crashed out over fall out boy so hard today that i had to dust off this account

right before i was sent home from my junior year of college for the pandemic, i had an irreconcilable falling out w my best friend, a fight so bitter that it fundamentally changed the way i saw myself and my social life shifted immediately. and i remember being caught between just needing to be needed and wanting to leave and never come back. and then the second option happened. and left the rest. getting my most selfish wish of disappearing but keeping the hurt. and how that pain still aches now. anyway i have been lost in the hysteria of what a time to be alive and the honesty of the guitar

suddenly nauseated by the amount of money i am prepared to drop

whatever. 20 years ago heychris filmed fall out boy panicking backstage at the metro bc it was the biggest show they’d ever played. and 20 years later. well. look

heychris recorded fall out boy’s first show at the metro on a camcorder and now he’s live-streaming their show at the metro 20 years later

very fall out boy to make it clear this is not a nostalgia album. not a throwback album. and then release a music video straight from 1998 ft. rivers cuomo

the music video was so saturday-esque