Evelyn

Oh, women. Their beauty makes me weak in the knees so I will kneel for them.

I met two men today. The first man I will call S and the second, I will call M. S was loud, he talked clearly and confidently. He knew what he wanted to say, and delivered every word perfectly. His movements were blocky and straightforward. You could tell he wore his personality on his sleeve. He had a big smile and every time he would laugh he’d laugh with his whole body. M wasn’t as loud. He spoke softer and let his words linger at the tip of his tounge. He had a long nose, and mostly smirked at his friends comments. He sat across the table to the right, and even though his friends were all seated towards his left , he faced me. In doing so he had disrupted the pattern of everyone facing towards those in their inner circle. He chose to face me. I noticed throughout the dinner he’d wonder in his mind. His eyes were focused on my drink and he didn’t hear his friend trying to say something to him. I picked up my drink and lifted it to my mouth, his eye followed exactly. When my lips met the straw his gaze met my eyes. He smirked and looked away to his plate. When both men left, man S gave me a quick glance and smile. While man M, kept his eyes on mine, while still smiling. This will have been the first and most likely last time illl ever see either of them. Though I am glad I witnessed their uniqueness and beauty firsthand.

I’ve met so many new people lately, and their all so beautiful I can’t wait till I see them again :))))

It’s been like 5 months since I posted!!! I missed pride month!!! HAPPY BELATED PRIDE MONTH!!! I’m going to try and be more active I’ve been struggling with my depression this last year but I’m doing much better lately! Cant wait to post more stuff!

It makes me so Uncomfortable when wlw and nblw tell mlm and nblm to “get better soon” and “imagine liking men”. It’s rude and invalidating!