Introo
I already put brief stuff in my bio but ig I'll go more in-depth here.
Currently 18y and about to be a freshman in college
Studying exercise science and pre-med ( cardiology..?)
Plan on using this like a diary. Daily updates, venting, complaining etc
Um.. I didn't know what Tumblr was for a long time. I just heard about Taylor Swift and a few other famous people using it in their youth. I didn't really get into social media till high school ( nor a phone). I only have this, insta, and Pinterest.
My blab
My journey started young, unknowably being in constant competition with my Mom. Like most she was very blunt and very fat phobic to everyone and made it known. So I was uw for most of my life until we moved and I started to have a social life. I was still uw until Junior year (2024- I was 120-123). I had this idea of getting lean to make varsity on my tennis team, so I became more toned, focusing on protein and my scale heavily. I had also started an alternative school at this point around a healthcare field. And it was pretty great, everyone wanted to be th!nner even the teacher. Since we were all in this class together for 5 hours, we got to learn then talk about our habits ( iykwim). It was a co-ed class and most of the boy's wrestled so they had to be aggressive with their "habit". Eventually at the end of spring break I reached my LW (lw of my teenage years) and my parents found out and pulled me from everything and set me away. Worst time of my life, I'd never felt so horrible. After 3 months of "getting" better I got sent home under supervision. Then that entire summer and throughout senior year I had to meet up daily and be tracked like an animal. By January 2026 I had reached my HW (141) and was set free from the supervision. I locked in for February and got down to (136) then have been bumbling around 133-130. I just wanna be my OG 2024 weight, not these other number forced upon me. I want to fit into the clothes I have so many memories in, I want to be the confident person I once was. I want the girl trapped beneath.
Okay that was my yap. If you read that thanks for enduring my grammar, and for caring. I wish you luck on whatever you what to achieve.
I'm still brand new to this so yeh.
