cried fifteen times at sonic frontiers

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Literally just a mess of fandom stuff, aesthetic posts, memes, and the ramblings of an unreliable narrator. This blog uses the queue heavily! 

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beware the blorbo chart.

idk if your anxiety is so bad you have tics or repeated vomiting or horrible migraines or trouble breathing or seizures or fainting spells or temporary paralysis or or or IT SOUNDS LIKE YOU SHOULD TREAT THAT FUCKING ANXIETY!!! (and if you start treating anxiety and the symptoms don’t go away it might be that the anxiety is caused by the symptoms and not the other way around. and you should treat the underlying cause)

-The "Days Since Dream Was Dragged Through the Mud" account, whose record was 27 days and then at some point it got cancelled for "bumming people out" and also "not taking controversies seriously"

-That time Dream had a public phone number for fans to call and text (yes, seriously). Also had its own update account

-Brainrot Bot, who posted many out-of-context dnf quotes and had people thinking they were from classic romance novels instead of just a normal 3am dsmp stream

-The various times Velvet got accused of being an overly parasocial stan

-Everyone getting "ON MAIN" trending in roughly 30 seconds when Badboyhalo dragged Geosquare by his hair

-And the sequel when Sapnap dragged that one guy who was friends with Trainwreckstv a few months later (his name isn't important)

-On the wholesome side of things, Sapnap tweeting a monthly anniversary tweet for how many months he and Dream had been living together 🥺

-Twibbons. That website was probably really sketchy in hindsight but damn were the twibbons such a cute concept

-The mystery of how the fuck George got that BTS Mcdonalds' meal when it wasn't available in the UK (we still don't know)

-Stroopwafel. I don't remember if that was actually in 2021 or not but it has to be mentioned regardless

-When the first pride merch was released and every business major in the fandom had to fight for their lives trying to explain revenue vs. profit

-The Trials and Tribulations of the poor soul who had to write the twitter trending descriptions, forced to become a dream stan just to figure out wtf was going on

-Seriously we had a stranglehold on that damn trending tab

-Dream listening to what I can only describe as a sex playlist on spotify and forgetting his activity was public (he turned that function off for a while after that... 😭)

-Blaming Callahan for anything dnf-related after the Great Dreamnotfound Splashtext Incident

-Speaking of which, non-fandom people thinking we were turning on him for the speedrun scandal when actually we were just clowning him for the splashtext

-And because it came up with the stream the other day...Masktwt night (plus the mini-sequel when Dream put a mask on his own pfp a few months later)

I think part of what is making young people lonelier, in discussing why they're increasingly isolated, is that they're so afraid of meeting someone who doesn't hold their same beliefs, and instead of being just core beliefs it is kinda ancillary shit.

It's actually okay to disagree even on social topics! Even on some political ones! But I mean, online you can start with "i love this mutual but they have a really bad/uninformed opinion about x media"

I know this is IMMEDIATELY going to be taken in bad faith, and yes babygirl, you are so right, I DO want you to go make best friends with both the KKK grand wizard AND your nearest nazi leader.

But seriously, as someone who has spent two decades doing community organization: finding ways to connect with different people is so so so important. There are people i follow here who ate 80% smart and their brain falls out of their head 20% of the time and that is GOOD FOR MY MENTAL ECOSYSTEM AND GOOD FOR LEARNING HOW TO BE A PERSON