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okay! new blog is up and running! you can find it over here @audaciiae and ill be posting my promo in a sec
my carrd is done and functioning thANK FUCK
When i don't know what to draw, I draw Apollo
would it be entirely self indulgent of me to add a muse from yugioh on my new blog. would it.

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i never really realize how many muses i have until i have to liST THEM ALL
why must carrd be like that
curently working on my new blog...it should be up by my weekend at the latest!!
curently working on my new blog...it should be up by my weekend at the latest!!
so i think im gonna remake bc i have a lot of mutuals here who dont ever write with me and i think thats my issue tbqh 🤡

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so i think im gonna remake bc i have a lot of mutuals here who dont ever write with me and i think thats my issue tbqh 🤡
@audaciiae ( CAMILLA ) said, “ five times safe.
FIVE TIMES SAFE: (five times the receiver felt safe because of the sender)
one.
she said, i don’t really care. she said, the fact that you were never caught for the forgeries is really impressive. she said, if you would let me get to know you and not daniel, then i would be more than open to it. so let’s reintroduce ourselves.
shaking her hand, he almost replied:
— you can see me?
two.
he decided to go because she said she didn’t want to be alone and he wouldn’t be caught dead sitting isolated in this dark house where the shadows consumed each other and thoughts of eating a bullet ravaged every corner. he needed something else. he needed something less cut-throat and more champagne-happy, even if he carried this gloom around with him like a lost child everywhere he went.
she was right when she said it was nothing but a bunch of old stuck up white scholars who liked to speak over her. he noticed the interruption immediately and he wanted to fight fire with fire, and burn them down. he didn’t mind interrupting the older white gentleman who insisted that camilla met one of his students, to really set him on the right path, maybe tutor him once or twice a week. he needs a good maternal figure. the man laughed, wiped the crumbs from his fingers on his pant leg. —or maybe you should do your job properly instead of passing off your gruntwork so you can go to the strip joint on fifth. i mean, i’m sure your wife misses you, casper said and downed the rest of his wine. —excuse me.
camilla found him outside, smoking. she asked for a cigarette and sat beside him on the curb. are you okay? —i’ve no idea. would you like to talk about it? —no. she paused. does dr. pearson really go to the strip club after work? he laughed wearily. —yeah, i knew he looked familiar. a comfortable silence followed beneath a cool drizzle of rain. casper held his hand out to catch them. you know i got you, right? she said. —i’m beginning to understand that this may be something i have to accept, he said.
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me knocking on my head like hello will you PLEASE let me write
@audaciiae ( KIT ) said, “ five times hurt.
one.
he wakes up and it hurts. he wakes up and realizes that he woke up when he shouldn’t have, and mildly wonders if that was the point. the beat of the heart rate monitor picks up tempo; the sound his life makes is disconcerting. or even worse, he decides uncomfort- -ably, is that kit doesn’t know he survived, and when they find out, they will make no mistake about it.
you can’t predict slaughterhouses. only their intentions. so they will have their finger on the pulse, waiting patiently for the bleak, pathetic little light to go out. and that will be that.
& it won’t be a quick ceremony. it’ll last longer than the funeral, he expects. people don’t usually live to talk about the way kit operates much less understand the timing of the thing. sometimes it is quick and merciful. much of the time, however, they ensure each hour counts. after the knife twisted, he remembers, it felt like it took ages for him to fall.
(does he even remember hitting the carpet? the knife unhooked and all the rot came pouring out and then things get apocryphally misshapen. he remembers the color though. all those red hues: wide strokes of alizarin crimson with a bluish undertone, and cadmium red light as it settled. this is the only way he can think about it. if he thinks of anything else, something much more monstrous begins to breathe).
two.
he expects this. no amount of preparation could’ve prevented their heavy boot from pounding his abdomen in like a memory, but he is an unfinished masterpiece of violence after all. you can’t keep painting the same area. it won’t make a good composition. with the underpainting completed, the canvas will need several more layers before he really starts to feel something.
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“I’m called Swan,” He said looking Isaac over with concern and pity as he caught the lighter with remarkable ease. Swan was notoriously hard to read even amongst his close friends.
But he’s thinking this kid reminds him of Cowboy, and while none of The Warriors could be considered on the straight and narrow, Cowboy was easily one of the most mixed up guys Swan had ever met. He gestured to Isaac before speaking again. “You wanna talk about it?”
“Nice to meet you, Swan. I gotta say, I don’t really talk to people I don’t know often. I’m not the most social person you’ll ever meet.” Ikaros snorts as he takes another drag of his cigarette. No, not very social at all, and for good reason, he thinks. No one should ever really have to befriend a depressed 5,000 year old person. He leans against the wall, lets out a breath, then laughs.
“I mean? I don’t know what there really is to talk about. You know when life just tends to kick you when you’re down? Shit like that. But constantly.” Homelessness, drugs, whatever. Ikaros has faced a lot of issues in his long life. The Fates never seem to get enough of his suffering. “Sometimes you just wanna close your eyes and forget you exist, right? Or...that might just be me.”

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how do people just add mutuals on discord if they havent spoken to them first...my anxiety would never let me
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in truth, reggie still hadn’t thought about returning to los angeles yet. every time she thought about buying a plane ticket or even a bus pass, she was stopped by a flash of golden hair through her thoughts or the very smile she was on the receiving end of now. it was silly, to stay solely for one person, but reggie found herself wanting to answer camilla’s question with i’ll stay as long as you want me to. she did not say that, of course, but it was hard to keep back. ❛ i, um … i’m not sure. i didn’t exactly have any jobs lined up when i came to visit, so nothing is calling me quite yet. why, getting tired of me already ? ❜
“Getting tired of you? Of course not! I was just wondering, is all. Especially because winter break is coming soon, so Charles and I will be going back to Virginia to spend time with Nana, so..what will you do then?” Camilla tilts her head, a curious look on her face. She doesn’t think she can invite Reggie to come with them because it might be too forward and Nana doesn’t like surprise company, anyways. “It gets awfully chilly in December here, and I hate the thought of you being stuck somewhere in the middle of a storm.”