y’all ok i owe you an explanation it wasn’t my intention to drop off the face of the earth and yet, here i am, this is gona be long and i cant figure out how to do a read more so sorry my dudes
theres a lot to say so im not really sure where to start ?? i guess ill just explain why exactly i disappeared
after a while, this blog became more stressful than enjoyable. i had to force myself to come on and answer asks and even then it was a hassle. when i made this blog, i practically created fake personality #28, because honestly? the way i act on this blog is not how i normally act ,,like at all ?? when i first joined i felt like there was something i had to live up to, an expectation that i was supposed to act a certain way. its not me, and it took a serious toll on my happiness. because of this, i think im gonna put this blog on the back burner. i loved the idea but i really didnt plan it out much at all and i went in blind. ive grown up since i started here, i was just starting freshman year when i got up the courage to make this blog, and looking back at the beginning of this blog is y i kes. what this is all leading up to is basically, if you wanna see more of my art and meet the real me, my deviantart is here and my main tumblr is here. i do have a skype but i’ll only give it out to those i trust, also i succ at holding conversations so be warned. please dont be afraid to talk to me, i would love to start talking to all of you again ! i might come back to this community one day, possibly soon, bc honestly so many of you are super cool and amazing and i already have plans to revamp this blog! tl;dr: this blog is gonna be coming to a close for now, the way i forced myself to act isnt the real me and this isnt enjoyable anymore, feel free to contact me on my da or tumblr so yea lmao ,,see yall on the flip side
