perpetual existence

"just so you know your mutual fetishizes sexual violence" omggggg yaaaaaaay something i can bond with them over!!! yippeeee!!! yayy!!

the sexual tension between me and the idea of disappearing forever

i could fuck a thunderstorm if i really put my mind to it

girl are you a medieval executioner bc you are torturing me with your rack

only thing that’s gonna heal me now is complete memory loss

“is the wanting to be killed like a sexual thing for you” No. but also yes

Literally blog like nobody is watching you bc who cares

I think true love is when two people make each other love themselves more.

safer (you not gonna die horrid death so easy), not so cursed but still ominous, you are alone bc you are in a tower but you can do groceries no problem, just chilling above everything else

Sometimes it tortures me that I am me

feeling safe with someone is everything to me… emotionally, physically, mentally

Men who are both physically and mentally pliant. Guy who is so soft and fun to manhandle and he lets you do it bc his brain melts when he's in your arms. He might squirm a little when you grip his hips or squeeze his thighs, but ultimately he'll let you pin him down and move him around to your heart's content bc his mind turns to mush the moment you lay your hands on him.

Get you a freak that’ll talk about lobotomies at 6am with you