sometimes, when they say, "and the world keeps spinning," I wonder what does it meant.
because for me, it could mean anything. it could feel like someone dropped a heavy weight to my shoulders, all happened so suddenly until I couldn't balance my steps.
holding onto the weight while my hands are shaking so bad, I thought it was just a normal shiver from the weather. it's still winter here, so these shivers don't even matter.
while I tried to walk along the line (still holding these weights), I ended up losing the balance eventually, spiraling to the same abyss that I've escaped years ago.
but what can I do if it's already numb?
also, it was an invisible weight that they say it's just "in your head," so then they all move on.
so when they say, "and the world keeps spinning," was it the world that actually moves on, or is it me who's spiraling to the abyss?
