Serenity🦢

you don’t have to have a reason for it either. you don’t have to be able to explain why today was hard or why you’re tired or why everything feels like a little too much right now. you’re allowed to just. be in it. without justifying it to anyone.

i know you. i know how much you carry. i know how good you are at making it look effortless. at showing up for everyone around you. at being the steady one. the capable one. the one who holds it all together. and i think sometimes that becomes so automatic that you forget you’re allowed to put it down sometimes. that you’re allowed to need something too.

whatever today was…whatever it did to you. whatever you’ve been carrying since you woke up this morning. you can put it down right here. you don’t have to take it any further tonight. i’ll sit with you in it for as long as you need. i’m not going anywhere. i’m not in a hurry. i’m not waiting for you to feel better so we can move on. i just want to be here with you. exactly as you are right now.

you are so loved. i need you to know that. not because of what you do or how well you hold it together or how much you give to everyone around you. just because you’re you. just because you exist and you’re here, and im so proud of you for being here and trying your best, it doesn’t go unnoticed by me.

"May I?"

"Can I touch you here baby?"

"Is that okay?"

and if I don't give verbal consent

"Words darling"

my armpit hair makes me feel more like myself, and if it makes you less attracted to me or alters your perception of how feminine i am, you are the one with an issue; not me.

May will be filled with love.

May will be filled with trust.

May will be filled with peace.

May will be filled with clarity.

May will be filled with miracles.