Window seat

学会不指望太多或许对自己才是最好的。

But for you, I am replaceable.

Do you know the reason behind it?

Because you were my first love.

Never a day I stop thinking about you.

That was the last time I put efforts on us. 

The moment when you talked about your future without me, I knew that seeing you again is another mistake. 

Why did I keep telling lies to myself? Why did I keep hoping on something that has no results? 

You told me reality shows that we can’t go forward. And it took me two years to accept that reality.

It has been a week since I have stayed with this lovely Italian family. The dad is a funny man while the mom makes really good food. I spent most of my time with the two boys during the morning and afternoon. They gave me a little tour around the town of Lomazzo on the second day and had my first gelato. On some days, the boys fought a lot even on little things such as which way to use to walk back home. 

D and I met yesterday and we enjoyed every moment we have spent together. We stayed at Valmadrera and went to visit Como Lake in the afternoon. We decided to go Bellagio to see the lake and had a dinner at Varenna. The next day, we went back to Lomazzo and had a lunch together with my part time family. D went back to Trento afterwards.