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Destruction..

You destroyed on what was unfinished.

Now you go onward to start anew,

while I, myself stayed

Everything was diminished.

One's mind and heart

My mind speaks of revenge

my heart sees betrayal

To which must I follow?

Should I, myself be avenged?

I'm sorry for acting like this

I didn't want it to be this way

I swear.

I understand if you don't like me that much

And you probably wont forgive me.

But, I'm sorry..

I shouldn't have done that.

I promise to try to be better

I'll try.

But I promise.

My Word.

Endless tears

Never ending fears

To what must I do?

To cease these teary blues

My tears flow as I write

Oh please, end my fright

Each stanza stained

Is this honest or feigned?

Give me strength

Before I give my last breath

To be disciplined for what its worth

This is my word.

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It was just a dream.

I had a dream

A dream that kept me thinking up at night

Someone holding my hand so dear and so light

How our hands intertwined so right and perfect

But it was just a dream.

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Visions, never reached.

To write, to draw

To sing, to dance

A talent to be perceived,

Visions to always grieve for

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I am perfect. Like an even number in an equation

I am the result that everyone would love,

but now?

I feel like an uneven number.I exist yet useless.

I cant be divided without being the result of a decimal or a fraction,

Nobody likes decimals neither fractions.