𝔄𝔲𝔡𝔦𝔬𝔭𝔢𝔫𝔡𝔢𝔫𝔠𝔶

This blog is to keep track of my studies, my mental health (major depression, PTSD, BPD, ADHD) hobbies (baking, music, drawing, painting, etc.), and for some occasional venting (T.W.'s will be included at the top of each post and tagged).

Short term goals: by August 2025 📅

Finish three books (0/3)

Volunteer at local food bank three times (0/3)

Finish translating three pages from German book

Mid-term goals: by May 2026 🗓️

Start Associates in Psychology

Finish translating 50 pages

Long term goals: (within the next 10-12 years) 📅🎊

Obtain a bachelor's in psychology

Finish med school

Finish residency

Get board certified

These will become less vague as time goes on, but hopefully y'all won't mind coming along for the ride!

Day 1/100

I'M BACK :D

Sorry for being gone for so long, I recently went through a divorce and it really kicked my ass haha, but I survived uvu. I'm deciding that I want to take up sketching again, since I haven't in so long, and I'll take y'all along for the ride :)

Amount of time reading: 30 minutes

Song of the day: Favorite by Isabel LaRosa

Day 72/100

Finals are over, I didn't score as high as I would've wanted, but that's okay. Lessons learned for next semester!

Amount of minutes I spent reading: 30

Minutes practicing German: 20

Song of the day:

Day 64/100

Re-visiting some older chapters for finals for a few refreshers. My sleep has been a little wonky lately, but I'm working on fixing it ᕦ⁠(⁠ò⁠_⁠ó⁠ˇ⁠)⁠ᕤ

Cups of water: 8

Hours studied: 2

Song of the day:

Day 61/100

Little in the dumps again, but it happens lol. I finished three homework assignments for my terminology class, been having fun playing with words like puzzles!

Cups of water: 8

Hours studied: 2

Song of the day:

Day 60/100

Almost time for finals! I'll have to review some of my older flashcards, but feeling good overall about them :DDD

Cups of water: 6

Hours studied: 2

Song of the day:

Day 57/100

Relaxed day today! I planned out my week in my bigger journal, and I played some Stardew Valley this morning before completing today's chores ᕙ⁠(⁠⇀⁠‸⁠↼⁠‶⁠)⁠ᕗ

Cups of water: 3 (so far, haha)

Song of the day:

Day 56/100

Had a good night's rest, and my mood has improved significantly! My evening walks have been helpful as well (⁠･ั⁠ω⁠･ั⁠)

Cups of water: 5

Hours studied: 2

Song of the day:

Day 55/100

Been feeling down lately, trying not to force myself out of it, as prescribed by my therapist lol. I still feel optimistic when I study; it's where I go to calm down, which hasn't always been the case.

Cups of water: 6

Hours studied: 2

Song of the day:

Day 54/100

The exam I've been studying for is coming up in three days! Excited to put my memory to the test ᕦ⁠(⁠ò⁠_⁠ó⁠ˇ⁠)⁠ᕤ

Hours studied: 2

Cups of water: 7

Song of the day:

Day 53/100 || 07/17/24

One of the most productive days by far! I've reviewed over 100 flashcards, and my brain is fried haha ಥ⁠‿⁠ಥ

Song of the day:

51/100 || 15-07-24

Relatively normal day today. My intentions for the rest of the day are to study for 5 hours, and so far I've managed 2. Another Exam coming up in a week, and I'm working on memorizing for it :))

Hours studied (so far): 2

Cups of water: 3 (⁠´⁠；⁠ω⁠；⁠｀)

Song of the day: