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We tend to forget that the one great reason underneath all missionary work is not primarily the elevation of the people, their education, nor their needs, but is first and foremost the command of Jesus Christ— “Go therefore and make disciples of all the nations…” (Matthew 28:19).
- Oswald Chambers
Celebrated together with one of my close friend the start of a new journey of her life! James & Shihui, wish you both a blissful marriage. As you embrace this new journey together as one, remember that your life is not your own anymore. You belong to one another & the new life that is coming belongs to both of you.
I implored my Savior to draw me with force into the partnership of His suffering, even if my mind struggled against it. These wounds were meant to purchase me, these drops of blood were shed to obtain me. I am not my own today. I belong to another, i have been bought with a price. And I will live every moment of every day so that the Great Purchaser of my soul will receive the full reward of His suffering.
Count Nikolaus Lidwig Von Zinzendorf
Visit to Tamar Village
Today was the orientation night for volunteers at Tamar Village. Dragged daf along, we had a hard time looking for the place, but thank God we found it in the end. They played a introduction video of the history of the ministry and what it is all about. I can't believe i actually found Tamar Village, they are exactly what i am looking for. While watching the video, and listening to the testimonies of the beneficiaries, i felt this tug and pain within me. I want to be part of this ministry to help, i felt like crying. These ladies are not what people call them, they are not prostitutes, they are all the beloved daughters of God. That is their true identity. I volunteered together with daf for missions - to pray and interceed for these precious people. Prayer walk, worship.. etc etc. Revival is coming to Singapore!!

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A dream from God (Hunger & Starvation)
Last night at about 3am, i woke up from a dream. I was on a street witnessing hungry children picking up bits of food from the streets and the garbage. Read a report on this website, the percentage of people and children being malnutrition are so high that i did not even know! ( http://m.wfp.org/stories/10-facts-about-malnutrition-indonesia ) What am i to do Lord?
“If i speak with human eloquence and angelic ecstasy but don’t love, I’m nothing but the creaking of a rusty gate.
If i speak God’s Word with power, revealing all his mysteries and making everything as plain as day, and if i have faith that says to a mountain “Jump,” and it jumps, but i don’t love, I’m nothing.
If i give everything i own to the poor and even go to the stake to be burned as a martyr, but i don’t love, I’ve gotten nowhere.
So no matter what i say, what i believe, and what i do, i’m bankrupt without love.”
- 1 Corinthians 13:1-7
I have heard this song a while ago, and thought that the lyrics of this song was so meaningful, the tune of the song and the voice of singers are so good.
But today, this song struck me hard and pierced through my hurting heart as i hear all those lyrics carefully again.
It reminded me of verses in the Bible. Especially the one that says, “Many will say to Me on that day, 'Lord, Lord, did we not prophesy in Your name, and in Your name cast out demons, and in Your name perform many miracles?” and than i will declare to them, 'I never knew you; DEPART FROM ME, you who practice lawlessness."(Matthew 7:22-23)
We can do many things and even all the things above, but we do not obey the first and greatest commandment [“Thou shalt love the LORD thy God, with all thy heart, and with all thy soul, and with all thy mind.” and to “love thy neighbour as thyself.” (Matthew 22:37-39)] What are we? We are nothing.
Practicing lawlessness = not obeying the great commandments. Because these two commandments sums up the whole Law and Prophets. THE NEW LAW IS LOVE.
“If i give to the needy soul but don’t have love, than who is poor? It seems all the poverty is found in me.”
I’m the poor, i’m the needy. I’m in poverty, because i do not love.
I feel so convicted deep within.
Had an argument with Dad yesterday, the words he said was very hurting and it really makes me extremely angry. Those words that he said, seriously do not justify him being the “invisible dad” in the past 30 years of my life at all. I thought i had forgiven him, but the fact is i have not.
Dad is very sick now, he has been in the hospital for almost a month now and his body’s condition is getting even more complicated now. Tita Sol had reminded me this afternoon, that Dad’s days with us will not be long and i’ll have to release forgiveness and to love him for the remaining days of his life. The moment i read the last sentence, my heart sank.
I asked the Lord what am i to do? Can i really love him for all that he had done to me and family? God is dealing with my heart, my character and the unforgiveness, resentment and bitterness that i hold inside of me. I need to let down my pride and release forgiveness to my dad, even if his attitude continues to be very bad or even continue to say even more hurting words to me. Can i do it?
‘Not by might nor by power, but by my Spirit,' says the LORD Almighty. (Zechariah 4:6)
/Lord, i come before you on my knees today. Holy Spirit, i ask that You will come and fill me with the undying love of Christ, the love that knows no end. I cannot give what i do not have. Shower me and let me encounter and experience Your love and your peace that surpasses all things and understanding. Help me to love my dad, and to shower Your love through me.
Amen
What would Jesus do?
This morning, i had a chance to bring auntie Janet [a visually handicapped auntie selling tissue] to Christ. What a privilege.
