Ramen Trips and Shiba Pics

“I lived bitch”

I’m glad I was able to help you in some way, even though it wasn’t really about relationships. I see him as only really having had one relationship that was fake af, so I went more platonic with it.

The deep darkness of Mementos is familiar, at this point, dark and unforgiving, like how the shadow remembers his room used to be when his father was still around. He thinks, once, that the familiarity shouldn’t be nearly as comfortable as it is. But the thick, damning clog of the air was something he could deal with, more than used to filtering the slog of alcohol in his lungs, the ash of cigarettes and the toxicity of hatred barked out at him. It’s familiar. He’s comfortable.

The comfortable feeling settles in his chest and eats him alive, repressed memories and thoughts filling the spaces freed up. A bitter thought ponders if he even needed that part of him before if its only purpose was to be gnawed at like a street mutt picking all the decaying meat from the bone. Soon, the little space in him will fill and fill until the ideas inside bubble over the cauldron and coagulate to form an amalgamation of distortion, walls, shadows and desires. How long until-

Ah.

Bright yellow eyes feel the shift in atmosphere, the presence of a newcomer, and he looks over his shoulder, cautious. It’s him.

I aint really experienced with romance, so the best I got is the track team. After I was kicked out of it...

Everyone branded me as a delinquent, a good for nothing nobody. The people who I thought would always be with me ended up being the ones who shoved me into walls. All the good memories I had ended up bitter because I knew I’d never have that friendship again. Everything was numb, and the only thing that reminded me I was still living was the pain I felt when I saw them. I felt like I was Clinging to the edge of a cliff, slowly losing grip as the cliff crumbled beneath my fingers. I didn’t know how much longer I could take it.

The only time I was left alone was on the rooftop, the one Shiho jumped off of. Sometimes I’d sit on the ledge and stare at the sky, wondering what it would be like If I actually went through with it. I was always too much of a coward to even try it, though.

But...

One day...

I met a guy.

A guy who cared. Together, we met other people who were lost like I was, lost and scared and clinging to the cliff I’d been trying so hard to scale. And one by one, we pulled them back over the ledge, back to safety and tight embraces that we’d never let go of.

I wasn’t alone anymore. I wasn’t going to waste away in the lost times I used to have with the track team. I didn’t have to be scared anymore.

I could finally smile again.

I know this is kind of cliche. How you’ll ‘find someone else’ or whatever. But please believe me when I say that you will be happy again. You’re going to have moments when you can’t do anything but think about them, what you could have had, but that’s the best advice I guy like me can give.

do i have to pay for a trippety trample instead of a stippity step?

ughhh.... i don’t have that kinda money, dude.

for realz, the only trippy thing here is your stripes. they’re as eye straining as last time, yaknow.

I hope you guys have been getting everything you could have ever wanted, guys! I’ve got a wholesome wife and you guys? What better gift is that? I’d like to thank you all for being so freakin awesome? Thank you so sooo much for liking my content <333

There are a few people I’d like to say thank you to for making this really enjoyable? Like? Holy shit??

@ask-the-fluffiest-thief and @letsaskfairandsquare for giving me the motivation to start CC in the first place!

@angel-lightwolf for basically keeping this blog going with all your asks, like holy shit my dude

@ask-ann-takamaki and @askmoonboi for bein great beans who really helped me settle down!

@ask-gun-daddy for dealing with my shit.

(@askdetectivekurusu, @askphantomgoro, @ask-annarchy, @askmodelyusuke, @askartistmakoto, @asknaviharu, @askheiressfutaba) all the fateswap squad!! ya’ll??? make me yell??? aahhhhh?!??!!? i’m so glad i met all you guys???

@askattendantmorgana​ for being a great wife??? who i love??? like??? woah??? you’re so??? perfect??? i love you,,, so much??? i love you,,, more than anything???

and you! yes, you, reader! thank you for taking the time to read this post, and any other bits of my content? i couldn’t run this blog without ya! love ya’ll!!!