dealing

its so beyond frustrating to prepare a can of soup or to microwave a meal just to find out that it has too much pepper or garlic in it, and no be able to eat it

throat spasms and acid reflux whoop whoop

Sitting at the table eating a cup of boiled carrots and 2 slices of rice bread while everyone else eats cake and ice cream when my grandmother reaches over, touches my shoulder and says "you're so strong" not knowing that just minutes earlier I'd almost cried over the sink draining the carrots while everyone else was outside talking and laughing