if I try to do the task now i'll be spoken to, seen, and god forbid JUDGED
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my avpd urge to never talk to anyone again vs. my hpd urge to talk to people all the time because i NEED attention...
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"Mental health advocates" when I tell them that I don't perceive a lot of people as actual sentient beings and as more "background characters" who don't have any deep thoughts or emotions are are simply there to take up space like NPC's
why is it so hard for me to keep liking people, I feel like unless I love someone or barely interact with them I have a slim threshold between liking/tolerating them and absolutely fuckng hating them, and currently there's more people in my life that I hate than that i like
I don't know what I could do to help this, cause I can't cut them out for any variety of reasons, but I already spend all day in my room barely speaking to anyone other than my mom
passive suicidal ideation sure is quite the thing
# Egodoric Self
( 🩷 ) :: :: a term for someone who needs validation of their persons, persona, or ego to be positively affirmed by surrounding peoples. Made with BPD/symptoms in mind but can be used by anyone
Endos dni, radqueer dni
if flags for this already exists, consider ours to be (an) alt. no energy for ID. flag(s) done by aux/rook (it/rot).
AVBPD doomed attraction - anyone with both AVPD and BPD who feels as though their attraction (of any kind) is doomed due to ones AVPD and BPD.
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vulnerablecanic
a label for an individual with quiet bpd where it resembles a frightened dog expecting to be left behind, hurt, rejected, yelled at, etc. there may be a strong urge to make oneself smaller, apologize excessively, hide distress or stay quiet. causing them to bite their own tail representing their emotional pain circling back onto themselves their hurt guilt or fear become internalized rather than directed at others. instead of barking or fighting their instinct is often to cower, retreat, or quietly whimper instead of lashing out
I genuinely can't tell if I am or if I'm overdramatizing my current feelings (because I can't remember previous ones), but I think I'm on the edge of another depressive episode
like I'm slowly starting to lose interest in things I've been enjoying, I'm losing my ability to tolerate people in general, I'm starting to get tired way easier even on days where I sleep upwards of 12 hours or more
I don't emotional feel "depressed" yet, but feeling anything strongly is getting rarer again and I'm starting to feel mainly just apathetic and occasionally annoyed most of the time
I think the worst part of this is if I am falling back into another depressive episode it's so gradual
people with BPD stop saying you have mania challenge.
you experience euphoria, not mania. you’re incredibly misinformed and it’s aggravating.
hey i noticed your vibe was off for .5 seconds, was it something i did?
I hate being human how can people be so smart and stupid at the same fucking time how can you know all this stuff but not get basic ideas through your thick fucking skull I hate you I hate you I hate I hate knowing you I hate having to deal with you I hate being scared to express my opinions around you because you treat people who think like me like the scum of the earth and the nastiest gum on the bottom of you shoe i hate you I hate how much you know i hate how stupid you are I hate that next you I feel so superior until you break me down again without me even having the courage to speak up I hate you I hate you so much
I hate how nicely you treat me I hate how every time I feel truly beneath you and inferior you build me back up and make me feel amazing, you praise me and tell me how awesome I am and how much you love me and then I see you talking about the things i love as if they are jokes and how anyone who likes that is deranged or a predator, but that "doesn't apply to me" does it, or is it just because you think I am too good of a person to truly group in with other who like the things I do, have the same interests, opinions, ways of speaking, thoughts on different topics
am I really all that good or is it just nice to have me next to you for when you need someone surprising and funny to laugh at
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I hate being human how can people be so smart and stupid at the same fucking time how can you know all this stuff but not get basic ideas through your thick fucking skull I hate you I hate you I hate I hate knowing you I hate having to deal with you I hate being scared to express my opinions around you because you treat people who think like me like the scum of the earth and the nastiest gum on the bottom of you shoe i hate you I hate how much you know i hate how stupid you are I hate that next you I feel so superior until you break me down again without me even having the courage to speak up I hate you I hate you so much
not sure if I hate all my friends or if they all hate me but I'm scared to talk to them now 🫠
