Anime Smoker

I used to be a chef ...... I miss it but I know I’m better than it ...... I’m just trying to be the best I can be .... happy 21 birthday to me ... no ones even reading this right?

I feel like I need to let go and just finally end what I feel ...... people ask why I smoke it’s because of my stress and my family....... and they don’t even know how I feel when they keep going more and more

I’m exhausted and getting worse and worse I’m just more tired and bored and I don’t know what to do any more ...... birthday is in two days .......happy birthday to me mom and my brother thanks for making me feel terrible...... I really wanna disappear

Just trying day by day I miss love and having someone to wrap my arms around at night

Yeah it is very much painful being dumped but especially if you still love them ...... but if you do love them you stay ... half waiting and half being a good person even tho they might not deserve it .....yeah love sucks sometimes

I hope .......

Have you ever been the person that when you see someone who maybe hurts you over and over again and you still help them with as much as you can ....you may have loved them and they may have loved you but once it ends and your still there loving them and helping them ..... that has gotta be when it hurts the worst .......

I had to give up my dog a few weeks ago he was a ptsd and balance assistance service dog I loved him ........I hate living in an apartment

Tired but happy to be on here so yeah ..... be happy and have a good day

I think we all feel this sometimes so I just wanted to post this

Very happy to be on here and with these amazing folks

I’m new here and an anime and role-play freak so if anybody wants to text or rp then feel free to I love