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They forgot everything the minute they were together again.

I saw my earlier selves as different people, acquaintances I had outgrown. I wondered how I could ever have been some of them.

As a Sagittarius Some Of Your Best Nights Are With: Aries

Soon, you will have wrinkles on your face with grey hair and a hand that is not mine, for you to hold. By then, you will probably forget the look on my face when I first met you, and the smile I wore whenever I had the chance to see you. Perhaps by then, my name is all you can remember, and I will be alright with that. At least, you still remember one thing about me, even if it happens to be almost nothing.

When we broke up I wanted so badly for him to call me up and tell me he made a horrible mistake. But then again, I hoped he would stay far away. So he wouldn’t ruin the progress I’ve made to get over him.

I remember when we first met and you held my hand everywhere we went, I knew it would hurt when you finally let go but not this much, not like this, The thing is, you never really did let go, You just loosened grip, Just to make me want to hold you closer to make sure you could never leave, You left me hanging by a last string, You made me believe I had you but only just, Maybe you were never the one who was suppose to let go, Maybe it was me all along, So I guess this is me, Loosening my grip completely, Letting you go.

only in my dreams do you love me back.

I let you back in my life with open arms and a forgiving heart. I put my armor down down as you concealed a knife behind your back and when I was expecting it least, you used it to cut our ties once and for all.

“And I’ll take that. I’ll take the pain that reminds me years later. Because it’s proof that it happened. And in that moment, It mattered more than anything.”