Read more here:
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Right after auntie Janet, i met another lady. This time round, a very special one.
As i stood up and was about to leave, a lady appeared behind me without a sound. As i turned around i had a shocked, this is how she looked: emotionless pair of eyes, puke all over her t-shirt, drooling with her mouth opened wide.
She was selling keychains.
I wanted to walk away after i saw her (like real quick), but i hesitated and slowed down a little and she caught up with me and grabbed my t-shirt from the back. The more i try to walk away, the harder she grabbed and pulled.
I stopped and turned around to ask her how much is the keychain and turned her down politely, all she did was to stare at me with that pair of emotionless eyes without a blink. I finally walked away.
Her pair of emotionless eyes and her actions, seem to me that she is so trapped within her body. It is as if, something is oppressing her and controlling her.
After leaving her behind, my heart and spirit kinda stirred within. I felt that i could have done something.
Honestly speaking, i was afraid. I was afraid she might come and hug me with all the puke she has on her t-shirt and not let me go, [She really looked like she will do this] or even attack me.
This question popped, “What would Jesus do if it was He who had this encounter with this lady?”
I believe He would not walk away. He would at least stop and pray for her. Give her new clothe to wear or something to eat and drink.
I prayed for her, and all i felt was compassion for this lady. I could feel her pain and sadness as i recalled how that pair of eyes looked like, how helpless she looked.
If i were to see her again, i would do something.
Holy Spirit, show me what i can do for this lady if i were to ever meet her again.
This whole incident reminded me of the story of the demon possessed men in the Bible. How he was trapped and tortured by the unclean spirits. [Mark 5]
/WWJD
Sick i am.
“You laid aside your majesty gave up everything for me; you have won my heart and i am Yours forever and ever i will love You.”
This season have been a tough one, have never been tougher. Spiritually check up in progress, many parts are failing or failed. Everything that is happening seems to fall together quite nicely; Pride, self-righteousness, hypocritical, legalist.
I feel sick of myself. No wonder, all i want to do is not talk all i want to do is to get away from people.
seems like God is accelerating so that His purpose and will can be done.
/isurrender
Greater things to come
“You are going through this season for a reason, if you do not go through this, how can I use you for greater things to come?”
Last night just before i fell asleep, i heard this voice inside of me. I was so tired, tired physically, emotionally, mentally and spiritually.
But this assurance and peace from God has given me strength. I will hold on and pull through. I am weak but You are strong, take over from here, Lord.
I know i will never walk alone.
Happy birthday to me :)
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When i am in drowning in a storm. I shall be comforted. For i know my God never leaves or forsakes me. He is faithful, yesterday, today and forevermore. As i cry out in pain and suffering, He will hear me. For He hears the cries of His people. He will deliver me from the hands of the enemies, and i will soar on wings like an eagle. above all, i know i'll never walk alone.
Soar with Him;
2 Aug 2015
Saw a pair of Eagles soaring right in the sky as i opened my gate. Once again i am reminded of God’s faithfulness & strength, love & mercy. ( Isaiah 40:31 )
As long as i remain in Him, and He in me. ( John 15:4 ) I can soar on wings like eagle above every storm & every situation in my life.
Drawing strength, wisdom, patience and love from Him.
Depending on own strength & understanding leads to destruction.
“ Trust in the Lord with all your heart lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to Him, and He will make your paths straight.”
Proverbs 3:5-6
The Spirit of God in the process of sanctification will strip me until I am nothing but ‘myself,’ that is the place of death. Am I willing to be ‘myself,’ and nothing more—no friends, no father, no brother, no self-interest, simply ready for death? That is the condition of sanctification.
Oswald Chambers
“He took my sin and my sorrow, and He made them His very own
And bore the burden to calvary, and suffered and died alone.”
As i sang this song this morning in service, this sentence struck me.
I can’t help but teared.
Christ took all the burdens and He suffered and died ALONE.
So what is all my persecutions and struggles compared to all that Jesus had went through?
Absolutely NOTHING.
He took the strips, mockery, humiliation and finally died at the hands of those He loved, those He had created with His own hands.
What is those that i am going through compared to those Jesus went through?
Absolutely NOTHING.
At least i know that i ain’t alone. I have Christ with me every step i take.
Even till the day i die.
In You i trust, put my mustard seed faith in test and practice.
/iwillmovemountains
In the middle of the fight, You are greater still;
In the middle of the fire, Your love is holding me.
You are my song.
You’re the hope, when hope is gone.

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Weariness;
Life has never felt so tiring before. This is eating every inch of me, and mum too. In the midst of all my personal struggles and all that is happening - I choose to hold on tight to Jesus and cast all of my cares on Him; The Almighty. Because He have overcomed.
“I have told you these things so that in Me you may have peace. In the world you will have tribulation. But be of good cheer. I have overcome the world.” - John 16:33
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