Ashley

I wonder if I still make his cock hard, like thinking of him still makes my pussy so wet.

So not sure that I ever made one up but now I really want to! Plus I kinda want to know if anyone else has something I haven’t tried!

I live in two very different worlds. I live in one world filled with darkness and deprivity, that leaves me with thoughts of sexual fantasies such as 3 somes, couple swaps, male and female play alike, dominated, and to dominate, of squirting, pussys and asses dripping of cum, and of instructing someone to suck my guys cock, of car play, being watched and watching, public play, choking, burses and bite marks. I live a second world very different from the first. One of passion and romance. Where we hold hands, make out like teenagers, have dates, watch movies naked, cuddle, play games, to be a priority sometimes, to be silly, to be told I may be beautiful to you, to just be loved. I have had relationships both ways, one of pure sexual fantasies and desires, and one where I was loved but there was no dreaming outside the standard reality. So I do believe I need both someone that understands, accepts, appreciates my need to sexually explore, as well as remembers on nights we aren't out playing I am yours and I love you on your good days and your bad. I cook for you because I want to, I wash clothes because I want to, I clean and care for because I want to, but you know I am still thinking about your cock, and that's ok with you. I guess reading this it is a lot, but it's a lot of me wrapped up in these words, and it's honestly just something that I have to have.