après le gris, le monde encore

you know those studies showing that cursing helps with pain tolerance or whatever. that’s how i feel about making my weird little noises to get through my basic daily activities. sometimes you just have to go hggblaaaah for a minute so you can find the strength within yourself to get up or wash the dishes or send an email. mmmnneh. urgh. the torments are unending but you can always make some little sounds about it.

Eva's run in ep1 was literally so good. Her family survives the first twilight untouched, son's annoying servant girlfriend is dead, annoying brother dead. Argues one last time with Natsuhi. Goes back to her room, fucks her husband and dies. Like a Pacific Salmon. Stellar. Couldn't ask for anything more.