Asteria

Outside of gaming and school, I'm learning more about tarot and witchcraft (so i can better understand my practice), and also trying to take time to learn more about myself and my identity (gods forbid a girl feel gender euphoria in this dystopian hellscape). I'm trying to get back into reading more often, but school and work make that difficult a lot of the time.

I'm often down to chat, so feel free to send me a message if you'd like!

<3,

i'm four days away from graduating.

i have an final on thursday.

i don't even have grades back from half of my classes.

- I wake up

- I stretch

- I try to get up

- fail miserably

Well, there's always tomorrow, right?

Anywho, recap time:

I'm a senior in college! Holy... fuck, that was a long ass ride, but I'm almost done!

My roommate is literally the cause of a lot of anxiety, dysphoria, depression and lack of quality sleep lately. Will not elaborate further here. On my boss's ass constantly about getting him moved out ASAP.

I bought more "femme" shit! Breast forms are amazing, and I hate that I still haven't started HRT, but here we are. Also, skirts are the best, as are thigh highs, and epilators... hoooollyyy fuck, epilators (A good epilator and some moisturizing lotion afterwards works wonders omg)

I'm working on two group projects, being an RA (currently writing this after midnight, after a duty shift), de-rusting speedruns, participating in multiple multiworld randomizers... and then some. Yea...

Somehow it's almost my birthday? I feel old. Do I look old?

update on life:

- my bitch-ass of a stepfather took a plea deal and was found guilty of all the shit he did, and ive not heard from him in over a year, so thats a win

- told my mom and my brother i'm trans (or at least some flavor of queer) and theyre supportive

- started at a new counseling place and my therapist is amazing (and also really supportive)

- doubled my antidepressant dose immediately after starting at with a psych np? wild

- finished my 4th of 5 years at college! aaaand got 100s on all my semester projects, and straight As (which is *not* easy anymore, ugh)

i got a new skirt! (massive gender euphoria) :3

finished 2/3 semester projects

started duolingo again

college reminded me that yes, they do, in fact, ignore any and all non-required work orders, even if they said they'd do it in 1-2 business days

and my partner and i's 4-months anniversary is in 4 days!