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@autistic-at-uni
I am right here, forehead and cheeks and hands all free for kissing so where are y'all

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Today's autistic feeling purchase
Today's big thought is:
How does being autistic affect my identification, processing and how I feel affection. Love specifically.
Like. I experience anxiety but I rarely experience excitement and I don't think I've ever experienced butterflies for a person.
I just. I feel comfortable with them. How does one know that they romantically like someone?
How do I identify it???
Pet peeve i have discovered.
If i finally get around to saying im tired or some other excuse/reasoning to get you to leave or to excuse myself from a social situation. And your first response is 'oh you should have said'?
How about not saying that.
How about, taking the silence from me and the lack of interaction and the general sitting on the opposite side of my room. To mean that im tired already. And that im saying it as best i can through my behaviours because for whatever reason i cannot verbalise that i want you to leave so i dont have to mask. So that my space is MY space again. Not a common area.
And if that doesnt work for whatever reason. When i do finally verbalise it. How about not saying 'OH you SHOULD have SAID' as if its the easiest shit in the world, not remotely rude to turn to your friend and say fuck off please, or not gonna lead to a bunch of probing questions about if im okay when im struggling to verbalise anyway.
So yeah.
Dont say 'oh you should have said' to me like that.
I know i should have. But i couldn't.
Iām one of the leaders for my unis volunteering project for autistic kids and as I try to inform my co-leader on things like the puzzle piece controversy/ribbon as well and A$, I am finding that whilst I know these things. And I accept them easily because I trust these actuallyautisic voices I surround myself with, itās not the same for my neurotypical friend. He doesnāt just see the logic, see the harm, know it like I do.Ā
Which is making this an odd conversation to be had with him as we try to design a logo for our clubĀ
ESPECIALLY because itās all so America-centric

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New house is:
New strong smells
New strong textures
New noises very loud no matter how small
Temperature uncontrollable
SO MANY NEW SMELLS SO BAD
THANK YOU
Oh, go OFF!!!!
[transcript:
"This is how it feels when neurotypicals tell me to use person first language.
Actually, you can't call yourself gay. Oh uh, I would really prefer if you called yourself a person with gay, that way you're putting the person before the sexuality.
Actually, I don't think you should call yourself a short person. My child is actually a person with a height challenge, and I would really prefer it if you used person with height challenge rather than short.
I don't know, the word fan sounds really harsh. Can you just say person with interest instead? I just like the way that sounds more.
I don't know if you cashier enough to speak for the entire cashiering community, can you please use person who bags groceries and also scans them? No its not a mouthful.
If you can't treat me like a person because autistic is in front of it, maybe the word isn't the problem."]
How do people try new foods so easily without fear that you're going to be deathly allergic to it?????
April hiding under a table because she messed up some files is truly something I wish I could do.
If I do something wrong, I want to be able to hide under a table and be loved and accepted for it
Tips to keep cool
Find whatever your favourite/coolest mug, glass, cup or any water holding vestibule is and drink water throughout the day. The cool cup is to make it easier to get yourself to remember and actually drink!
Got a washing up bowl? Or maybe a big bucket? Fill it with enough cold water to cover your feet. Then sit with your bare feet in it. Instant cool down.
Windows open! Try and create circulation around the rooms of your home with windows, doors, fans
Close blinds in rooms where the sun shines directly in, should help a lil
If you're struggling still, maybe try sitting on the floor? Especially if you have laminate flooring. Heat rises. Sit lower.
Showers if you can, tepid baths if not or! A cool sponge down
Got a spare bit of fabric? A flannel? That sort of thing? Run some cold water over it, squeeze it out, drape it over pulse points and the back of your neck.

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I really quite hate sleeping without a pyjama top on but the heat wave has worn me down
:((
I adore my friends. I truly do.
But fuck if I don't wish it was easier to help some of them.
And shit if I don't want to be able to lean on someone as much as some of them lean on me.
āI was a police officer for nearly ten years and I was a bastard. We all were.
āThis essay has been kicking around in my head for years now and Iāve never felt confident enough to write it. Itās a time in my life Iām ashamed of. Itās a time that I hurt people and, through inaction, allowed others to be hurt. Itās a time that I acted as a violent agent of capitalism and white supremacy. Under the guise of public safety, I personally ruined peopleās lives but in so doing, made the public no safer⦠so did the family members and close friends of mine who also bore the badge alongside me.
āBut enough is enough.
āThe reforms arenāt working. Incrementalism isnāt happening. Unarmed Black, indigenous, and people of color are being killed by cops in the streets and the police are savagely attacking the people protesting these murders.
āAmerican policing is a thick blue tumor strangling the life from our communities and if you donāt believe it when the poor and the marginalized say it, if you donāt believe it when you see cops across the country shooting journalists with less-lethal bullets and caustic chemicals, maybe youāll believe it when you hear it straight from the pigās mouth.ā
Read the full article here.
Via medium.com
read this read this read this read this read this read this read this
Read this. In its entirety.
please read this article. and share it with your dumbass facebook relatives who always want to āsee both sidesā, because here it is straight from a pigās mouth
dear mentally ill people:
you are allowed to be proud of yourself for taking a shower
you are allowed to be proud of yourself for finally finishing that one homework assignment thatās been missing for weeks
you are allowed to be proud of yourself for going a few hours without wanting to die
you are allowed to be proud of yourself for going a few hours without thinking about your traumatic experiences
you are allowed to be proud of yourself for eating
you are allowed to be proud of yourself for raising your hand in class
you are allowed to be proud of yourself for not having to make your friend talk to the cashier for you
you are allowed to be proud of yourself for things that neurotypicals might find easy and/or insignificant
you are allowed to be proud of yourself because you are strong and you can do this and i love you
This was something really hard for me to come around to, but when I did, it helped me so much.Ā
yall with adhd or autism or such ever just getā¦. bored. like so Painfully bored. like its notĀ āoh hehe i was so bored and i made thisā to flex orĀ āoh im so bored bc i have nothing to doā but like aĀ āi am physically incapable of ending this horrible understimulation with any activity i might attemptā and its genuinely fucking painful

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The slightly confused relief of finding you only need to write one more poem for your poetry portfolio
This summer will be the same as the last one: me under a train for those dumbasses
(soon the Aziraphale going to visit Crowley version because we have never enough versions of the first kissā¢)
If I were a drawing of you, you could see the thousand upon thousand hearts floating around my head. Gosh, I love your art šššš¤© I canāt stop smiling. š„°š„°
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Thank you so much for the transcript ! I really needed it !